agonIZY
Cybertron mtn
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Hello, hope you are blessed always my g
I wanna redact how i trully feel, i dont feel good i larp being "good" looking on tts i do, but the truth is that i hate how i see myself, theres no Word to express how deeply empty i feel, no matter how many compliments i get or how many ppl tell me the contrary, i will always remember what i was told as a kid by my dad, my friends at school, my teachers
If i cant make it, i hope you can
I hate walking up, watching People not caring about their looks and making me wonder "why couldnt i be happy" I wonder what it feels to be better but i barely see improvement
My face changes in the Phone, the mirror shows me a face thats good but somehow my camera makes me look melted, i hate pictures cuz i used to be clowned
Im always asking if i look good, im not narcissistic im just lost on how i look
For me its like seeing someone New every day
I know everyone has their own hell and their own experiences, but whatever happends to me I Just wanna make you feel you are not alone in this
I try to cope remembering that Sean and other models are insecure Just to make me feel human throught the Day until i can finnaly sleep
I have friends but i never go to parties, ive been cheated on several times, i got punchd in school to highschool
Idk how to feel like a human
I dont feel im free i feel im in a flesh prison
I wanna redact how i trully feel, i dont feel good i larp being "good" looking on tts i do, but the truth is that i hate how i see myself, theres no Word to express how deeply empty i feel, no matter how many compliments i get or how many ppl tell me the contrary, i will always remember what i was told as a kid by my dad, my friends at school, my teachers
If i cant make it, i hope you can
I hate walking up, watching People not caring about their looks and making me wonder "why couldnt i be happy" I wonder what it feels to be better but i barely see improvement
My face changes in the Phone, the mirror shows me a face thats good but somehow my camera makes me look melted, i hate pictures cuz i used to be clowned
Im always asking if i look good, im not narcissistic im just lost on how i look
For me its like seeing someone New every day
I know everyone has their own hell and their own experiences, but whatever happends to me I Just wanna make you feel you are not alone in this
I try to cope remembering that Sean and other models are insecure Just to make me feel human throught the Day until i can finnaly sleep
I have friends but i never go to parties, ive been cheated on several times, i got punchd in school to highschool
Idk how to feel like a human
I dont feel im free i feel im in a flesh prison


