I really miss my ex tbh

[enriquecuador]

yes I have posted something with a title like this before

But I still miss her, she was my only proper relationship and the only girl that claimed to “love” me, whatever that is to girls

She wasn’t perfect but she was good and I wish I stayed with her

My ex friends at the time used to tell her all the private things I would tell them about sex and stuff and she would get so mad over and over again until she blocked me on everything. I should have stopped telling them but they had been my only proper “friends” for years, some since I was a literal child.

She treated me with such kindness and didn’t make fun of some of the stuff I did/ how I acted

She was kind and wholesome and had a nice family who I went to the cinema with and spent time with

They supported me and were nice to me but I threw it all away for no reason really

I just want to cry tbh. No girls since that have actually been open to being with me since have felt attractive to me

It’s just been rejection after rejection after rejection and the only girls to hmu were extremely ugly

I lost all my friends as I cut them off for being horrible to me so for a while I would just sit in the library on my own, luckily I found some more but it’s not exactly the same

I haven’t been out with my friends once this summer and DEFINITELY not with girls.

It just makes me so upset, how did I go from dates with multiple different women and a full circle of friends to no women and a few “friends” that I never hang out with

I want a girlfriend but none take my fancy that are willing to date me

What am I doing wrong? I’m “good looking” as many girls have told me before, I’m 6’2 and I am generally normal with the way I act

I used to be way more cringe and braggish and dumb last year but I dialed it all down

I have college this year and I doubt I will find a girlfriend there

It’s funny tbh, I thought that 2 years ago was the last time I would be rejected after my span of last year being with many girls

I just want my ex back, she would understand and love me and treat me well. I just want her back but there’s no way I think

She had a bad time when she was younger and I used to hug here and treat her so well and genuinely be in “love” with her

I literally would cherish her and likewise she would with me

I was her first love or atleast she said she never loved someone like me, now it’s been nearly a year she has been with a new guy who was originally a replacement to make me jealous and I doubt she would ever come back

I would do so much to get her back it’s crazy

She’s the only girl I have ever felt truly connected to and she’s gone

 

[Gomez]

Damn bhai i feel you and Hope everything will be okay

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

Her nudes we’re fire

 

[enriquecuador]

Her nudes we’re fire

I will NEVER see them irl again. Do you know how that makes me feel? I used to bury my face in those tits

 

[Gomez]

Her nudes we’re fire

Did he really post them ?

 

[prhmq]

I'm not reading this but me to bro, eventually i gave up though so it doesn't rly affect me anymore

 

[enriquecuador]

Damn bhai i feel you and Hope everything will be okay

Thanks, my dream would be for her to hmu. It’s not gonna happen tho. Hopefully at college I meet a foid to replace her JFL

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

I will NEVER see them irl again. Do you know how that makes me feel? I used to bury my face in those tits

So sad bhai I hope nothing but the best for u

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

Did he really post them ?

He gave them to me

 

[enriquecuador]

I'm not reading this but me to bro, eventually i gave up though so it doesn't rly affect me anymore

It’s fine I was just venting, most the time I would feel the same as you. But sometimes I feel sad about notbeing with her. Do you ever get that feeling?

 

[deathisseks]

i hate mfs that experienced love and still end up on this forum

 

[enriquecuador]

i hate mfs that experienced love and still end up on this forum

“Love” most the time isn’t real.

 

[slaters]

Ye I miss her too

 

[deathisseks]

“Love” most the time isn’t real.

i guess ill never know

 

[prhmq]

It’s fine I was just venting, most the time I would feel the same as you. But sometimes I feel sad about notbeing with her. Do you ever get that feeling?

yeah all the time talking to other girls is the only way for me to forget abt it but it still hurts knowing all of them are downgrades

 

[enriquecuador]

yeah all the time talking to other girls is the only way for me to forget abt it but it still hurts knowing all of them are downgrades

It’s hard moving on from your first love tbh

 

[prhmq]

It’s hard moving on from your first love tbh

yeah started to notice love isnt real and she treats every guy the way she treated me, sounds corny and faggy asl to be typing this

 

[jaaba]

yes I have posted something with a title like this before

But I still miss her, she was my only proper relationship and the only girl that claimed to “love” me, whatever that is to girls

She wasn’t perfect but she was good and I wish I stayed with her

My ex friends at the time used to tell her all the private things I would tell them about sex and stuff and she would get so mad over and over again until she blocked me on everything. I should have stopped telling them but they had been my only proper “friends” for years, some since I was a literal child.

She treated me with such kindness and didn’t make fun of some of the stuff I did/ how I acted

She was kind and wholesome and had a nice family who I went to the cinema with and spent time with

They supported me and were nice to me but I threw it all away for no reason really

I just want to cry tbh. No girls since that have actually been open to being with me since have felt attractive to me

It’s just been rejection after rejection after rejection and the only girls to hmu were extremely ugly

I lost all my friends as I cut them off for being horrible to me so for a while I would just sit in the library on my own, luckily I found some more but it’s not exactly the same

I haven’t been out with my friends once this summer and DEFINITELY not with girls.

It just makes me so upset, how did I go from dates with multiple different women and a full circle of friends to no women and a few “friends” that I never hang out with

I want a girlfriend but none take my fancy that are willing to date me

What am I doing wrong? I’m “good looking” as many girls have told me before, I’m 6’2 and I am generally normal with the way I act

I used to be way more cringe and braggish and dumb last year but I dialed it all down

I have college this year and I doubt I will find a girlfriend there

It’s funny tbh, I thought that 2 years ago was the last time I would be rejected after my span of last year being with many girls

I just want my ex back, she would understand and love me and treat me well. I just want her back but there’s no way I think

She had a bad time when she was younger and I used to hug here and treat her so well and genuinely be in “love” with her

I literally would cherish her and likewise she would with me

I was her first love or atleast she said she never loved someone like me, now it’s been nearly a year she has been with a new guy who was originally a replacement to make me jealous and I doubt she would ever come back

I would do so much to get her back it’s crazy

She’s the only girl I have ever felt truly connected to and she’s gone

i promise bro, she’s not special.

Most dudes say this after a breakup at some point, there can’t be that many “special” girls around lol.

Realistically you’re only attached to the idea of being in a loving relationship, not her, and you’ve confused the two.

Keep your head up, you’ll find a better one someday

 

[enriquecuador]

yeah started to notice love isnt real and she treats every guy the way she treated me, sounds corny and faggy asl to be typing this

I know what you mean, I wrote a whole essay a few mins ago JFL. But yeah you are right, it’s all a lie. Still feels good at the time