I may have entered a psychotic episode with overdosing hydrocortisone lmao

[yoshisand]

For some reason I have a belief that my mom has already found where I keep all my looksmaxxing stuff I've also been stuck in my head for these past days. I don't know how to get out

 

[yoshisand]

Bump

 

[princeof316]

during my episodes the following helps, water and going on walks outside the moment my thinking gets erratic, not being in any dark place or being on your phone for long periods and not letting myself stare off that long and keeping myself distracted with work or something.

Night time sucks cuz ur brain just goes crazy with hella fake scenarios and it’s hard to stop

 

[yoshisand]

Guys I'm scared google said I'm going to start imagining hallucinatona

 

[yoshisand]

during my episodes the following helps, water and going on walks outside the moment my thinking gets erratic, not being in any dark place or being on your phone for long periods and not letting myself stare off that long and keeping myself distracted with work or something.

Night time sucks cuz ur brain just goes crazy with hella fake scenarios and it’s hard to stop

For the last few days I've been putting hydrocortisone all around and in my nose and I think I'm suffering for it also it's been super difficult to pay attention in class because I'm legit in my head all the time in math I didn't know what to do?

 

[isis_Bleach]

For the last few days I've been putting hydrocortisone all around and in my nose and I think I'm suffering for it also it's been super difficult to pay attention in class because I'm legit in my head all the time in math I didn't know what to do?

why did ypu apply hydrocortisone all over yourself? its for rash

 

[yoshisand]

why did ypu apply hydrocortisone all over yourself? its for rash

It makes my nose smaller

 

[isis_Bleach]

It makes my nose smaller

does it work?

 

[yoshisand]

why did ypu apply hydrocortisone all over yourself? its for rash

But apparently I've been putting it on the inside of my nose but now that I think about it haven't really seen any noteworthy changes

 

[yoshisand]

does it work?

I don't fucking know

 

[isis_Bleach]

I don't fucking know

sounds like a shit theory ive tried using that stuff and nothing happened

 

[yoshisand]

sounds like a shit theory ive tried using that stuff and nothing happened

Why couldn't have I been complimented man I think I'm a good looking dude I'm only on here because my front doesn't match my side girls make that soon aparent

 

[onskibidi]

Why couldn't have I been complimented man I think I'm a good looking dude I'm only on here because my front doesn't match my side girls make that soon aparent

recessed?

 

[isis_Bleach]

just saw ur front u look good can i see ur side?

 

[LuckyBeast]

Might just be anxiety. I read that shit can weaken your immune system so your body might be giving an anxiety response because of it.

 

[yoshisand]

recessed?

No

just saw ur front u look good can i see ur side?

My side is to good for my front damn it whenever I turn and face girls they treat me like a new damn person

 

[yoshisand]

Might just be anxiety. I read that shit can weaken your immune system so your body might be giving an anxiety response because of it.

Not anxiety man I've been so disconnected from real life man in school I'm always In my head

 

[isis_Bleach]

No

My side is to good for my front damn it whenever I turn and face girls they treat me like a new damn person

fr? ive noticed the same abt myself, on a whole bus ride theyll be showing iois then when they see my front they 0 me forever after

 

[onskibidi]

No

My side is to good for my front damn it whenever I turn and face girls they treat me like a new damn person

Brutal am recessed, just as bad for me cause I catch ppl staring at my side and some laughing

 

[yoshisand]

fr? ive noticed the same abt myself, on a whole bus ride theyll be showing iois then when they see my front they 0 me forever after

Yeah it's brutal fucking brutal but now I overdosed on this stupid ass steroid because I wanted to make my nose smaller

 

[yoshisand]

Brutal am recessed, just as bad for me cause I catch ppl staring at my side and some laughing

FUCK

 

[isis_Bleach]

Yeah it's brutal fucking brutal but now I overdosed on this stupid ass steroid because I wanted to make my nose smaller

its not the same kind of steroid and i doint that works tbh u need real roids

 

[yoshisand]

its not the same kind of steroid and i doint that works tbh u need real roids

No no more roids dammit

 

[yoshisand]

its not the same kind of steroid and i doint that works tbh u need real roids

My eyes are so dry I pray to Jesus that I live another day so I can throw this stupid shit away

 

[yoshisand]

its not the same kind of steroid and i doint that works tbh u need real roids

I pray I don't die in my sleep from a fucking sesiure

 

[yoshisand]

its not the same kind of steroid and i doint that works tbh u need real roids

All because I just wanted to good all around

 

[isis_Bleach]

All because I just wanted to good all around

do firls ignore u?

 

[yoshisand]

do firls ignore u?

I don't know they just don't give me the same treatment as my side profile