I my life is completely meaningless

[MoggerGaston]

And I honestly have no clue to make it meaningfull.
I have some invitations for cool events from old acquitainces, but it all just seems and feels bland/boring to me. It doesn't make a difference.

Go back to studycelling and carreermaxxing? whats the point, to live to work with nothing else in ur life?
I have a fuckton of money, just go on a holiday for a couple of years, backpacking or some shit?

idk all just seems like pointless garbage.

I think I may consider the holiday idea and go backpacking somewhere while taking TONS of drugs with me to try and 'reset' my mind.

 

[Canthus cutter]

Dnr

 

[StraightHeadJames]

come on dude, you're a HTN intelligent self aware guy.

I'm sure you got an inner monologue. Make your life fun. do something that spikes ur dopamine, ur arleady past 25 im prertty sure so forget the conventional way that's boring bullshit anyways.

Get obsessed with women, cheat on them, stalk them, steal their phones. Joe Goldberg type shit. double life.

and yeah go back to studycelling and careermaxxing.

 

[truelurker]

Dnr

Sybau

 

[atturki67]

Religion

 

[widehipcel]

nooo but you do such a good job at the tomato factory

@Yuki

 

[MoggerGaston]

Dnr

 

[MoggerGaston]

come on dude, you're a HTN intelligent self aware guy.

I'm sure you got an inner monologue. Make your life fun. do something that spikes ur dopamine, ur arleady past 25 im prertty sure so forget the conventional way that's boring bullshit anyways.

Get obsessed with women, cheat on them, stalk them, steal their phones. Joe Goldberg type shit. double life.

and yeah go back to studycelling and careermaxxing.

only thing I enjoy is doing a lot of drugs
and I went scuba-diving which was kinda cool ngl.

very hard life

 

[StraightHeadJames]

only thing I enjoy is doing a lot of drugs
and I went scuba-diving which was kinda cool ngl.

very hard life

do the bare minimum amount of drugs and fall in love with sexy women and win them over

 

[MoggerGaston]

do the bare minimum amount of drugs and fall in love with sexy women and win them over

not gl enough to get an attractive girl unfortunately. love is out of the question for me.

ill need to cope-max with hobbies or smth

 

[lookingforward]

Even chads life is inherently meaningless just see the absurdity of this planet deep down we are all clothed apes who just want to fuck

Don’t worry to hard bb

 

[Petsmart]

Intp thread

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Fuck bitch get money - lil Wayne

 

[MoggerGaston]

Intp thread

I once dated this girl who made me do a personality test and it came out INTP. I told her this and I said it's a shit subhuman personality type but not to take it too seriously. She said she didn't mind but still over

Just brutal tbh.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Fuck bitch get money - lil Wayne

I have money but I never spend it.

When I am in the grocery store, I only buy the shit that is discounted.
I never go on a holiday unless I find a good deal.
I don't buy any clothes, unless it's either top-tier vintage (which is like once a year at best) or extremely discounted npc clothing.

i dont spend any money, I live like some minimalist. And honestly I don't know how to do anything else as this is how I was raised (I grew up in severe poverty).

Every euro I spend, I always feel like it's -wasted- because I was raised on the notion that you only buy the things you absolutely need, you save everything else for 'tough times'.

i cant change it.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

I have money but I never spend it.

When I am in the grocery store, I only but the shit that is discounted.
I never go on a holiday unless I find a good deal.
I don't buy any clothes, unless it's either top-tier vintage (which is like once a year at best) or extremely discounted npc clothing.

i dont spend any money, I live like some minimalist. And honestly I don't know how to do anything else as this is how I was raised (I grew up in severe poverty).

Every euro I spend, I always feel like it's -wasted- because I was raised on the notion that you only buy the things you absolutely need, you save everything else for 'tough times'.

i cant change it.

Yeah bro I’m like you honestly and life does seem meaningless sometimes
Just try living for yourself be moral and always stand your ground and do the right thing whatever that means

 

[MoggerGaston]

Yeah bro I’m like you honestly and life does seem meaningless sometimes
Just try living for yourself be moral and always stand your ground and do the right thing whatever that means

when do you feel like money is well spent?

