I miss my grandma so much

[PsychoDsk]

So many memories just lost with time
One day she was just gone, not one goodbye, not one last hug, nothing.

Just a heart attack, synapses stopped firing and she was gone.
Such a beautiful soul, filled with so much love and compassion. Her life was really tough, growing up with 5 brothers and going through heartbreak numerous times. Losing both her parents at a young age. But after all of that she STILL had the ability to give and receive love. I admire that with every inch of my body.

She was incredibly beautiful, inside and out. She was my hero, she never once judged me and always believed in me. She once told me ‘when you feel alone, look behind you and I’ll always be there with a smile’ and I feel so incredibly bad that I never thought about that sentence twice until now.

I can still remember her smile and her ability to genuinely care. She looked at me with love, it’s a shame I forgot how that feels. I guess I have been chasing that feeling since forever but have been unable to find it anywhere.

The worst part is, I simply moved on. I cried once and forgot about the whole ordeal in a single week.
Life moved on but my soul didn’t. Somewhere deep inside I know I’m still so hurt by this but I can’t feel it, never could and probably never will. Would this make her happy or sad? Knowing her grandson, who she held most dearest in the whole world moved on so quickly?

If I could have one wish, it would be to see my grandmother again.

This song is doing a number on my brain ngl

I love her so much

 

[abzz]

may she rest in peace. she will never be forgotten. you will always remember those great memories with her, it's good to think about them. unfortunately as humans we have to move on. it's hard man, and it's unfair. even the best of people have to go

 

[PsychoDsk]

may she rest in peace. she will never be forgotten. you will always remember those great memories with her, it's good to think about them. unfortunately as humans we have to move on. it's hard man, and it's unfair. even the best of people have to go

Bless your soul
May we all rest in peace one day

 

[abzz]

Bless your soul
May we all rest in peace one day

bless you too brother
god willing, we will all achieve an honorable death and rest while being remembered

 

[try2beme]

Rip all of our chill and kind grandmas

 

[g-money]

So many memories just lost with time
One day she was just gone, not one goodbye, not one last hug, nothing.

Just a heart attack, synapses stopped firing and she was gone.
Such a beautiful soul, filled with so much love and compassion. Her life was really tough, growing up with 5 brothers and going through heartbreak numerous times. Losing both her parents at a young age. But after all of that she STILL had the ability to give and receive love. I admire that with every inch of my body.

She was incredibly beautiful, inside and out. She was my hero, she never once judged me and always believed in me. She once told me ‘when you feel alone, look behind you and I’ll always be there with a smile’ and I feel so incredibly bad that I never thought about that sentence twice until now.

I can still remember her smile and her ability to genuinely care. She looked at me with love, it’s a shame I forgot how that feels. I guess I have been chasing that feeling since forever but have been unable to find it anywhere.

The worst part is, I simply moved on. I cried once and forgot about the whole ordeal in a single week.
Life moved on but my soul didn’t. Somewhere deep inside I know I’m still so hurt by this but I can’t feel it, never could and probably never will. Would this make her happy or sad? Knowing her grandson, who she held most dearest in the whole world moved on so quickly?

If I could have one wish, it would be to see my grandmother again.

This song is doing a number on my brain ngl

I love her so much

Rest in peace

 

[Canthus]

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Brutal. I get it

 

[Jatt]

So many memories just lost with time
One day she was just gone, not one goodbye, not one last hug, nothing.

Just a heart attack, synapses stopped firing and she was gone.
Such a beautiful soul, filled with so much love and compassion. Her life was really tough, growing up with 5 brothers and going through heartbreak numerous times. Losing both her parents at a young age. But after all of that she STILL had the ability to give and receive love. I admire that with every inch of my body.

She was incredibly beautiful, inside and out. She was my hero, she never once judged me and always believed in me. She once told me ‘when you feel alone, look behind you and I’ll always be there with a smile’ and I feel so incredibly bad that I never thought about that sentence twice until now.

I can still remember her smile and her ability to genuinely care. She looked at me with love, it’s a shame I forgot how that feels. I guess I have been chasing that feeling since forever but have been unable to find it anywhere.

The worst part is, I simply moved on. I cried once and forgot about the whole ordeal in a single week.
Life moved on but my soul didn’t. Somewhere deep inside I know I’m still so hurt by this but I can’t feel it, never could and probably never will. Would this make her happy or sad? Knowing her grandson, who she held most dearest in the whole world moved on so quickly?

If I could have one wish, it would be to see my grandmother again.

This song is doing a number on my brain ngl

I love her so much

I have never been to a funeral

No one close has died that I can think off

But I’m scared of that day because it will come and I don’t know how I’d feel and seeing my dad in that state

My grandma practically raised me my first few years being born as my parents were working so much

I haven’t seen her in years they feel alone in India as there kids have all left to study abroad

 

[Tensor]

So many memories just lost with time
One day she was just gone, not one goodbye, not one last hug, nothing.

