joan
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Ok so the problem is I have been unhappy for a very long time. I need people's approval and admiration to feel half good and I always seek it. I am insecure. I struggle with porn,screens, BP addictions and I can't seem to beat them. Also these two years I became lazy ASF. That's the problem now I will share some background.
So when I was 6 grade I was very short because I had kind of a late puberty and people made fun of me. That time I had a girlfriend of two weeks and she dumped me when I was with family to gradma and the problem was our relationship was kind of a secret for some reason and when she dumped she turned even my friends against me idk why and she was making fun of the fact I was to her shoulders. Obviously other people made fun of my height even women I just met then. But then again in 8 grade all friends from my past school ghosted me and left me alone. They is when my porn addiction got heavy.
So when I was 6 grade I was very short because I had kind of a late puberty and people made fun of me. That time I had a girlfriend of two weeks and she dumped me when I was with family to gradma and the problem was our relationship was kind of a secret for some reason and when she dumped she turned even my friends against me idk why and she was making fun of the fact I was to her shoulders. Obviously other people made fun of my height even women I just met then. But then again in 8 grade all friends from my past school ghosted me and left me alone. They is when my porn addiction got heavy.