I went on that wintersports trip last month. Rationally, everything went perfect: snow was the best you can hope for for skiing. The skiing went great, I really expanded on my carving techniques, even did some jumps which I usually never. Then I also made great friends to go partying with almost every single night.

Yet at the end I feel like, okay it was nice. couldnt really enjoy it that much but that is the mentall illness which I hope goes away at some point ?!?!?!?, overall honestly everything went fine.
but now I am back in the normal shithole life at home. what do I do? Do you just spam holidays like this to make life worthwhile?

Is life all about spamming holidays as much as possible to escape the life you have at home?

seems stupid asf aswell. but i dont know, maybe I have weird ideas about life.

When I came home from wintersports my mood dropped so fucking hard cuz I realized I am back in my old retarded shit-life. Only thing I thought of was to go on a holiday again ASAP to escape my life.

escape my problems, escape my life, escape everything.

Now I am stuck again in the netherlands since the holiday for the past 2 months. I just do drugs/alcohol and go to raves and for the rest I rot and to the minimal amount of wageslaving to sustain this lifestyle. but at the same time I hate it.

like many users on this forum say: mon-thursday for me is depression, trueceldom, pain. Then friday-sunday I do drugs, go to raves, parties, and feel -okay-

yet life is utterly meaningless and pointless and honestly I still want to kms.

 

[Basedking]

And I honestly have no clue to make it meaningfull.
I have some invitations for cool events from old acquitainces, but it all just seems and feels bland/boring to me. It doesn't make a difference.

Go back to studycelling and carreermaxxing? whats the point, to live to work with nothing else in ur life?
I have a fuckton of money, just go on a holiday for a couple of years, backpacking or some shit?

idk all just seems like pointless garbage.

I think I may consider the holiday idea and go backpacking somewhere while taking TONS of drugs with me to try and 'reset' my mind.

Why don't u go to a good village and get married to a village girl. U don't have to worry about money. U can marry 2 also. U r well of i think in Islam u can marry 4 wumen

 

[e1488shciozl]

I have a fuckton of money, just go on a holiday for a couple of years, backpacking or some shit?

Give it to me, i will give you attention, talk to you everyday and be your emphatic supportive listener buddy

 

[e1488shciozl]

And I honestly have no clue to make it meaningfull.
I have some invitations for cool events from old acquitainces, but it all just seems and feels bland/boring to me. It doesn't make a difference.

Go back to studycelling and carreermaxxing? whats the point, to live to work with nothing else in ur life?
I have a fuckton of money, just go on a holiday for a couple of years, backpacking or some shit?

idk all just seems like pointless garbage.

I think I may consider the holiday idea and go backpacking somewhere while taking TONS of drugs with me to try and 'reset' my mind.

Lol just find a hobby and no you'll probably fuck up your brain rather than reset it lol

 

[superpsycho]

all our lives are meaningless in the grand scheme of things

the difference between us and normies is that normies dont contemplate the meaning of life and just act off of instinct

 

[MoggerGaston]

Why don't u go to a good village and get married to a village girl. U don't have to worry about money. U can marry 2 also. U r well of i think in Islam u can marry 4 wumen

i dont vibe with women since my mother was a child-abuser, i was ugly in my youth which caused severe pain with women, and ive never had a serious LTR in my life or anything and am largely a truecel KHHV for most of my life. I haven't touched a woman in years.

cant imagine myself ever marrying with this history.

 

[MoggerGaston]

all our lives are meaningless in the grand scheme of things

the difference between us and normies is that normies dont contemplate the meaning of life and just act off of instinct

which mogs I guess. Just too busy to care about what ur actually doing.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Give it to me, i will give you attention, talk to you everyday and be your emphatic supportive listener buddy

it would harm you since then you wouldn't find a way to make money yourself.

 

[Basedking]

i dont vibe with women since my mother was a child-abuser, i was ugly in my youth which caused severe pain with women, and ive never had a serious LTR in my life or anything and am largely a truecel KHHV for most of my life. I haven't touched a woman in years.

cant imagine myself ever marrying with this history.

