TheVoidInside
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i was at a better mental state back then. sure i was an incel with 0 friends but at least i was healthy mentally. i didnt objectify women, i didnt fantasize about them with other guys but at the same time, i didnt consider them to be angels or smth.
all i cared for was how a girl acted towards me and i would just focus on that. i also didnt have the mindset of speedruning my way to sex like i was conditioned to later on. what was natural to me then was just finding a woman that i liked being around and then do something in bed with her.
then in late 2015 i started fapping so i became more sex obsessed. i began looking for pportunities to talk with women only to rack up rejections and disappointment. nothing was ever the same and i never got anything out of it.
all i cared for was how a girl acted towards me and i would just focus on that. i also didnt have the mindset of speedruning my way to sex like i was conditioned to later on. what was natural to me then was just finding a woman that i liked being around and then do something in bed with her.
then in late 2015 i started fapping so i became more sex obsessed. i began looking for pportunities to talk with women only to rack up rejections and disappointment. nothing was ever the same and i never got anything out of it.
