I might give an end after that

[Antonlord7]

I was rewatching some clips and photos of my physique and all I've to say I'm useless retard that pushed my self so hard all these years all to just come back and accept the brutal truth i said 5 years ago it never began for my butt

I see my how framecell I'm and even if i work out so much hard and i achieved a good physique i look like gymcell

I look so bad man and even after all that i have also my reccesed subhuman asymmetrical with nct eyes and even if i lost 140 pounds in 5 months who gives a fuck really

The stretch marks i got on all over my body just to look like a kid on avarage day it kills me so much

I've sucrifice so much for this shit so much that most of you'll never realise the shit hell i live and all that just to accept the truth now,move on and be what i was supposed to be a priest or monk in monastery

I don't think anymore that it's willing to commit to try anymore like ok i can get surgeries on my face and then what?

I'll lost 5+ years just to have what my fucking chad brother has now at 16-17 like brah kill me what else you want from me

I hate ngas so much who say all the time try try try try.... You retards normies will never even face 1% of my shit hell life and i don't even want you to face it either because this hell life made me smarter and more wiser

Enjoy your teen years no matter how shit you look at least and before you commit to looksmax at least take an advice from expert guys from here to do not waste time just to look like a twink