sarmatian
Working on myself
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The girl that I like is in my friend group. This is the same girl of these threads:
looksmax.org
looksmax.org
I went to a coffee bar yesterday with just her. We talked a lot, had fun and shit. But my autistic ass decided to open up to her and tell her about my surgeries lol. Talked about all this looksmaxxing shit, how I don't like my face and body, that I just want to be good looking, that I don't give a shit about the risks. How I want to blast roids and peptides...
Yeah... I'm a retard I know... I don't even know why I did it.
She asked if I wanted to get coffee again the next day (So today).
I skipped gym because I thought my oneitis wanted to go out with me
Was coming home from uni and she called. I couldn't answer because I was in my dad's car. "She" texted me asking where I was. I was like holy shit holy shit she wants this dick type shi. I said I was going home and after "she" didn't answer I wrote "???". I waited and waited because I thought...
I'm the biggest loser on here.
I feel nostalgia for when I was in High School and I was depressed because of my looks. I wanted to get surgery but my parents were scared and didn't want to. Now I feel like shit because I got cucked by a "friend" of mine (he started fucking her 2 weeks after she ghosted me and we're in the...
I went to a coffee bar yesterday with just her. We talked a lot, had fun and shit. But my autistic ass decided to open up to her and tell her about my surgeries lol. Talked about all this looksmaxxing shit, how I don't like my face and body, that I just want to be good looking, that I don't give a shit about the risks. How I want to blast roids and peptides...
Yeah... I'm a retard I know... I don't even know why I did it.
She asked if I wanted to get coffee again the next day (So today).