2peasinapod
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when i go to work i actually look forward to it, socialising with lots of others who are similar interests wise, doing things i enjoy and get fufillment out of it. it also shapes my day which is super important for me or i go bat shit insane rapidly
when i have to see this girl sometimes after work, i just cant be bothered anymore. sex is just mediocre in general and i get especially triggered when she tries to make an effort by buying more useless shit like "sexy underwear" to get me in the mood
im going away with her soon and i honestly predict it to be much worse than workcelling, i will want to rip her head off by the end of the stay i can feel it now.
and before you say find a different girl, this girl is ideal; pheno matched, GL, sexy, smart etc its just not that enjoyable for me and i cannot imagine how fucking bad it must be if you are married and living together long term
ive been trying to think of the solution but honestly, you cant win becasue without her im sure id miss her, when im with her i want to be alone etc. the other thing is im feeling guilt becasue she deserves much better and could easily find someone who would treat her much better imo
life is just mental, its not just her, when im with the same people for a period of time i just dont enjoy it anymore. like a game or a film when youve seen it once its just never the same
when i have to see this girl sometimes after work, i just cant be bothered anymore. sex is just mediocre in general and i get especially triggered when she tries to make an effort by buying more useless shit like "sexy underwear" to get me in the mood
im going away with her soon and i honestly predict it to be much worse than workcelling, i will want to rip her head off by the end of the stay i can feel it now.
and before you say find a different girl, this girl is ideal; pheno matched, GL, sexy, smart etc its just not that enjoyable for me and i cannot imagine how fucking bad it must be if you are married and living together long term
ive been trying to think of the solution but honestly, you cant win becasue without her im sure id miss her, when im with her i want to be alone etc. the other thing is im feeling guilt becasue she deserves much better and could easily find someone who would treat her much better imo
life is just mental, its not just her, when im with the same people for a period of time i just dont enjoy it anymore. like a game or a film when youve seen it once its just never the same