I need a very heavy drug to make me sociable (semi long rant)

[whitebitchslayer]

My life would be semi normal if I had a childhood resulting in the development of social skills and friends tbh.


I remember last spring my father forced me to go on a cruise and I ended up making a lot of posts about it while there because i was so lonely and couldn’t socialize with people my age. They are dragging me on another 2 this year and I couldn’t be dreading them more. My father always tells me shit like “you don’t like being social” like no you old retard your son is an unlikable looser. No one WANTS to not have social connection we are forced here.

I think even though I am pretty unattractive if I was able to socialize I’d have friends and maybe even a ltr with a high ltb at most. That kind of a life is a far off dream for me now so it’s not terrible

Maybe if I start abusing something that can make me talk to people my life could improve. One time with a lot of alcohol I was somewhat able to but I can’t drink all day every day and it wears off quick I need a real solution. Maybe a lobotomy lol


@davidlaidisme67

 

[Eno]

 

[whitebitchslayer]

I don’t even know who to tag in my threads I need to make a new tag list

 

[Eno]

I can’t drink all day every day

u sound like a bitch nigga

 

[whitebitchslayer]

u sound like a bitch nigga

 

[Eno]

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[debonss]

I don’t even know who to tag in my threads I need to make a new tag list

Tag me brah, im a good boy

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

My life would be semi normal if I had a childhood resulting in the development of social skills and friends tbh.


I remember last spring my father forced me to go on a cruise and I ended up making a lot of posts about it while there because i was so lonely and couldn’t socialize with people my age. They are dragging me on another 2 this year and I couldn’t be dreading them more. My father always tells me shit like “you don’t like being social” like no you old retard your son is an unlikable looser. No one WANTS to not have social connection we are forced here.

I think even though I am pretty unattractive if I was able to socialize I’d have friends and maybe even a ltr with a high ltb at most. That kind of a life is a far off dream for me now so it’s not terrible

Maybe if I start abusing something that can make me talk to people my life could improve. One time with a lot of alcohol I was somewhat able to but I can’t drink all day every day and it wears off quick I need a real solution. Maybe a lobotomy lol


@davidlaidisme67

just do meth dumbass

 

[karmacita901]

Smoke dmt to reset all your mental pathways once you've made good progress with the ascension plan