i need help

[det3rmined]

i was in spain for an exchange and by talking to a girl there i developed really really strong feelings.
we kissed on the last day and we both didn’t want to leave each other.
they’ll come to italy in 2 weeks but after that i’ll have to wait till summer to see her.
it’s been 2 days and i already feel depressed, can’t leave my bed, can’t eat, keep on having breakdowns.
i had friends there, i don’t here, i had a girl that loved me there, i don’t here.
i don’t know what im gonna do.
i need help i can’t even think about losing her.
there has to be something i can do

 

[Recession.]

shes probably kissed 3 other boys on the trip and 10 others after u left

 

[The Dire]

Bro, you only kissed her. What the fuck would you be doing if you had fucked her? Would you hang yourself?

 

[det3rmined]

shes probably kissed 3 other boys on the trip and 10 others after u left

whole school tried texting her and nobody ever got her to reply.
that was obviously her first kiss because i could tell
she’s never been in a relationship.
if you’re not gonna try helping me then dont talk to me because this is a hard moment

 

[v.3ex]

DNRD flexing on the unfortunate truecels like me, FUCK you

 

[det3rmined]

DNRD flexing on the unfortunate truecels like me, FUCK you

im not fucking flexing nigga i was full khhv before this

 

[Recession.]

whole school tried texting her and nobody ever got her to reply.
that was obviously her first kiss because i could tell
she’s never been in a relationship.
if you’re not gonna try helping me then dont talk to me because this is a hard moment

nigger u are delusional thinking all she wants is u

 

[cortisolman2]

whole school tried texting her and nobody ever got her to reply.
that was obviously her first kiss because i could tell
she’s never been in a relationship.
if you’re not gonna try helping me then dont talk to me because this is a hard moment

why cant you go back and vsit her evr 2 months or smth

 

[v.3ex]

im not fucking flexing nigga i was full khhv before this

good luck with that foid bro

 

[det3rmined]

nigger u are delusional thinking all she wants is u

well it’s worth a shot
i dont wanna go back to my 1 step from suicide incel life so she’s my best shot

 

[det3rmined]

why cant you go back and vsit her evr 2 months or smth

price.
also it’s hard to only see her every 2 months

 

[SoundnVision]

Just enjoy the moment the chances of you being with her forever are 0.1

 

[cortisolman2]

price.
also it’s hard to only see her every 2 months

talk to her daily on her whatsapp video call

 

[det3rmined]

Just enjoy the moment the chances of you being with her forever are 0.1

as a very pessimistic dude i would believe in those chances

 

[SoundnVision]

as a very pessimistic dude i would believe in those chances

That would make you optimistic not pessimistic

 

[det3rmined]

That would make you optimistic not pessimistic

you don’t get what im saying

 

[The Dire]

whole school tried texting her and nobody ever got her to reply.
that was obviously her first kiss because i could tell
she’s never been in a relationship.
if you’re not gonna try helping me then dont talk to me because this is a hard moment

Dude, seriously, get your head straight. She’s in another country, what the hell do you think you’re doing? You’ll see her once or twice a year. Do you think she does nothing the rest of the year? Wake up. Either move to Spain, or when she comes to Italy, fuck with her and stop whining like a 5 year old.

I'm saying this for your own good

 

[The Dire]

well it’s worth a shot
i dont wanna go back to my 1 step from suicide incel life so she’s my best shot

Dude, what the hell are you talking about? You just kissed her, and you actually think it was her first kiss

 

[det3rmined]

Dude, seriously, get your head straight. She’s in another country, what the hell do you think you’re doing? You’ll see her once or twice a year. Do you think she does nothing the rest of the year? Wake up. Either move to Spain, or when she comes to Italy, fuck with her and stop whining like a 5 year old.

I'm saying this for your own good

nigga fucking be me
i’ve never felt ANY LOVE on my own skin
NOT EVEN MY PARENTS
they didnt fucking love me and would just do the bare minimum they HAD to do, they’ll probably kick me out t 18, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE EVER BEEN LOVED BY ANYBODY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
it’s absolutely INSANE for me, i didn’t think it was possible.
YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT EITHER I DON’T DROP THIS OR I KILL MYSELF

 

[The Dire]

nigga fucking be me
i’ve never felt ANY LOVE on my own skin
NOT EVEN MY PARENTS
they didnt fucking love me and would just do the bare minimum they HAD to do, they’ll probably kick me out t 18, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE EVER BEEN LOVED BY ANYBODY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
it’s absolutely INSANE for me, i didn’t think it was possible.
YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT EITHER I DON’T DROP THIS OR I KILL MYSELF

But don't even joke about it, you fucking idiot. You're not even 18 yet and you think this is the love of your life? You've just experienced a higher level of emotion, nothing more, get that through your fucking head. And work on your feelings, because if you keep this up, when you really fall in love, you'll become the biggest fucking moron on the face of the earth

 

[det3rmined]

But don't even joke about it, you fucking idiot. You're not even 18 yet and you think this is the love of your life? You've just experienced a higher level of emotion, nothing more, get that through your fucking head. And work on your feelings, because if you keep this up, when you really fall in love, you'll become the biggest fucking moron on the face of the earth

im not joking dude, i wish i hadn’t been on this exchange, i was just getting better and this shit is ruining me now.
i’ve attempted before and i think that after the week that’s coming i’ll have some breakdown and swallow some weird mix to try to kms

 

[The Dire]

im not joking dude, i wish i hadn’t been on this exchange, i was just getting better and this shit is ruining me now.
i’ve attempted before and i think that after the week that’s coming i’ll have some breakdown and swallow some weird mix to try to kms

Is it worth it? All this for a foid you'll see only two more times in your life?

 

[det3rmined]

Is it worth it? All this for a foid you'll see only two more times in your life?

i dont know what to fucking di with my life