i ruined my life

[swt]

i ruined my life and passed down the wrong image to people

fuck, everyone associates me with emo, gothic whatever the fuck, i have dark-ish themed edgy tattoos, and piercings
even if i took off my piercings, my tattoos are perminant, and the piercing scars are too

to be honest , i feel that i look good, im told that i look good, but this isnt the vibe i wanna pass down. fuck, i wanna be a beach boy listening to white girl pop music and partying every friday with my brunette becky, not because i feel like this life would be good, but because deep in my core its what i think i shouldve been if life didnt beat me down to developing personality disorders

 

[swt]

i genuinely ruined my life

 

[160cmcurry]

 

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niggas could be on the verge of killing themselves and yall would still not take it seriously

 

[MaghrebGator]

It's clear you were influenced culturally by the wrong media, and now you wanting to be a beach boy is just another sign that again you are being influenced by new media, like the new GTA videogame, movies, etc

Never fall for such, it's just illusions. The mistake is made, just learn who you really are both weaknesses and strenghts instead of becoming something you are not just because of sudden periods of times of being impressed with propaganda.

 

[160cmcurry]

niggas could be on the verge of killing themselves and yall would still not take it seriously

i met genuine alt/goths before, they’re actually pretty nice even to subhuman genetic trash like me. a lot of people’s perception of people who somewhat fit that kind of criteria are more just the loud, performative, rebellious jackass types, just attention whores. most aren’t even genuinely like that, at least the ‘genuine’ ones. i don’t know what your wardrobe is like but the kind of shit you wear, especially darker gothic colors makes people think you fit that stereotype. i get that’s probably not your intention, and yeah, you might hate being portrayed that way but stereotypes exist for a reason. maybe you should wear something a bit more in the ‘norm,’ just tone it down a little if you don’t like being portrayed that way. don’t dress like that and then get annoyed when people treat you a certain way (you’re not chad so you can’t get away with it) you already got the piercing, the edgy tattoos, that whole look going on. it kind of builds a character whether you want it to or not. i’m not saying change who you are, but you can’t really expect people not to judge a book by its cover if you dress that way, fit into the stereotypes they think of when they think of those groups of people. a better alternate would be maybe going to a bar or a gothic themed concert or something, somewhere people are actually into that scene. maybe you’ll even score a goth chick or something along the lines of that

 

[swt]

It's clear you were influenced culturally by the wrong media, and now you wanting to be a beach boy is just another sign that again you are being influenced by new media, like the new GTA videogame, movies, etc

Never fall for such, it's just illusions. The mistake is made, just learn who you really are both weaknesses and strenghts instead of becoming something you are not just because of sudden periods of times of being impressed with propaganda.

ive always wanted to be a beach boy, and as a kid i was one, its quite literally who i am

then i just fell into a deep depression in my early teens and havent left my room since

 

[enlightful]

 

[Dojo]

i ruined my life and passed down the wrong image to people

fuck, everyone associates me with emo, gothic whatever the fuck, i have dark-ish themed edgy tattoos, and piercings
even if i took off my piercings, my tattoos are perminant, and the piercing scars are too

to be honest , i feel that i look good, im told that i look good, but this isnt the vibe i wanna pass down. fuck, i wanna be a beach boy listening to white girl pop music and partying every friday with my brunette becky, not because i feel like this life would be good, but because deep in my core its what i think i shouldve been if life didnt beat me down to developing personality disorders

Atleast you're cheating on sophie mirin

don't kill yourself bro

 

[Zeekie]

i ruined my life and passed down the wrong image to people

fuck, everyone associates me with emo, gothic whatever the fuck, i have dark-ish themed edgy tattoos, and piercings
even if i took off my piercings, my tattoos are perminant, and the piercing scars are too

to be honest , i feel that i look good, im told that i look good, but this isnt the vibe i wanna pass down. fuck, i wanna be a beach boy listening to white girl pop music and partying every friday with my brunette becky, not because i feel like this life would be good, but because deep in my core its what i think i shouldve been if life didnt beat me down to developing personality disorders

Do you know what rebranding yourself is?

 

[swt]

Do you know what rebranding yourself is?

what is it

 

[sigma boii]

It's clear you were influenced culturally by the wrong media, and now you wanting to be a beach boy is just another sign that again you are being influenced by new media, like the new GTA videogame, movies, etc

Never fall for such, it's just illusions. The mistake is made, just learn who you really are both weaknesses and strenghts instead of becoming something you are not just because of sudden periods of times of being impressed with propaganda.

Its clear OP is low T and high E and easily succumbs to influence

 

[Zeekie]

what is it

It's a concept that applies mostly in the context of business or as an artist, but I believe it has similar applications for self-development.

Artists do it as well, if you look at any long-running artist you'll see major changes in their style, clothes, music, even personality in interviews, this is very often deliberate. Some artists even go as far as creating personas (like David Bowie for example) to constantly reinvent their brand.

What's stopping you from reinventing yourself? Nobody's forcing you to stay the way you are if you feel that's not the real you, nobody cares if you were to completely change tomorrow, maybe it would be off to some people at the start but that's always part of the process of a rebranding.

Humans are not static, you have the right to reinvent yourself and not owe anybody an explanation.