
whitebitchslayer
my lust disgust me
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I literally orbit guys and girls, everyone I consider or tell myself I’m “friends with” is me orbiting and them using me for fun or attention. I never hang out with anyone other than being in school. I don’t go out. I don’t do anything I can’t do this dumb shit anymore why am I like this I didn’t decide to be an orbiter I don’t want to anymore but there’s no escape I can’t get out they are the only people that don’t hate me or let me be there even tho there’s pretty constant bullying / humiliation/ sending shit to girls and posting screenshots or loudly saying messed up stuff abt me for validation or others like them more idk what to do please help i want to be happy