I realised why I never go outside after working for some time

[FiendFiend]

Im in a low class ethnic area, I work and basically commute to richer parents of my country (UK) and theyre all living in suburbs, living a normal life. as I onlook wage slaving. On the way back, theres black youth screaming on the trains, on way home homeless beggar asking me for money and some high t ethnic bvll beating up a woman as i get off the train station.

Even in the english area I feel no affinities, I feel like I am closer to them than ethnics of course they dont give me strange looks, even a group of teens who were on break from sixth form walked up to me and were very nice as I was playing clash taking a breather after working for like 6 hours.

Still then not very socialable or not to the extent I need to be to be NT, thats why Im getting a bimax and waging for it. Anyways I matured to realise the FOMO is cope, (fear of missing out), you see guys and tallfags with their becky gfs, but at the end of the day they have to work, do some wage shit like u, the only difference between them and u is basically of how social they are , or their physical appearance.

 

[loanshark]

you see guys and tallfags with their becky gfs, but at the end of the day they have to work, do some wage shit like u, the only difference between them and u is basically of how social they are , or their physical appearance.

Their life is more fun in general. Yes we share similar activities with them such as working, but they have more fruitful social life, get support from their girlfriends, have sex with her etc, it gives them motivation to keep going while most of us work for nothing

 

[FiendFiend]

@Prøphet

 

[FiendFiend]

Their life is more fun in general. Yes we share similar activities with them such as working, but they have more fruitful social life, get support from their girlfriends, have sex with her etc, it gives them motivation to keep going while most of us work for nothing

idk tbf the people who did walk up to me was like some tallfag cuck, who was barely any taller than me, not that good looking, and was walking around with 3 girls, pretty sure he was straight but was a zestball.

Anyways another indicator that im no longer subhuman is they dont feel weird to me and are very nice to me, had i been my subhuman self like a year and half ago they would have not even approached me. They wanted to take a picture thats why and Im someone who can pick up on very small social cues easily and i know what getting taken the piss out of looks like, vs not been taken the piss out of.

 

[FiendFiend]

Their life is more fun in general. Yes we share similar activities with them such as working, but they have more fruitful social life, get support from their girlfriends, have sex with her etc, it gives them motivation to keep going while most of us work for nothing

Your seeing them at their peak fun of their lives, imagine if someone saw me walking with my one friend and his gf as we were laughing as he wageslaved alone in the mall he probably felt the same way. I think it really is cope.

Unless u see llike an actual CL or something with girls whos super NT, does sports wtv.