Marry a virgin. Lead her. Normally spend time first, then slowly teach her small things , keep her away her from social media. Get good ones so your offspring don't suffer. Man I don't earn but if I earn i would do this if I was too alone. Since I am now also.
U can teach her whatever u look. And if u can take care of her, u can get youn.. ones. Why bother rotting here. Also I think u wfhome. So why worry.
Manlets have only this option nothing else especially if u r truecel

 

[MaghrebGator]

I recommend you to start a healthy, benefitial routine and repeat it over, and over, and over again every day, but for this you first need to start detoxing from that garbage drugs and alcohol which Allah, May He Be Exalted, has forbidden.

People have been fed this propaganda of "Everyday is different in my life dude, trust me bro, be special", when there is not a shadow of a doubt that the human psyche and body is built to repeat behaviours and be constantly prepared for that which we have already experienced, just like when the body gets ready to eat a certain time everyday once we repeat such meal for a period of time, or to take a nap, or just like how the muscles and bones adapt with time to weight training while becoming bigger and resilient, etc, and there is nothing good in life that comes from spontaneity except that which Allah permits.

I also deeply recommend to get rid of emotion, as it is clear that it is plan of the elites to drown the slaves into emotion so that they become naive, helpless creatures than need the "help" of their masters to survive, creating a mixture of a system which is between ancient egyptian slavery, the industrial revolution in Britain (One of the dawns of capitalism) and Soviet Union-Mao's china socialism. It is benefitial for the Son of Adam to read about how during the industrial revolution, the owners of factories would make work a 7 month pregnant woman pushing wagons around the dirty and contaminated streets of London, while calculating every little amount of calories and carbs she needed to barely survive herself.

Once a human being gets rid of emotion, he can see the world in a much clearer, respectable light that befits that which His Lord intended for him, but if one cannot do so, he will live drowned in a sea of worry, despair and overall a completely invented narrative of his life being special and chosen to be above everyone else "One day man, i know one day i will be better and will become Spiderman or whatever sickening, unrealistic fantasy i have, trust me bro stick with the emotions and this movie you have created". One should learn to accept that bad things in life WILL happen, and difficulties in life WILL happen, and that, as Allah May He Be Exalted says (Interpretation of the meaning): "The life of this world is merely enjoyment of delusion"

It is impossible to deny that emotions and feelings are merely tools to use to motivate ourselves or cope with a pain, NOT something one should allow to take any kind of decisions, but rather being a slave to the intellect should be their proper place. Think about how ridiculous life would be if you allowed emotions to take every decision, as if "Today i'm not going to work and pay my rent because i'm sad" or "Today i'm not going to feed my sick terminal grandmother because i'm depressed".

Everyone, ESPECIALLY A MAN (Since women are even more drowned in the sea of emotion), should have and develop a long run vision, and use emotions to push for that vision as tools, just like when someone goes to train but takes caffeine before the workout to motivate himself. Every emotion has it's proper place once it is recognized as what it should be, a tool, including anxiety which in a world drowned in weakness and emotion it can express itself in the dumbest of situations, making the Slave of Allah liable to every bad there exists, but in the mind of the one who is aware, anxiety becomes his tool as if it was a fork, and he uses it only in the situations he needs like when an animal attacks him, so that anxiety works it's proper use and the body gets hot, ready to run and ready to confront the beast however it is needed.


Once the human being accepts that difficulties will happen, and that he is not of a special status, he will start realizing how such problems weren't as big as he thought they were, since in the past, he was letting emotions dominate him and overwhelm him, and eventually he will learn how to confront such problems in the most precise and effective of ways, absorbing the inevitable punches of life while knowing that the life of this world is barely a constant test, and that ultimate justice doesn’t exist in this life but in the hereafter.

Drugs and alcohol were prohibited with utter wisdom from Allah, May He Be Exalted, in my view because they are the biggest promotors of emotion among other corruptions that the elites spread in society, and the elites are promoting drugs and alcohol everywhere in the world, making it seem as if the Son of Adam cannot be happy without getting drunk every weekend, making him liable for all kinds of manipulations, lies, and overall a miserable life of slavery to everything that is bad.

Wake up everyday early, drink a coffee, have an hour for yourself, go to train weights, do cardio, shop good food, then go back home and eat a decent meal, take a nap, work, etc, and repeat every single day for weeks until it becomes natural and a routine of your choosing, while perfecting every little detail yet assuming that the decree of Allah is already written, that the pen is lifted and the pages have dried, and that difficulties and changes will always happen since that is the nature of life, but you always strive for stability and taking the punches as best as you can, being ready when it is expected and when it is not.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

when do you feel like money is well spent?

