Rochefort6
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Sorry guys, feel like I let you down...
Once I started missing parts of my routine, bit by bit I let it get out of control... Goes to show you the power of a routine.
It all started when after multiple attempts, 2 days in a row, I couldn’t log into looksmax. So instead of writing my report on notes or something and posting on here later, I told myself I’ll do it once I have access. That just put more pressure to write a report as extensive as before as could hardly remember the day’s that past and now I had to write 3 reports in one go. Once I failed with that I skipped some, then all my meditation. Stopped with cold showers, edged then finally P and M.
But I will start my journey again. This time I will burden myself with less pressure with the reports as in general. 5-10 mins at least on reports. 20mins at least with meditation. Cold showers aren’t too much of a burden.
Or peharps sticking to so many habits was the deal breaker... maybe I’ll just commit to Nofap instead.
I’ll research, come up with a new plan, and start my journey again.
Stay strong those of you who are still going. Proud of you guys.
Once I started missing parts of my routine, bit by bit I let it get out of control... Goes to show you the power of a routine.
It all started when after multiple attempts, 2 days in a row, I couldn’t log into looksmax. So instead of writing my report on notes or something and posting on here later, I told myself I’ll do it once I have access. That just put more pressure to write a report as extensive as before as could hardly remember the day’s that past and now I had to write 3 reports in one go. Once I failed with that I skipped some, then all my meditation. Stopped with cold showers, edged then finally P and M.
But I will start my journey again. This time I will burden myself with less pressure with the reports as in general. 5-10 mins at least on reports. 20mins at least with meditation. Cold showers aren’t too much of a burden.
Or peharps sticking to so many habits was the deal breaker... maybe I’ll just commit to Nofap instead.
I’ll research, come up with a new plan, and start my journey again.
Stay strong those of you who are still going. Proud of you guys.
