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im 16 im 5'11 if im being honest most days if the lighting is good and the sun shines well and i have the most perfect conditions blah blah blah im a HMTN to MHTN at best but i need help on a lot of things
FIRST: so its my junior yr of highschool and ive been seeing all my friends/peers get with girls and have fun dating and shit i get opputintunites as well but heres the thing everytime i try i get signs that im not wanted i leave them alone bcuz this may be a bad thing the second i even get a hint that im not wanted i immediately turn cold and then i hear from ppl that i fumbled and "she liked you bro" and also im really shy to the point where im terrfiried to sharpen my pencil during a test or pass a certain hallway bcuz ive seen the same person more than once or cutting convos randomly and i wanna get past that as last yr i got legit catcalled,followed,asked for my number mutiple times even got followed home and guess what i did i did nothing i really dont wanna spend my teen years being a shy bum instead of getting some experince for university beside girls im hated by guys like geuninely despised mutiple ppl have told me that they dont fw me or show heavy signs that they dont and i still follow them like some puppy bcuz i have nobody else to hangout with everytime its lunch or afterschool on the bus i legit feel like im degrading myself to be barely acknowledged not even liked an example is this me and my friend go with this other group after school or during lunch we hang out with them and they like on some petty timing pretend my words dont matter or just plain act like theyre better than me or im just some weirdo invading their group and throw shade like theyre like some middleschool girls also theyre corny asf they try so hard to be nonchalant and cool its patheic and i hate myself for not liking to be alone and instead dumbing myself down for a bunch of losers
SECOND: my face, i have really good bone sturcture but i have a really fat face and im trying to pottasium maxx rn but if that doesnt work what should i take thats natural or not idgaf anymore also my eyes some days its so sharp,intense and my eyes look like ive put eyeliner on them even though i havent and then randomly theyre doe like or uneven and then vice versa i have like this ring of fat from my cheeks to lower chin to doublechin to jawline and also im skinny asl and i dont know how i got fat ass nipples and pelvis fat also my lower body heavy asl i have a nice frame but other than that im either skinny or chubby also my hair frizzy at the front and sides and i wanna deal with that as well
THIRD: now before i get called a complient fisher or some shit like that im 5'11 but due to height inflation im average to short especially in my highschool the average height is 6ft-6'3 im 16 and im realizing that ive been shrinking and only grown half an inch in the past 1-2 yrs so i think it might be over for me so ive been drinking milk eating as much protein and fats as i can and execrsing and i even bought some melatonin to sleep better
thats all i feel like ive been pretty vague and if you wanna know more just ask a question ill reply thanks
FIRST: so its my junior yr of highschool and ive been seeing all my friends/peers get with girls and have fun dating and shit i get opputintunites as well but heres the thing everytime i try i get signs that im not wanted i leave them alone bcuz this may be a bad thing the second i even get a hint that im not wanted i immediately turn cold and then i hear from ppl that i fumbled and "she liked you bro" and also im really shy to the point where im terrfiried to sharpen my pencil during a test or pass a certain hallway bcuz ive seen the same person more than once or cutting convos randomly and i wanna get past that as last yr i got legit catcalled,followed,asked for my number mutiple times even got followed home and guess what i did i did nothing i really dont wanna spend my teen years being a shy bum instead of getting some experince for university beside girls im hated by guys like geuninely despised mutiple ppl have told me that they dont fw me or show heavy signs that they dont and i still follow them like some puppy bcuz i have nobody else to hangout with everytime its lunch or afterschool on the bus i legit feel like im degrading myself to be barely acknowledged not even liked an example is this me and my friend go with this other group after school or during lunch we hang out with them and they like on some petty timing pretend my words dont matter or just plain act like theyre better than me or im just some weirdo invading their group and throw shade like theyre like some middleschool girls also theyre corny asf they try so hard to be nonchalant and cool its patheic and i hate myself for not liking to be alone and instead dumbing myself down for a bunch of losers
SECOND: my face, i have really good bone sturcture but i have a really fat face and im trying to pottasium maxx rn but if that doesnt work what should i take thats natural or not idgaf anymore also my eyes some days its so sharp,intense and my eyes look like ive put eyeliner on them even though i havent and then randomly theyre doe like or uneven and then vice versa i have like this ring of fat from my cheeks to lower chin to doublechin to jawline and also im skinny asl and i dont know how i got fat ass nipples and pelvis fat also my lower body heavy asl i have a nice frame but other than that im either skinny or chubby also my hair frizzy at the front and sides and i wanna deal with that as well
THIRD: now before i get called a complient fisher or some shit like that im 5'11 but due to height inflation im average to short especially in my highschool the average height is 6ft-6'3 im 16 and im realizing that ive been shrinking and only grown half an inch in the past 1-2 yrs so i think it might be over for me so ive been drinking milk eating as much protein and fats as i can and execrsing and i even bought some melatonin to sleep better
thats all i feel like ive been pretty vague and if you wanna know more just ask a question ill reply thanks
