i might go to therapy

[swt]

i been told by many people i need therapy. i assume atp i’m visually mentally ill, it’s probably reflecting on my outside looks.

i myself know i need therapy, but i’m scared of eventually becoming happy and becoming blue pilled and descending looks wise, i don’t wanna be happy if i’m ugly and if being blackpilled will eventually lead to my ascension this is what i want, i wanna be happy but on top of that i wanna be handsome and if therapy will make me stop caring about that i don’t want it
but at the same time i’m mentally miserable

what do i even do

 

[RecessedCels]

Man just go to therapy please. You WANT to be blue pilled. It would literally be a dream. Anyways being blue pilled won't make you look ugly unless you start becoming fat. Just eat well and go to therapy

 

[swt]

Man just go to therapy please. You WANT to be blue pilled. It would literally be a dream. Anyways being blue pilled won't make you look ugly unless you start becoming fat. Just eat well and go to therapy

all i ever wanted was to be handsome

 

[RecessedCels]

all i ever wanted was to be handsome

Because you're mentally ill