I made a woman at the gym uncomfortable yesterday and it's still killing me every second

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So I was walking in the gym and I immediately spotted that the cable was free so I made a beeline for it and there was this woman on the machine right next to it with either her bf or her personal trainer I couldn't tell, but anyways I noticed her staring at me a little bit as I was walking up to the cables and when it was her trainers turn on the machine and she had to stand next to me she looked at me again and then crossed her arms, but not like the regular crossed arms which is just a comfortable arm position, she was crossing her arms so her hands were cupping the outside of her elbows, basically hugging herself, and she was caressing her arm too, from what I've read about body language these are self soothing behaviours, but the thing is I didn't even do anything to this woman to make her feel this way besides just look the way I do, I didn't stare her down, I didn't ogle her, I didn't look her up and down like alot of shameless guys do, none of that shit, but I just noticed when she had to stand next to me she without fail started hugging herself and stroking her arms to soothe herself because for whatever reason she was so uncomfortable near me

This is fucking eating me alive and I can't get it out of my head because now I'm starting to think that I'm actually the only young white guy who has ever made her this uncomfortable without even doing anything besides just existing, like before this encounter she has literally never ever been uncomfortable around another white guy besides just me, and that's why she was indeed so uncomfortable because she's never actually felt uncomfortable around another guy before I started working out next to her

Idk wtf to do, it's shit like this that makes me drink so much and it makes me wanna end things so badly, the fact that either my appearance or something else I might not even know about is making people so uncomfortable is just absolute mental agony and I know that I will remember this forever as a sign that I'm irrevocably fucking repulsive beyond belief

 

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