I need a girlfriend to be motivated (All my problems rant doesnt make sense)

[Deleted member 6095]

I have been LDARing (legit cant sleep because of how little energy i use these days) recently because my dad has blocked almost all sites on our internet. Long story short its impossible to change on my computer without some experimental Registry edit stuff. My phone has been unaffected tho, because private DNS allows me to circumvent what he's using.

Its led me to watching so much anime. Like COPIOUS amounts of anime. What they all have in common: Ecchi, harem, romance, comedy. All things in my life I desire above all. Seeing a guy get loads of girls in situations that make him happy is what I want and I feel so empty after finishing the shows.

My life is pretty much falling apart because I can't even ascend in my parents home. I don't even know what to do all day because of corona. Hell I can't even talk to girls on Yubo because my phone numbers are gay google voice numbers, because my dad doesn't want me to have cell service, as its the one thing he can control.

What its come to is that I don't think ill be able to do anything without a girl who is with me and supports me. I wouldn't just be a NEET if I had a girl to love and provide for. Why is it that what normies get naturally I can't even get with effort. Instead of effort i need fucking lefort.

Genes and family are a prison. I hate taking care of my toddler little sister, its so terrible. I hate that I was born into islam and have to pretend like I prayed once ever. I hate that I have curry bug eyes and am the hariest dude on earth, I have wide shakira hips, I have thick fucking thighs. I could manage all that if it werent for the one SUIFUEL ABOVE ALL. It's my entire existence. 3 inches of ropefuel.

You don't have any idea how uncomfortable it is sitting down and having your dick retract inside your body. Trying to work out and it feels like its disgusting inside of you. Nothing is worth doing in order to looksmax because of that. I wouldn't even go to a doctor when i was young and get it cured because i was too embarrassed to bring it up to my conservative muslim parents.

There was never a chance for me to begin with. On top of that being curry in the west does me no favors. Only a handful of users on here rival my pain. Most likely @thecel has a similar situation.

Be glad you weren't given my life.

 

[Raddemon]

it could always be worse. at least you can moneymaxx while others are in shithole countries

 

[Deleted member 6538]

Dn rd but having a girlfriend without having a social life without her is pathetic

 

[Deleted member 6095]

Dn rd but having a girlfriend without having a social life without her is pathetic

True I guess.

 

[maunchu]

Gay

 

[MusicMaxxingMidget]

it could always be worse. at least you can moneymaxx while others are in shithole countries

Yeah others in shit holes have it worse 3$ hr from what a user here said smh.

 

[SubhumanCurrycel]

Real talk we are a social species whether "muh im naturally introverted" copers say so or not.

Participating in social (and sexual) dynamics is so important for our ape cousins that if a chimp is isolated from his/her group they will become depressed and physically dysfunctional.

I cant believe a generation of young men are rotting alive and society turns a blind eye yet expects us to be empathetic towards them.

 

[Ritalincel]

Real talk we are a social species whether "muh im naturally introverted" copers say so or not.

Participating in social (and sexual) dynamics is so important for our ape cousins that if a chimp is isolated from his/her group they will become depressed and physically dysfunctional.

I cant believe a generation of young men are rotting alive and society turns a blind eye yet expects us to be empathetic towards them.

muh muh

 

[SubhumanCurrycel]

muh muh

Just remember my avi fucks yours for shits and gigs son.

 

[KrissKross]

Move back to curry land or live in misery for eternity. It’s that simple.
But before you do, money maxx a little in a western country so you are ahead of the 8 ball when you move back to curryland. Then you will be looksmaxxed and money maxxed in a third world country and can easily acquire a Stacy girlfriend.

Remember, life is always good for those with money, ESPECIALLY in third world nations.

Move to your ancestral homeland or have your bloodline ended by inceldom, the choice is yours Bhai.

 

[Deleted member 6095]

Move back to curry land or live in misery for eternity. It’s that simple.
But before you do, money maxx a little in a western country so you are ahead of the 8 ball when you move back to curryland. Then you will be looksmaxxed and money maxxed in a third world country and can easily acquire a Stacy girlfriend.

Remember, life is always good for those with money, ESPECIALLY in third world nations.

Move to your ancestral homeland or have your bloodline ended by inceldom, the choice is yours Bhai.

I have no clue what to say in curryland. I am Pakistani, don't they hate me there? Idk I'll have to see.

 

[KrissKross]

I have no clue what to say in curryland. I am Pakistani, don't they hate me there? Idk I'll have to see.

Life fuel for you, Pakistan is better. Move back there bro after you’ve moneymaxxed a bit. Life will be luxurious for you there and Pakistani girls are quite good looking.
Your parents probably thought they were doing you a favour bringing you to the West, thinking you’d get a good job, good life, good wife, etc but they really set you back tbh.
It’s hard enough for average white man in the West, average or below average ethnic in the West is living life on hard mode.