I remember feeling good looking at one point

[notalive]

And it was the best feeling in the world. I just always felt content. I wanted to go outside. I wanted to show my face. I wanted to do things. I looked at people. I talked to them more. Even though I was khhv and old, it didn't feel so bad because I thought I had a chance and that I just wasn't trying hard enough.

This was before I discovered the black pill. I was still khhv at the time and confused why. Now I know that I was completely delusional.

 

[notalive]

I now know that it's either cope or rope, no other way out

 

[Regressive]

i sometimes do feel like that too tbh
i go out and get disillusioned

 

[notalive]

i sometimes do feel like that too tbh
i get out and get disillusioned

The amount of times I do that now is basically 0. Because every time I did that, nothing changed. No attraction from girls, not making more friends, etc.

It was just repeated rejection. The world was trying to tell me something but I just wouldn't accept it. I was living in ignorant bliss.

 

[Regressive]

The amount of times I do that now is basically 0. Because every time I did that, nothing changed. No attraction from girls, not making more friends, etc.

It was just repeated rejection. The world was trying to tell me something but I just wouldn't accept it. I was living in ignorant bliss.

its ova
simple as