I miss her. I might be schizophrenic ahahah Jfl

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It’s been about a year since she left, but I don’t experience time the way other people do anymore. For me, everything still bends back to her.

One night, I crossed the road without looking. I swear I felt a hand pull me back, right before a car drive past me and isekai into a world named "My little sister cannot be this cute". My heart was bumping hard, but I smiled. I spoke to myself saying "You still care bout me, don't you? "

After that, it kept happening. I keep getting dreams, hallucination, thoughts etc.. about her.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat. My life was miserable


Whenever I was about to mess something up, when I was about to hang myself up. Something still lingered in me.
A thought
A memorie.


It was all Her.

My girlfriend didn't saved me when I roped myself. It was the memories that did.

I saved myself.

Everything I do feels connected to her now. Like I’m not really acting alone. When I choose monsters instead of redbull, I wonder if that’s what she’d want. I wonder if she would have like this colours. I wonder if she would have like this shirt.

Sometimes I talk to her in my head. Not full conversations, just acknowledgments. Gratitude. Apologies. I apologize a lot and I feel like a bitch doing it. She wasn't that beautiful or stacylite standard but to my eyes, she was everything...
People tell me I need to move on. They don’t understand. Moving on would mean accepting that all those moments were meaningless. That no one was there. That I was alone every time I was spared.

And I don’t think I could live with that thoughts forever.. 😢:pepefrown:


I lowkey just might become gay

DNR FAGGOT IF YOU ARE KHHV INCELS.

@xzylecrey @tomahawk @copingmaxnt @subhum4n7 @Brooke Shields
 
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It’s been about a year since she left, but I don’t experience time the way other people do anymore. For me, everything still bends back to her.

One night, I crossed the road without looking. I swear I felt a hand pull me back, right before a car drive past me and isekai into a world named "My little sister cannot be this cute". My heart was bumping hard, but I smiled. I spoke to myself saying "You still care bout me, don't you? "

After that, it kept happening. I keep getting dreams, hallucination, thoughts etc.. about her.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat. My life was miserable


Whenever I was about to mess something up, when I was about to hang myself up. Something still lingered in me.
A thoughts
A memories.


It was all Her.

My girlfriend didn't saved me when I roped myself. It was the memories that did.

I saved myself.

Everything I do feels connected to her now. Like I’m not really acting alone. When I choose monsters instead of redbull, I wonder if that’s what she’d want. I wonder if she would have like this colours. I wonder if she would have like this shirt.

Sometimes I talk to her in my head. Not full conversations, just acknowledgments. Gratitude. Apologies. I apologize a lot and I feel like a bitch doing it. She wasn't that beautiful or stacylite standard but to my eyes, she was everything...
People tell me I need to move on. They don’t understand. Moving on would mean accepting that all those moments were meaningless. That no one was there. That I was alone every time I was spared.

And I don’t think I could live with that thoughts forever.. 😢:pepefrown:


I lowkey just might become gay

DNR FAGGOT IF YOU ARE KHHV INCELS.

@xzylecrey @tomahawk @copingmaxnt @subhum4n7 @Brooke Shields
Omg bruh this fucking forum is js to much
 
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@1SIS @Cinnamon fan64 @NotsoNolann
 
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My girlfriend didn't saved me when I roped myself. It was the memories that did.

I saved myself.
Holy shit this some crazy plot twist bro:trepidation:
 
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kys
 
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Typed all that for nobody to read. Good job OP
 
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Everything stems from thyself
 
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It’s been about a year since she left, but I don’t experience time the way other people do anymore. For me, everything still bends back to her.

One night, I crossed the road without looking. I swear I felt a hand pull me back, right before a car drive past me and isekai into a world named "My little sister cannot be this cute". My heart was bumping hard, but I smiled. I spoke to myself saying "You still care bout me, don't you? "

After that, it kept happening. I keep getting dreams, hallucination, thoughts etc.. about her.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat. My life was miserable


Whenever I was about to mess something up, when I was about to hang myself up. Something still lingered in me.
A thought
A memorie.


It was all Her.

My girlfriend didn't saved me when I roped myself. It was the memories that did.

I saved myself.

Everything I do feels connected to her now. Like I’m not really acting alone. When I choose monsters instead of redbull, I wonder if that’s what she’d want. I wonder if she would have like this colours. I wonder if she would have like this shirt.

Sometimes I talk to her in my head. Not full conversations, just acknowledgments. Gratitude. Apologies. I apologize a lot and I feel like a bitch doing it. She wasn't that beautiful or stacylite standard but to my eyes, she was everything...
People tell me I need to move on. They don’t understand. Moving on would mean accepting that all those moments were meaningless. That no one was there. That I was alone every time I was spared.

And I don’t think I could live with that thoughts forever.. 😢:pepefrown:


I lowkey just might become gay

DNR FAGGOT IF YOU ARE KHHV INCELS.

@xzylecrey @tomahawk @copingmaxnt @subhum4n7 @Brooke Shields
4 years
1000065773
 
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people leaving jfl but this raw asf

irl manga protag:feelshehe:
 
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It’s been about a year since she left, but I don’t experience time the way other people do anymore. For me, everything still bends back to her.