I went on that wintersports trip last month. Rationally, everything went perfect: snow was the best you can hope for for skiing. The skiing went great, I really expanded on my carving techniques, even did some jumps which I usually never. Then I also made great friends to go partying with almost every single night.

Yet at the end I feel like, okay it was nice. couldnt really enjoy it that much but that is the mentall illness which I hope goes away at some point ?!?!?!?, overall honestly everything went fine.
but now I am back in the normal shithole life at home. what do I do? Do you just spam holidays like this to make life worthwhile?

Is life all about spamming holidays as much as possible to escape the life you have at home?

seems stupid asf aswell. but i dont know, maybe I have weird ideas about life.

When I came home from wintersports my mood dropped so fucking hard cuz I realized I am back in my old retarded shit-life. Only thing I thought of was to go on a holiday again ASAP to escape my life.

escape my problems, escape my life, escape everything.

Now I am stuck again in the netherlands since the holiday for the past 2 months. I just do drugs/alcohol and go to raves and for the rest I rot and to the minimal amount of wageslaving to sustain this lifestyle. but at the same time I hate it.

like many users on this forum say: mon-thursday for me is depression, trueceldom, pain. Then friday-sunday I do drugs, go to raves, parties, and feel -okay-

yet life is utterly meaningless and pointless and honestly I still want to kms.

All my money is for looksmaxing and being healthy I spend a lot of money on good food mainly without health you have nothing

 

[MoggerGaston]

Marry a virgin. Lead her. Normally spend time first, then slowly teach her small things , keep her away her from social media. Get good ones so your offspring don't suffer. Man I don't earn but if I earn i would do this if I was too alone. Since I am now also.
U can teach her whatever u look. And if u can take care of her, u can get youn.. ones. Why bother rotting here. Also I think u wfhome. So why worry.
Manlets have only this option nothing else especially if u r truecel

theres no virgins that would do this in my country.
this would only work if I would go to a remote village in a 3rd world country.

understand how difficult it to go to a 3rd world country, remote-village and try to vibe there to find a virgin wife, not even speaking the local language.
This is not a simply decision, this is a challenge.

 

[MoggerGaston]

All my money is for looksmaxing and being healthy I spend a lot of money on good food mainly without health you have nothing

dont you feel like thats over-rated?!
no offense but a -normal NPC diet- also gets you largely what you need. You are just messing with the margins essentially, which is fine, but it seems like a waste to focus so much energy/money on this like this is what mainly matters.

Yes you are right that health is EXTREMELY important, but health doesn't come down to diet. People smoke for decades and don't develop lung-cancer. My point is that diet is just a single contributing factor, it's not even that important in the entire picture of your health life. Health has a lot of different aspects and most you cant control unfortunately.

Diet isn't just secondary, it's tertiary. It's a building-block that without it you will die, but in the modern-age nobody suffers from starvation, we are merely optimizing nutrients which isn't THAT important. Yes if you just eat crayons and candy all day your diet is so bad that you will suffer in health, but the average diet while not great, is -sufficient-.

What we really should focus on is good social-connection, feeling of belonging, personal ambitions, etc.
Even looks is just one of many ingredients that can help you achieve this, but it can never be the main purpose.

As in, your mind should be:
I am looksmaxxing so that I can achieve some other, more important goal more easily through better looks. And this more important goal should always be the main goal and looksmaxxing should never be the main goal as it is always secondary to what you really want to achieve.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

dont you feel like thats over-rated?!
no offense but a -normal NPC diet- also gets you largely what you need. You are just messing with the margins essentially, which is fine, but it seems like a waste to focus so much energy/money on this like this is what mainly matters.

Yes you are right that health is EXTREMELY important, but health doesn't come down to diet. People smoke for decades and don't develop lung-cancer. My point is that diet is just a single contributing factor, it's not even that important in the entire picture of your health life. Health has a lot of different aspects and most you cant control unfortunately.

Diet isn't just secondary, it's tertiary. It's a building-block that without it you will die, but in the modern-age nobody suffers from starvation, we are merely optimizing nutrients which isn't THAT important. Yes if you just eat crayons and candy all day your diet is so bad that you will suffer in health, but the average diet while not great, is -sufficient-.

