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Holy shit I need to start escortcelling right away. My youth and almost entire 20s are gone sexless, it is a total catastrophe.
Yes it is paid sex, yes it's fake, yes it's not genuine connection, yes you feel empty regardless but I still need to do it to just have any kind of reference or memory of sex in my 20s. Where I live, for me, getting sex is impossible. It is a smaller city, with closed social groups, stuck up and arrogant foids, where foids would only hook up with the top 0.1% men while others are subjected to severe NTmaxxing, statusmaxxing, betabuxxing, simpmaxxing in order to obtain a pathetic LTR and get regular sex. If you approach a foid as a subchad man, everyone will know.
The whole purpose of youth is to have sex, that is why you look your best when you are young, your body is overflowing with hormones, you feel everything intensely, your entire state of being is directed towards having sex.
And to deprive a young man like me of the most crucial part of life at a young age is one of the cruelest torture methods ever. Literally, being a young high T man deprived of sex is just pure physical and psychological torture. Not getting sex at this period of life has already left permanent scars on my soul that will hurt me till the day I die. That is why I need to at least escortcel and temporary calm my urges, I am experiencing severe side effects from not having sex while young. I have almost became totally numb and dead inside, nothing brings me pleasure anymore... Sexual and social failure are the root cause of majority of my suffering...
Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that sexual part of life would bring me this much pain and suffering. I would have thought that you were shitting me if you predicted this to me while I was a kid...
Someone will pay for this...
Yes it is paid sex, yes it's fake, yes it's not genuine connection, yes you feel empty regardless but I still need to do it to just have any kind of reference or memory of sex in my 20s. Where I live, for me, getting sex is impossible. It is a smaller city, with closed social groups, stuck up and arrogant foids, where foids would only hook up with the top 0.1% men while others are subjected to severe NTmaxxing, statusmaxxing, betabuxxing, simpmaxxing in order to obtain a pathetic LTR and get regular sex. If you approach a foid as a subchad man, everyone will know.
The whole purpose of youth is to have sex, that is why you look your best when you are young, your body is overflowing with hormones, you feel everything intensely, your entire state of being is directed towards having sex.
And to deprive a young man like me of the most crucial part of life at a young age is one of the cruelest torture methods ever. Literally, being a young high T man deprived of sex is just pure physical and psychological torture. Not getting sex at this period of life has already left permanent scars on my soul that will hurt me till the day I die. That is why I need to at least escortcel and temporary calm my urges, I am experiencing severe side effects from not having sex while young. I have almost became totally numb and dead inside, nothing brings me pleasure anymore... Sexual and social failure are the root cause of majority of my suffering...
Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that sexual part of life would bring me this much pain and suffering. I would have thought that you were shitting me if you predicted this to me while I was a kid...
Someone will pay for this...
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