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foxinthesnow
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Hey brothers. I ended my 457 day nofap streak last night and I am debating ending it all. For context, I am 5'3, I live in Calcutta, India, I am a "dalit" (basically the lowest caste in our system), I work by shoveling cowdung for my local temple. My nofap streak was all I had in my entire life. It was the only thing I had to be proud of. Last night an instagram page I follow posted an OnlyFans model for a promotion. I'm used to this happening but this one was particularly delectable. I clicked the page (at this point I knew it was over) and I masturbated furiously. I situated my penis to hang over my mouth when I finished so I shot the rope directly down my throat. I swallowed it all and cried. I have nothing now. I never even achieved godmode as I was constantly tempted. What do I do now? Brothers help.