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Samuel Gray
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I’m 5’4 and I try to cope as best as I can, wear lifts out in public, I already know it’s over but I’m not one of those guys that constantly talk down on themselves because of it, even though this post may make it seem like it, I’m just giving it to you all straight because if you’re not short you just don’t get it.
I have tens of women in my dms, I look average or slightly above, a lot of them are mid but a good handful of them are htbs. The attention isn’t something I’m used to irl at all to the point where I feel like they’re trolling but there would be a hell of a lotta bitches in on it.
I HAVE ascended in the past 4 years so I’ve definitely become significantly more attractive, I used to not even get attention online as well as irl. I would post myself online and get hate and now I get dms when I post myself online.
At the same time, I was brutally bullied all throughout my life, my first suicide attempt at age 13. Part of me enjoys the attention I get online especially because I can just ignore or be super dry, I don’t fuck with the small talk and shit but with my experience these girls online you can say whatever and they don’t give a fuck, if they’re attracted to you then you can say anything and they’ll likely entertain it. The being dry part makes me feel good in a weird way because most of these girls flirting with me now are the same girls that would have laughed in my face all those years ago.
It’s all kind of larp though, because irl I’m still just a manlet they would laugh at which is brutal, but part of me just likes to live in this fantasy. I don’t hide my height, if a girl online asks I tell them.
I just wish this all carried to irl, to be fair I hardly fucking go anywhere but it’s mostly just because I feel so insecure and want to wait until I’m leaner.
I have tens of women in my dms, I look average or slightly above, a lot of them are mid but a good handful of them are htbs. The attention isn’t something I’m used to irl at all to the point where I feel like they’re trolling but there would be a hell of a lotta bitches in on it.
I HAVE ascended in the past 4 years so I’ve definitely become significantly more attractive, I used to not even get attention online as well as irl. I would post myself online and get hate and now I get dms when I post myself online.
At the same time, I was brutally bullied all throughout my life, my first suicide attempt at age 13. Part of me enjoys the attention I get online especially because I can just ignore or be super dry, I don’t fuck with the small talk and shit but with my experience these girls online you can say whatever and they don’t give a fuck, if they’re attracted to you then you can say anything and they’ll likely entertain it. The being dry part makes me feel good in a weird way because most of these girls flirting with me now are the same girls that would have laughed in my face all those years ago.
It’s all kind of larp though, because irl I’m still just a manlet they would laugh at which is brutal, but part of me just likes to live in this fantasy. I don’t hide my height, if a girl online asks I tell them.
I just wish this all carried to irl, to be fair I hardly fucking go anywhere but it’s mostly just because I feel so insecure and want to wait until I’m leaner.