Just a heart attack, synapses stopped firing and she was gone.
Such a beautiful soul, filled with so much love and compassion. Her life was really tough, growing up with 5 brothers and going through heartbreak numerous times. Losing both her parents at a young age. But after all of that she STILL had the ability to give and receive love. I admire that with every inch of my body.

She was incredibly beautiful, inside and out. She was my hero, she never once judged me and always believed in me. She once told me ‘when you feel alone, look behind you and I’ll always be there with a smile’ and I feel so incredibly bad that I never thought about that sentence twice until now.

I can still remember her smile and her ability to genuinely care. She looked at me with love, it’s a shame I forgot how that feels. I guess I have been chasing that feeling since forever but have been unable to find it anywhere.

The worst part is, I simply moved on. I cried once and forgot about the whole ordeal in a single week.
Life moved on but my soul didn’t. Somewhere deep inside I know I’m still so hurt by this but I can’t feel it, never could and probably never will. Would this make her happy or sad? Knowing her grandson, who she held most dearest in the whole world moved on so quickly?

If I could have one wish, it would be to see my grandmother again.

This song is doing a number on my brain ngl

I love her so much

I feel u sm

 

[rik]

So many memories just lost with time
One day she was just gone, not one goodbye, not one last hug, nothing.

Just a heart attack, synapses stopped firing and she was gone.
Such a beautiful soul, filled with so much love and compassion. Her life was really tough, growing up with 5 brothers and going through heartbreak numerous times. Losing both her parents at a young age. But after all of that she STILL had the ability to give and receive love. I admire that with every inch of my body.

She was incredibly beautiful, inside and out. She was my hero, she never once judged me and always believed in me. She once told me ‘when you feel alone, look behind you and I’ll always be there with a smile’ and I feel so incredibly bad that I never thought about that sentence twice until now.

I can still remember her smile and her ability to genuinely care. She looked at me with love, it’s a shame I forgot how that feels. I guess I have been chasing that feeling since forever but have been unable to find it anywhere.

The worst part is, I simply moved on. I cried once and forgot about the whole ordeal in a single week.
Life moved on but my soul didn’t. Somewhere deep inside I know I’m still so hurt by this but I can’t feel it, never could and probably never will. Would this make her happy or sad? Knowing her grandson, who she held most dearest in the whole world moved on so quickly?

If I could have one wish, it would be to see my grandmother again.

This song is doing a number on my brain ngl

I love her so much

Rest in piece 🕊

 

[PsychoDsk]

I feel u sm

she’s proud of u man, trust me

 

[PsychoDsk]

I have never been to a funeral

No one close has died that I can think off

But I’m scared of that day because it will come and I don’t know how I’d feel and seeing my dad in that state

My grandma practically raised me my first few years being born as my parents were working so much

I haven’t seen her in years they feel alone in India as there kids have all left to study abroad

Don’t block it off when it eventually happens
Remember the good times u guys had and be there for your dad

 

[Tensor]

she’s proud of u man, trust me

Shes not gone yet, but has bad dementia

 

[ltntruecel]

I’m sorry man

 

[Fridx]

Gecondoleerd

 

[Fridx]

Shes not gone yet, but has bad dementia

Stay strong brother

 

[Rothschild]

dont worry bro keep ur head high may she rest in peice

 

[Outlander]

Sorry for your loss buddy. Losing close family is rough for anyone let alone if you're a social outcast without many connections outside of close family.

It's been well over 10 years since I lost my grandma and been quite some time since I lost a parent too. Over time you move on to a degree but there's always going to be pain from the loss. It's kinda crazy thinking back to the times these people were alive and how much different life was. Things felt less dry and more happy back then. Younger me wouldn't have believed how isolating and sad the events of my adulthood would play out. Hope you've still got both parents and they're good to you because losing a parent is so fucking horrid

 

[mo6]

So many memories just lost with time
One day she was just gone, not one goodbye, not one last hug, nothing.

Just a heart attack, synapses stopped firing and she was gone.
Such a beautiful soul, filled with so much love and compassion. Her life was really tough, growing up with 5 brothers and going through heartbreak numerous times. Losing both her parents at a young age. But after all of that she STILL had the ability to give and receive love. I admire that with every inch of my body.

She was incredibly beautiful, inside and out. She was my hero, she never once judged me and always believed in me. She once told me ‘when you feel alone, look behind you and I’ll always be there with a smile’ and I feel so incredibly bad that I never thought about that sentence twice until now.

I can still remember her smile and her ability to genuinely care. She looked at me with love, it’s a shame I forgot how that feels. I guess I have been chasing that feeling since forever but have been unable to find it anywhere.

The worst part is, I simply moved on. I cried once and forgot about the whole ordeal in a single week.
Life moved on but my soul didn’t. Somewhere deep inside I know I’m still so hurt by this but I can’t feel it, never could and probably never will. Would this make her happy or sad? Knowing her grandson, who she held most dearest in the whole world moved on so quickly?

If I could have one wish, it would be to see my grandmother again.

This song is doing a number on my brain ngl

I love her so much

Very relatable to read I’m sorry for your loss