I realized now why I fail college

[onnysk]

Im being put in a box that I dont like and dont care about.

I did best when I was free on my own against the whole world to be the dark triad sociopath that I am, I was super relaxed because I could be as crazy as I wanted

I wondered why have I been feeling like shit last two years and it comes down to me trying to play the social game that require effort to put a mask on. I was born a genius that was destined to not be ruled like a beast

 

[Overjetcel299]

 

[FatJattMofo]

are you chechen?

 

[onnysk]

I never put any effort into school or studying and I came to the conclusion its because I dont really care because I dont like being a 9-5 drone as I instinctively know it wont benefit me.

Perhaps thats the difference between me and NTs, I want to be a king and if Im not Id rather be a homeless instead of being a peasant or some other subordinate


My IQ is in top 1% at 143 IQ Stanford Binet SD 15, yet my achievements are worse than the average guy because I dont have the brain chemistry to enjoy NTs way and I have zero care pleasure to fit in. I like to be crazy in a good way, I like to put on a mask how I see fit and have no restrictions on my personality the way being social does


I think this is the wake up call for me to leave college and either make it my own way or just jump off a bridge since being society done and trying to fit in gives me zero pleasure.

Why do I have to do small talk to NTs if I dont want? If I wanna talk its because I need info and I have no problem keeping to myself

If I want to eat cheeseburger for breakfast I should eat it without having NTs look at me in a weird way.

I can be NT for 10 minutes after being the crazy in a good way self that I am and relaxed being myself, then I can genuinely be NT for a few minutes up until I realize im bored with it and its not for me

 

[chadpreetcel123]

I never put any effort into school or studying and I came to the conclusion its because I dont really care because I dont like being a 9-5 drone as I instinctively know it wont benefit me.

Perhaps thats the difference between me and NTs, I want to be a king and if Im not Id rather be a homeless instead of being a peasant or some other subordinate


My IQ is in top 1% at 143 IQ Stanford Binet SD 15, yet my achievements are worse than the average guy because I dont have the brain

u dont have 143 IQ faggot, if u had that kind of IQ you don't even have to study

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

u dont have 143 IQ faggot, if u had that kind of IQ you don't even have to study

this tbh. i met someone who purported to have a 130 iq and they had remarkably good recall for not only school work but also trivial details e.g. what people had worn on certain days and random strings of numbers. They understood school work quickly as well as in great depth, despite studying little. They also studied a lot of extra curricular topics. genuinely high iq is extremely rare.

 

[LordNorwood]

They understood school work quickly as well as in great depth, despite studying little.

This is how it went for me up until upper level physics courses, that's when I had to start trying.

 

[Deleted member 3123]

This is how it went for me up until upper level physics courses, that's when I had to start trying.

Same my mom made me skip 2 grades until she realized school would never challenge me

 

[LordNorwood]

Same my mom made me skip 2 grades until she realized school would never challenge me

Nice bro. I was offered to skip a grade in science and declined, I skipped a few grades in math growing up. Tbh if I could go back I would've skipped as many as possible but you don't think that way when you're just a kid.

 

[Deleted member 3123]

Nice bro. I was offered to skip a grade in science and declined, I skipped a few grades in math growing up. Tbh if I could go back I would've skipped as many as possible but you don't think that way when you're just a kid.

Your parents gotta be invested in that shit tbh bc you don't know shit as a kid. On god I graduated when I was 15 and niggas who didn't go to school with me thought I dropped out.

 

[LordNorwood]

Your parents gotta be invested in that shit tbh bc you don't know shit as a kid. On god I graduated when I was 15 and niggas who didn't go to school with me thought I dropped out.

I probably will be invested with it with my kids to be honest. I think the schooling system is such a huge fucking waste of time. Get through it as fast as possible.

 

[KEy21]

As far I’m concerned this whole entire thread was a gigacope for the fact that you’re failing college.

The fact that you think you have a Darwinian level IQ is laughable as well

Between that and calling yourself a dark triad sociopath you might as well refer to your posts as a comedy routine

 

[DoctorPMA]

Your parents gotta be invested in that shit tbh bc you don't know shit as a kid. On god I graduated when I was 15 and niggas who didn't go to school with me thought I dropped out.

so u didnt even study and got good grades throughout school?

 

[Deleted member 3123]

so u didnt even study and got good grades throughout school?

Yeah I was notorious for the shit bc I used to be writing essays in the period before. Tbh a lotta niggas hated me for it and wanted me to fail. 4.95 unweighted gpa

I probably will be invested with it with my kids to be honest. I think the schooling system is such a huge fucking waste of time. Get through it as fast as possible.

Fax that shit torture you mentally. I pity all my friends who put in like 3 hours every day for the shit.

 

[Blackout.xl]

Your parents gotta be invested in that shit tbh bc you don't know shit as a kid. On god I graduated when I was 15 and niggas who didn't go to school with me thought I dropped out.

Graduated at 15? Wtf

 

[Deleted member 3123]

Graduated at 15? Wtf

No larp my life been crazy af tbh. Its so much shit I wanna do I basically had to graduate early

 

[Blackout.xl]

No larp my life been crazy af tbh. Its so much shit I wanna do I basically had to graduate early

Extremely high IQ. Lucky ass

 

[Deleted member 3123]

Extremely high IQ. Lucky ass

But not nt enough

 

[Blackout.xl]

But not nt enough

Unfortunate but common downside of being extremely high IQ

 

[Deleted member 3123]

Unfortunate but common downside of being extremely high IQ

Yeah when I meet bitches for the first time its so dry and cringe. Ion even know why they stick thru it tbh