What we really should focus on is good social-connection, feeling of belonging, personal ambitions, etc.
Even looks is just one of many ingredients that can help you achieve this, but it can never be the main purpose.

As in, your mind should be:
I am looksmaxxing so that I can achieve some other, more important goal more easily through better looks. And this more important goal should always be the main goal and looksmaxxing should never be the main goal as it is always secondary to what you really want to achieve.

Yeah I mean looksmaxing will open other doors for you career wise and easier making social connections

 

[Alt Number 3]

Thank god my parents knew I was a subhuman from an early age. They took me out of my delusion and made me study engineering. at least I cope semi money cope

 

[unowkn]

"Just get a virgin stacy and amass a fortune"

 

[Basedking]

Thank god my parents knew I was a subhuman from an early age. They took me out of my delusion and made me study engineering. at least I cope semi money cope

My parents don't want me to do enginnering want me to be a teacher or doctor. And want's me to socialise

 

[e1488shciozl]

it would harm you since then you wouldn't find a way to make money yourself.

No it wouldn't, i promise, it would make me happy instead

 

[Debetro]

You need to be around other dudes in a competitive environment. Sports, elbowing other guys for the girls number, etc. Get offline, workout til you drop. Call people derogatory names just for laughs.

 

[Eltrē]

You need to be around other dudes in a competitive environment. Sports, elbowing other guys for the girls number, etc. Get offline, workout til you drop. Call people derogatory names just for laughs.

Just be an uncivilised deathnik theory

 

[pope]

Become a sex tourist and get lots of people pregnant

 

[MoggerGaston]

Thank god my parents knew I was a subhuman from an early age. They took me out of my delusion and made me study engineering. at least I cope semi money cope

I mean my parents did the same but I dropped out of engineering cuz I cant be bothered to wageslave as an ugly subhuman without lifequality tbh

but i think it was a poor decision on my part but understandable

 

[R@m@]

Reseting the mind is one hell of a ride

 

[Alt Number 3]

I mean my parents did the same but I dropped out of engineering cuz I cant be bothered to wageslave as an ugly subhuman without lifequality tbh

but i think it was a poor decision on my part but understandable

I get u bro. I wanted to quit so many times it was so brutal everyday going home from the city, every young person mogging u and only getting dopamine from shitty fast food. now life is is a little better but still coping hella hard

 

[MoggerGaston]

I get u bro. I wanted to quit so many times it was so brutal everyday going home from the city, every young person mogging u and only getting dopamine from shitty fast food. now life is is a little better but still coping hella hard

yeah this exactly. Every day waking up, studying all day and my cope was videogames as much as possible whenever I could cuz everyone mogged me.

It broke my mind.

 

[Foreverbrad]

I mean my parents did the same but I dropped out of engineering cuz I cant be bothered to wageslave as an ugly subhuman without lifequality tbh

but i think it was a poor decision on my part but understandable

It was not a poor decision, speaking as someone who didn’t drop out.

I had the whole week off and I’ve done nothing except rot and scroll in my childhood bedroom at the ripe old age of 31. Everything is pointless. The only goal should be to minimise unhappiness because there is no way to be happy in this life.

 

[Eltrē]

The only goal should be to minimise unhappiness because there is no way to be happy in this life.

this is literally the truth to life for the average male and yet people will still come to this thread coping about muh god muh gym muh meditatiooooooooooon

 

[MoggerGaston]

It was not a poor decision, speaking as someone who didn’t drop out.

I had the whole week off and I’ve done nothing except rot and scroll in my childhood bedroom at the ripe old age of 31. Everything is pointless. The only goal should be to minimise unhappiness because there is no way to be happy in this life.

it's just brutal tbh. Engineering was basically a 9-5 with videogame coping in the evenings and weekends. I already envisioned that having a job is basically the exact same 9-5 routine, exact same copes, except you now have money to spend (on rent and other life-costs lmao).

like nothing materially changes. If I didn't enjoy my life as a student, why would I enjoy it as a worker.

fuck this shit man

 

[Davidproton]

not gl enough to get an attractive girl unfortunately. love is out of the question for me.

ill need to cope-max with hobbies or smth

Surgery?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Surgery?

Not worth it imo, not enough PSL difference