I miss being an edgy prettyboy back in 2021/2022 (Blackpill dose)

[flippasav]

Yes I am an ethnic Turk it’s true, but that doesn’t mean it didn’t stop me from having female gaze looks back in 2021 and 2022. I used to actually take care of myself like legit.

The following things I took care of myself were: I used to be a frequent gym goer like x5 a week training all muscle groups. Regularly get my haircut/done, mewing 24/7, chewing 3-4 hrs daily, clean eating, actually taking NoFap seriously (no edging), talk to nt normies, have a good flowing conversation with girls at hs/college.

What stayed the same now: Fashionmaxxed (I still know what I am supposed to wear), good hygiene, still value skincare, regular haircuts.

Problems I have: I haven’t been to the gym over a month (I am fading away from my gymmaxed-skinny body to a gyno dad bod), I am noticing rapid hairloss, I eat a whole bunch of garbage slop causing me to have a double chin, haven’t talked to a LTB+ in 2 months, haven’t talked to a MTB+ in 5 months, haven’t talked to a HTB+ white female in like over a year.

I am now a bloated norwooding ogre at 19 years old and look like I sell kebabs at a farm in the middle of nowhere like a countryside or something. My dht is like 1200 ng/dl and my T is like 120 ng/dl
That’s how shit I feel rn…

Like wtf happened??

I went from this:

To this:

 

[Willmogulater]

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jmp.sh

 

[flippasav]

@Zeta @Amnesia @Manchild_v2 @Xangsane @superpsycho @Debetro @maarda

 

[flippasav]

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No

 

[genetically fucked]

is that sam zia

 

[Manchild_v2]

average polish dude at age 21 and 22

 

[flippasav]

is that sam zia

Yeah some psl influencer just like dillon lanthan, K Shami, @Clavicular etc

 

[genetically fucked]

Yeah some psl influencer just like dillon lanthan, K Shami, @Clavicular etc

do not tie the labrat in with those retards...

 

[flippasav]

do not tie the labrat in with those retards...

There’s more to it than that. .org was skyrocketing in terms of it being mainstream a couple years back

 

[aloooeJIEEES]

Yes I am an ethnic Turk it’s true, but that doesn’t mean it didn’t stop me from having female gaze looks back in 2021 and 2022. I used to actually take care of myself like legit.

The following things I took care of myself were: I used to be a frequent gym goer like x5 a week training all muscle groups. Regularly get my haircut/done, mewing 24/7, chewing 3-4 hrs daily, clean eating, actually taking NoFap seriously (no edging), talk to nt normies, have a good flowing conversation with girls at hs/college.

What stayed the same now: Fashionmaxxed (I still know what I am supposed to wear), good hygiene, still value skincare, regular haircuts.

Problems I have: I haven’t been to the gym over a month (I am fading away from my gymmaxed-skinny body to a gyno dad bod), I am noticing rapid hairloss, I eat a whole bunch of garbage slop causing me to have a double chin, haven’t talked to a LTB+ in 2 months, haven’t talked to a MTB+ in 5 months, haven’t talked to a HTB+ white female in like over a year.

I am now a bloated norwooding ogre at 19 years old and look like I sell kebabs at a farm in the middle of nowhere like a countryside or something. My dht is like 1200 ng/dl and my T is like 120 ng/dl
That’s how shit I feel rn…

Like wtf happened??

I went from this:

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To this:

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Even chads fall

 

[Debetro]

I miss being 0-15 yo. Felt way higher T and way more alive.

 

[mortis]

brutal , bring in the roach sprays now we don't need another ogre.

 

[Sprinkles]

polish truck driver

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

Yes I am an ethnic Turk it’s true, but that doesn’t mean it didn’t stop me from having female gaze looks back in 2021 and 2022. I used to actually take care of myself like legit.

The following things I took care of myself were: I used to be a frequent gym goer like x5 a week training all muscle groups. Regularly get my haircut/done, mewing 24/7, chewing 3-4 hrs daily, clean eating, actually taking NoFap seriously (no edging), talk to nt normies, have a good flowing conversation with girls at hs/college.

What stayed the same now: Fashionmaxxed (I still know what I am supposed to wear), good hygiene, still value skincare, regular haircuts.

Problems I have: I haven’t been to the gym over a month (I am fading away from my gymmaxed-skinny body to a gyno dad bod), I am noticing rapid hairloss, I eat a whole bunch of garbage slop causing me to have a double chin, haven’t talked to a LTB+ in 2 months, haven’t talked to a MTB+ in 5 months, haven’t talked to a HTB+ white female in like over a year.

