i need that spark

[Abhorrence]

i need that momentum
i need to see that light at the end of the tunnel
i need that hope
i need that bloomer mentality
i need that feeling of salvation
i need that feeling of freedom
i need that motion


u feel @Pikabro

 

[Deleted member 51781]

Interesting, are you actively doing everything in your power to reach your "needs"?

 

[Abhorrence]

Interesting, are you actively doing everything in your power to reach your "needs"?

not at all if im being honest
im stuck in a rut and its hard to get out u know

i am depressed man

 

[Deleted member 51781]

not at all if im being honest
im stuck in a rut and its hard to get out u know

i am depressed man

The human mind is complex, and quite peculiar if I'm being honest. Although, if everyone had full self-control there wouldn't be an elite.
Have you tried changing your ways of operation?

 

[Abhorrence]

Have you tried changing your ways of operation?

i did but i get pulled back into my old habits

 

[Deleted member 51781]

i did but i get pulled back into my old habits

This is quite intriguing. Perhaps you should try again, but try in a different way.

 

[Abhorrence]

This is quite intriguing. Perhaps you should try again, but try in a different way.

i think in order to change you have to be forced into it

i have to destroy my comfort zone i think
stop using phone and pc so im forced to face myself

i need to give up old habits, i know i will feel empty at the beginning but i will be forced to change finally

 

[Deleted member 51781]

i think in order to change you have to be forced into it

i have to destroy my comfort zone i think
stop using phone and pc so im forced to face myself

i need to give up old habits, i now i will feel empty at the beginning but i will be forced to change finally

Sounds like you are on the right path. What you are explaining sounds very promising, if I were to guess.

 

[Abhorrence]

This is quite intriguing. Perhaps you should try again, but try in a different way.

think about heroin addicts and their self destructive behaviour

in order for them to change they need to be forced into it, put into rehab

else the statistics show they will never change probably

 

[Abhorrence]

Sounds like you are on the right path. What you are explaining sounds very promising, if I were to guess.

its going to be very painful but it will be worth it in the end

else i will die a failure who never reached his potential

 

[Deleted member 51781]

its going to be very painful but it will be worth it in the end

else i will die a failure who never reached his potential

Indeed, it might be painful, but as you mentioned, probably worth it.
Interesting, is a "failure" someone who hasn't reached his / hers "potential"? And would you be able to identify your full potential?

 

[Abhorrence]

Indeed, it might be painful, but as you mentioned, probably worth it.
Interesting, is a "failure" someone who hasn't reached his / hers "potential"? And would you be able to identify your full potential?

its not about potential actually

its about getting out of my shit headspace, the rut that im stuck in

 

[Abhorrence]

its not about potential actually

its about getting out of my shit headspace, the rut that im stuck in

shit has to change it just has to

i continue getting more depressed by day

i keep procastibatng stuff it gets me nowhere

 

[Deleted member 51781]

its not about potential actually

its about getting out of my shit headspace, the rut that im stuck in

Interesting, how come you don't start now? The human mind is quite peculiar. To me it seems like you know the exact steps you need to go through to transform your life, yet you postpone.

 

[Abhorrence]

Interesting, how come you don't start now?

i dont know its like im bound to invisible shackles

can u relate to that feeling

 

[Deleted member 51781]

i dont know its like im bound to invisible shackles

can u relate to that feeling

Yes, I think I understand what you mean. We as humans have two departments of conscious reasoning, rationality and impulse / instinct.
As the world has evolved rapidly, most peoples consciousness hasn't developed enough to eradicate the instinctive reptile-like part of our mind.

What helped me to minimize the influence that my instinctive part had over my actions was by simply deciding to not postpone. Procrastination might not seem as much, but it was the biggest antagonist inside of my mind, and once I got rid of it, I (almost) reached full self-control.

 

[Abhorrence]

Yes, I think I understand what you mean. We as humans have two departments of conscious reasoning, rationality and impulse / instinct.
As the world has evolved rapidly, most peoples consciousness hasn't developed enough to eradicate the instinctive reptile-like part of our mind.

What helped me to minimize the influence that my instinctive part had over my actions was by simply deciding to not postpone. Procrastination might not seem as much, but it was the biggest antagonist inside of my mind, and once I got rid of it, I (almost) reached full self-control.

i resort to drowning myself in dopamine by stimulation from the internet when i have to do stuff, sometimes i listen to music and daydream for hours

im a mess tbh

 

[Deleted member 51781]

i resort to drowning myself in dopamine by stimulation from the internet when i have to do stuff, sometimes i listen to music and daydream for hours

im a mess tbh

You have the power to change forever and never look back, right this second. Don't let another second of misery pass once you've read this. Don't even like or reply, just turn off your computer and stare into a wall for 5 hours.

 

[Deleted member 47272]

u feel

I feel that bro

 

[lowinhibcel]

i need that momentum
i need to see that light at the end of the tunnel
i need that hope
i need that bloomer mentality
i need that feeling of salvation
i need that feeling of freedom
i need that motion