i rejected a girl

[homesick]

very random thought but i was reminded of it now: when i was 12/13 I remember a cute girl in my class asked me to be her boyfriend. I told her I was not interested (??)
one year later she was with another dude, and they fucked and all that stuff, this could have been me in other words

anyways, time passed, and here i am, 20 y/o kissles virgin ,
if i said yes, would things be different? imagine losing virginity at 13, what have i done

 

[Dogs]

Maybe would've made a difference maybe not

 

[Deleted member 3299]

no cap my nigga that shit actually happened to me as well. she thought I was gay after due to my autism

 

[homesick]

no cap my nigga that shit actually happened to me as well. she thought I was gay after due to my autism

autism gang

my father actually thought i was gay for 2 years straight, and after 2 years he asked my mother if she knew (without me knowing)
he thought i was gay because i once told my friend on i would go gay for lil uzi vert (2016~) and he overheard it, combined with me not having any girls over

my father was a slayer when he was my age, married 3 times total lmao

 

[Deleted member 3299]

u gay ? i would understand if she was ugly...

dude its autism/social retardation

I had my crush of 8 years visibily showing me signs for 3 years and I did nothing

 

[homesick]

any other opinions??? im high so idc if i bump my own post rn

my biggest question is if i would have gained so much confidence from losing my virginity at 13 (not saying that would 100% been the outcome but chances are in that favor) that i would have turned into a guy that just had attracting women more in me.

maybe im not fully blackpilled ,w tf

 

[moggingmachine]

homesick
Trainee

 

[Deleted member 4209]

cant imagine the dopamine rush of rejecting a girl

 

[homesick]

homesick
Trainee

i have been here for a while just lurkin

 

[moggingmachine]

i have been here for a while just lurkin

 

[Pietrosiek]

she thought I was gay after due to my autism

dudes were talking that im gay becouse i was afraid to talk to foids

 

[Vitruvian]

In 2nd year a foid in my class who I never spoke to messages me on Facebook to study together. I said no I like to study alone jfl. I was obsessed with my oneitis back then tho, that fucking slut