I am now a bloated norwooding ogre at 19 years old and look like I sell kebabs at a farm in the middle of nowhere like a countryside or something. My dht is like 1200 ng/dl and my T is like 120 ng/dl
That’s how shit I feel rn…

Like wtf happened??

I went from this:

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To this:

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what a descencion holy, you can make a comeback tho

 

[Amnesia]

I miss being 0-15 yo. Felt way higher T and way more alive.

Legit

Life ends at puberty

Before puberty you have a spark of wonder of the newness of life. You're just having fun with the boys with little responsibilities, sleepovers, video games, not voerly concerned with being cool and about girls.

But then everything changes after, you and ur boys compete for girls, and care about being cool and parties and gay shit


ages 11-14 were absolute peak happiness for me. If you didn't have a good prepuberty you never lived

 

[chadhamed]

Legit

Life ends at puberty

Before puberty you have a spark of wonder of the newness of life. You're just having fun with the boys with little responsibilities, sleepovers, video games, not voerly concerned with being cool and about girls.

But then everything changes after, you and ur boys compete for girls, and care about being cool and parties and gay shit


ages 11-14 were absolute peak happiness for me. If you didn't have a good prepuberty you never lived

Isnt 30 years old peak in a mens life?

 

[flippasav]

Even chads fall

Nooooo

 

[flippasav]

I miss being 0-15 yo. Felt way higher T and way more alive.

Reaalllll

 

[flippasav]

what a descencion holy, you can make a comeback tho

Is it worth bouncing back?

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

Is it worth bouncing back?

impossible now that you have cauliflower ears, just ogremax

 

[superpsycho]

 

[FoolYoungHi]

I also felt better when I was a kid. I think it has to do with hormones. Once hormones really kick in if you are not 100% healthy they will wreck you. I remember a guy I knew he had low T and once he started raising his hormones he felt worse and more fatigue. Sounds crazy maybe but I noticed once my puberty kicked in I started feeling worse in all ways possible.


Probably why people like Ray Peat looked at children and their metabolism how they are healthy and happy often. Even if you have underlying health conditions as a kid you still have massive amounts of energy.

 

[flippasav]

I also felt better when I was a kid. I think it has to do with hormones. Once hormones really kick in if you are not 100% healthy they will wreck you. I remember a guy I knew he had low T and once he started raising his hormones he felt worse and more fatigue. Sounds crazy maybe but I noticed once my puberty kicked in I started feeling worse in all ways possible.


Probably why people like Ray Peat looked at children and their metabolism how they are healthy and happy often. Even if you have underlying health conditions as a kid you still have massive amounts of energy.

This is why too little or too much T is bad just like too much of a good thing is bad.

 

[Sayonara]

Josh MC reference

 

[flippasav]

Josh MC reference

Great example especially his prime

 

[lifeless]

polish truck driver

 

[abcd]

Legit

Life ends at puberty

Before puberty you have a spark of wonder of the newness of life. You're just having fun with the boys with little responsibilities, sleepovers, video games, not voerly concerned with being cool and about girls.

But then everything changes after, you and ur boys compete for girls, and care about being cool and parties and gay shit


ages 11-14 were absolute peak happiness for me. If you didn't have a good prepuberty you never lived

So real my life and happiness peaked at 11, everything seemed fun and exciting back then

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Yes I am an ethnic Turk it’s true, but that doesn’t mean it didn’t stop me from having female gaze looks back in 2021 and 2022. I used to actually take care of myself like legit.

The following things I took care of myself were: I used to be a frequent gym goer like x5 a week training all muscle groups. Regularly get my haircut/done, mewing 24/7, chewing 3-4 hrs daily, clean eating, actually taking NoFap seriously (no edging), talk to nt normies, have a good flowing conversation with girls at hs/college.

What stayed the same now: Fashionmaxxed (I still know what I am supposed to wear), good hygiene, still value skincare, regular haircuts.

Problems I have: I haven’t been to the gym over a month (I am fading away from my gymmaxed-skinny body to a gyno dad bod), I am noticing rapid hairloss, I eat a whole bunch of garbage slop causing me to have a double chin, haven’t talked to a LTB+ in 2 months, haven’t talked to a MTB+ in 5 months, haven’t talked to a HTB+ white female in like over a year.

I am now a bloated norwooding ogre at 19 years old and look like I sell kebabs at a farm in the middle of nowhere like a countryside or something. My dht is like 1200 ng/dl and my T is like 120 ng/dl
That’s how shit I feel rn…

Like wtf happened??

I went from this:

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To this:

View attachment 3588674

Mogs me for having appeal in the first place