i miss when i wasnt a mentalcel

[perfection is law]

i would literally spend my days and nights reading and studying whatever

now i literally cant do any of that cuz im always depressed as shit

take me back to when i didnt care about stupid shit and only cared about seeking knowledge

 

[.Cx]

i would literally spend my days and nights reading and studying whatever

now i literally cant do any of that cuz im always depressed as shit

take me back to when i didnt care about stupid shit and only cared about seeking knowledge

It's not gone forever. Lost my drive for 3-4yrs chillin now

 

[perfection is law]

It's not gone forever. Lost my drive for 3-4yrs chillin now

i just cant get back into it no matter how hard i try

 

[.Cx]

i just cant get back into it no matter how hard i try

You can't change without changing anything. It took quitting my addictions and hating myself to get back to it. I wish u luck OP

 

[Klasik616]

i would literally spend my days and nights reading and studying whatever

now i literally cant do any of that cuz im always depressed as shit

take me back to when i didnt care about stupid shit and only cared about seeking knowledge

Yea I used to be like this too coping with muh studying and playing games. Now I can't play videogames at my age without feeling like a total loser, and I don't feel joy playing them. Much less studying.

 

[perfection is law]

Yea I used to be like this too coping with muh studying and playing games. Now I can't play videogames at my age without feeling like a total loser, and I don't feel joy playing them. Much less studying.

i didnt really cope with studying i just genuinely enjoyed learning, now tho when i try to study or read or something i feel like a loser cuz im like damn im ugly as shit idk lmao its a retarded feeling

 

[Klasik616]

i didnt really cope with studying i just genuinely enjoyed learning, now tho when i try to study or read or something i feel like a loser cuz im like damn im ugly as shit idk lmao its a retarded feeling

It's a loser cope actually, I feel defeated when I come back to it. Women couldn't care less. You just need money, NT and looks. They don't care if you're smart, that's not sexually attractive.

 

[perfection is law]

It's a loser cope actually, I feel defeated when I come back to it. Women couldn't care less. You just need money, NT and looks. They don't care if you're smart, that's not sexually attractive.

i dont do it for women tbh, i do think it can be a halo, only if ur attractive already tho

 

[perfection is law]

It's a loser cope actually, I feel defeated when I come back to it. Women couldn't care less. You just need money, NT and looks. They don't care if you're smart, that's not sexually attractive.

dont u think it can be a halo sometimes?

 

[Klasik616]

dont u think it can be a halo sometimes?

Man I've talked with foids in university about academic topics, it only ends in the friendzone. You're bluepilled right.

 

[perfection is law]

Man I've talked with foids in university about academic topics, it only ends in the friendzone. You're bluepilled right.

nah i wouldnt consider myself bluepilled. also i just feel like it depends on the kind of girl ur going after, like if u were to go after some nt girl with basic hobbies and a basic personality shes not really gonna care if ur smart.