gymceltard
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I 26M lost my virginity last night with a girl i've met on tinder.
Now to describe myself, i would say i'm considered quite unattractive by society standards, i've always had troubles when it comes to dating, i don't think looks are the main reason though cuz i'm also shy and introverted around girls.
About a week ago, i've matched with this girl who is very attractive, i didn't take it seriously at first, i thought it was a scam or just somebody promoting their OF. Given that i rarely get matches and i had nothing to do that day, i've told myself i'll just play along.
We had a fun conversation, then she said, she wants to have a sex with me, she made it clear that it will only be a one time thing, she also explained her kinks, she is into femdom and really likes to humiliate guys. I didn't believe her at first until we face timed. I was very shy talking to her about this but she was the opposite, she was quite open, confident and she knew what she wants.
We agreed to meet yesterday in her apartment. We've talked for a bit then she wanted to go at it. We established our boundaries, safe word, asked if i was comfortable with this and all. I've explained to her that it's my first time and she said "i don't mind". It was all great
Well, we've had sex, oral (giving and receiving), we did piv. I really enjoyed it, i came two times. The whole time she was calling me "loser, pathetic and ugly" and some other harsh stuff. It was clear that she just had a kink, after we finished, she was sweet. She apologized and was asking if i had a good time.
After going back home, i fucking cried, i couldn't help it but feel about myself. I could've stopped that at any given time but i didn't cuz i was too desperate, i couldn't believe myself i would go this low just to have sex. I feel fucking awful
Now to describe myself, i would say i'm considered quite unattractive by society standards, i've always had troubles when it comes to dating, i don't think looks are the main reason though cuz i'm also shy and introverted around girls.
About a week ago, i've matched with this girl who is very attractive, i didn't take it seriously at first, i thought it was a scam or just somebody promoting their OF. Given that i rarely get matches and i had nothing to do that day, i've told myself i'll just play along.
We had a fun conversation, then she said, she wants to have a sex with me, she made it clear that it will only be a one time thing, she also explained her kinks, she is into femdom and really likes to humiliate guys. I didn't believe her at first until we face timed. I was very shy talking to her about this but she was the opposite, she was quite open, confident and she knew what she wants.
We agreed to meet yesterday in her apartment. We've talked for a bit then she wanted to go at it. We established our boundaries, safe word, asked if i was comfortable with this and all. I've explained to her that it's my first time and she said "i don't mind". It was all great
Well, we've had sex, oral (giving and receiving), we did piv. I really enjoyed it, i came two times. The whole time she was calling me "loser, pathetic and ugly" and some other harsh stuff. It was clear that she just had a kink, after we finished, she was sweet. She apologized and was asking if i had a good time.
After going back home, i fucking cried, i couldn't help it but feel about myself. I could've stopped that at any given time but i didn't cuz i was too desperate, i couldn't believe myself i would go this low just to have sex. I feel fucking awful
