ElySioNs
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So yesterday, I was jerkin it. A pastime which I will likely not do for a long time after this.
On this site, there is a “videos being watched now” section. One of which catches my eye because I recognize the setting of the video: It looks like the bathroom of my wife’s (we’ll call her M) childhood home. And my jaw nearly dropped off my goddamn face when I saw what looked like my fucking high school sweetheart girlfriend stepping out of the shower, NOT KNOWING SHES BEING FUCKING FILMED. We been together for nearly 13 years now and this must’ve been her the year before we met, where she would be 18 or 19. The video is grainy and old and there’s a shadow of a doubt that I’m just making the whole thing up and I’ve never met this person in my life.
That being said, I’ve been in denial about this being real a ton. So I went on Zillow and compared pictures of her old bathroom. And I’m like 99% sure that this is her and her old bathroom.
Who the fuck could’ve possibly done it. She has a dad and a brother, but there’s no fucking way that they did that right? There’s no history of any sort of crazy abuse or anything like that.
I spent a lot of time trying to reverse image, search the video and find out where it originated, hoping that at least if we found out where it was originally posted, we could maybe see if we could get any sort of hint or who it was.
But I haven’t told M yet. I found no evidence that there’s more of her out there. But it still leaves us with the fact that somebody probably fucking took a video of her in the shower. And it HAD to be someone that she trusts obviously.
I don’t know if I should tell her because on one hand somebody very close to her has fully betrayed her, but on the other, I could just let her enjoy the bliss of her ignorance for the rest of her life. We are adults now and we live states away from everybody. Her dad passed away a couple years ago, so if we do find out, it was him there’s no way for any closure on that end.
WHAT DO I DO?! Should I tell her? or should I bury this so deep within my vault that it is never thought about again? Would you want to be told?
Edit:
I guess there’s another point I missed in the post as to why I’m hesitant to tell her.
There have been times in our life when I have told her things that open the can of worms and she, an incredibly high anxiety person, talks to me about all of the ways it’s messed up and all of the new things she now has to think about.
And at some point says, “I think I wish you never told me“
So, that’s kind of big.
We’re both gonna need therapy after this one.
Thank you, dear Reddit
On this site, there is a “videos being watched now” section. One of which catches my eye because I recognize the setting of the video: It looks like the bathroom of my wife’s (we’ll call her M) childhood home. And my jaw nearly dropped off my goddamn face when I saw what looked like my fucking high school sweetheart girlfriend stepping out of the shower, NOT KNOWING SHES BEING FUCKING FILMED. We been together for nearly 13 years now and this must’ve been her the year before we met, where she would be 18 or 19. The video is grainy and old and there’s a shadow of a doubt that I’m just making the whole thing up and I’ve never met this person in my life.
That being said, I’ve been in denial about this being real a ton. So I went on Zillow and compared pictures of her old bathroom. And I’m like 99% sure that this is her and her old bathroom.
Who the fuck could’ve possibly done it. She has a dad and a brother, but there’s no fucking way that they did that right? There’s no history of any sort of crazy abuse or anything like that.
I spent a lot of time trying to reverse image, search the video and find out where it originated, hoping that at least if we found out where it was originally posted, we could maybe see if we could get any sort of hint or who it was.
But I haven’t told M yet. I found no evidence that there’s more of her out there. But it still leaves us with the fact that somebody probably fucking took a video of her in the shower. And it HAD to be someone that she trusts obviously.
I don’t know if I should tell her because on one hand somebody very close to her has fully betrayed her, but on the other, I could just let her enjoy the bliss of her ignorance for the rest of her life. We are adults now and we live states away from everybody. Her dad passed away a couple years ago, so if we do find out, it was him there’s no way for any closure on that end.
WHAT DO I DO?! Should I tell her? or should I bury this so deep within my vault that it is never thought about again? Would you want to be told?
Edit:
I guess there’s another point I missed in the post as to why I’m hesitant to tell her.
There have been times in our life when I have told her things that open the can of worms and she, an incredibly high anxiety person, talks to me about all of the ways it’s messed up and all of the new things she now has to think about.
And at some point says, “I think I wish you never told me“
So, that’s kind of big.
We’re both gonna need therapy after this one.
Thank you, dear Reddit