One night, I crossed the road without looking. I swear I felt a hand pull me back, right before a car drive past me and isekai into a world named "My little sister cannot be this cute". My heart was bumping hard, but I smiled. I spoke to myself saying "You still care bout me, don't you? "

After that, it kept happening. I keep getting dreams, hallucination, thoughts etc.. about her.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat. My life was miserable


Whenever I was about to mess something up, when I was about to hang myself up. Something still lingered in me.
A thought
A memorie.


It was all Her.

My girlfriend didn't saved me when I roped myself. It was the memories that did.

I saved myself.

Everything I do feels connected to her now. Like I’m not really acting alone. When I choose monsters instead of redbull, I wonder if that’s what she’d want. I wonder if she would have like this colours. I wonder if she would have like this shirt.

Sometimes I talk to her in my head. Not full conversations, just acknowledgments. Gratitude. Apologies. I apologize a lot and I feel like a bitch doing it. She wasn't that beautiful or stacylite standard but to my eyes, she was everything...
People tell me I need to move on. They don’t understand. Moving on would mean accepting that all those moments were meaningless. That no one was there. That I was alone every time I was spared.

And I don’t think I could live with that thoughts forever.. 😢:pepefrown:


I lowkey just might become gay

DNR FAGGOT IF YOU ARE KHHV INCELS.

@xzylecrey @tomahawk @copingmaxnt @subhum4n7 @Brooke Shields
was gonna say dnrd but realised its a serious post dnrd still but :forcedsmile:
Oh I roped yesterday :cuteSit:
man idk what to tell you i cope through life and idk tbh honestly dont rope me and da goyz need you please?
Dumb dog
 
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every man has that one girl. I dont think you'll ever forget about her ngl but maybe thats a good thing?
 
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It’s been about a year since she left, but I don’t experience time the way other people do anymore. For me, everything still bends back to her.

One night, I crossed the road without looking. I swear I felt a hand pull me back, right before a car drive past me and isekai into a world named "My little sister cannot be this cute". My heart was bumping hard, but I smiled. I spoke to myself saying "You still care bout me, don't you? "

After that, it kept happening. I keep getting dreams, hallucination, thoughts etc.. about her.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat. My life was miserable


Whenever I was about to mess something up, when I was about to hang myself up. Something still lingered in me.
A thought
A memorie.


It was all Her.

My girlfriend didn't saved me when I roped myself. It was the memories that did.

I saved myself.

Everything I do feels connected to her now. Like I’m not really acting alone. When I choose monsters instead of redbull, I wonder if that’s what she’d want. I wonder if she would have like this colours. I wonder if she would have like this shirt.

Sometimes I talk to her in my head. Not full conversations, just acknowledgments. Gratitude. Apologies. I apologize a lot and I feel like a bitch doing it. She wasn't that beautiful or stacylite standard but to my eyes, she was everything...
People tell me I need to move on. They don’t understand. Moving on would mean accepting that all those moments were meaningless. That no one was there. That I was alone every time I was spared.

And I don’t think I could live with that thoughts forever.. 😢:pepefrown:


I lowkey just might become gay

DNR FAGGOT IF YOU ARE KHHV INCELS.

@xzylecrey @tomahawk @copingmaxnt @subhum4n7 @Brooke Shields


we need hitler to come back
 
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I didnt know man this is deep wish i could understand past surface lvl :feelswah:

Whats with the spolier :ICANT:
 
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It’s been about a year since she left, but I don’t experience time the way other people do anymore. For me, everything still bends back to her.

One night, I crossed the road without looking. I swear I felt a hand pull me back, right before a car drive past me and isekai into a world named "My little sister cannot be this cute". My heart was bumping hard, but I smiled. I spoke to myself saying "You still care bout me, don't you? "

After that, it kept happening. I keep getting dreams, hallucination, thoughts etc.. about her.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat. My life was miserable


Whenever I was about to mess something up, when I was about to hang myself up. Something still lingered in me.
A thought
A memorie.


It was all Her.

My girlfriend didn't saved me when I roped myself. It was the memories that did.

I saved myself.

Everything I do feels connected to her now. Like I’m not really acting alone. When I choose monsters instead of redbull, I wonder if that’s what she’d want. I wonder if she would have like this colours. I wonder if she would have like this shirt.

Sometimes I talk to her in my head. Not full conversations, just acknowledgments. Gratitude. Apologies. I apologize a lot and I feel like a bitch doing it. She wasn't that beautiful or stacylite standard but to my eyes, she was everything...
People tell me I need to move on. They don’t understand. Moving on would mean accepting that all those moments were meaningless. That no one was there. That I was alone every time I was spared.

And I don’t think I could live with that thoughts forever.. 😢:pepefrown:


I lowkey just might become gay

DNR FAGGOT IF YOU ARE KHHV INCELS.

@xzylecrey @tomahawk @copingmaxnt @subhum4n7 @Brooke Shields
actually kinda impressive
 
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I didnt know man this is deep wish i could understand past surface lvl :feelswah:

Whats with the spolier :ICANT:
I'm questioning my sexual orientation.
 
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I cant find the difference between that and finsexual :NotLikeMiya:
Finsexual is only for females I think. Gyno is for any gender.
just be cute/feminine brutal :love: :cuteSit:
 
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