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i been told by many people i need therapy. i assume atp i’m visually mentally ill, it’s probably reflecting on my outside looks.
i myself know i need therapy, but i’m scared of eventually becoming happy and becoming blue pilled and descending looks wise, i don’t wanna be happy if i’m ugly and if being blackpilled will eventually lead to my ascension this is what i want, i wanna be happy but on top of that i wanna be handsome and if therapy will make me stop caring about that i don’t want it
but at the same time i’m mentally miserable
what do i even do
i myself know i need therapy, but i’m scared of eventually becoming happy and becoming blue pilled and descending looks wise, i don’t wanna be happy if i’m ugly and if being blackpilled will eventually lead to my ascension this is what i want, i wanna be happy but on top of that i wanna be handsome and if therapy will make me stop caring about that i don’t want it
but at the same time i’m mentally miserable
what do i even do