I ruined my life.

[Lecherous]

I'm 20, but people are still digging up stuff I said 5 years ago to use it against me. If I ever make it big (on YouTube and my other projects, etc.) I think they're just going to spam any of my new followers with all the stuff I said when I was in a messed-up state of mind. (They've tried this before) Such as stuff from my edgy phase. I wish I could go back to the past and be a more positive individual.
I was so full of hate back then, and I have no idea why.
Even a lot of my oldest posts on this forum are idiotic and toxic af. All of it is tied to my real-life identity because I'm a very honest and low-inhib guy.
I want to be a more positive person and help make the world a better place. I don't post hateful stuff anymore. Not because of society, but I've genuinely had a change of heart and cringe at the old stuff I posted. That may be corny to some of you, but that's just how I feel.
Like racist stuff against black people, when one of my only good childhood friends was a black guy, and I remember how much he loved me.
I feel like a proper jerk for that. Even if I was mostly trolling, and I'm non-NT. I've been diagnosed with many mental illnesses in my life, so that's why I don't beat myself up about it too much, but other people will.
I said other messed-up stuff, too, like against women. I'm not a SIMP, and I consider myself to be blackpilled and understand how evil a lot of women can be, but at the same time, I was raised mostly by a single mom (my parents separated when I was about 7), and she has always supported me and continues to support me despite my never having had a serious job. Yet I said horrible things about women that people will never let me forget.

Let this be a stark warning to you all, but especially those who are younger than me. Be very careful with what you say; make sure you have the right speech. Integrity is genuinely very underrated in today's society. And I'm not telling you to never say anything controversial, speak the truth, and say what needs to be said, but you don't have to be full of hate and say things you will regret sooner or later.

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.
I'm finding it harder and harder to meet new people without going to echo chambers and then being left out.
On one side, we have the cruel and condescending, and on the other, we have the pure, perfect, and self-righteous who don't allow people to atone for their past mistakes.
I guess I'll just be left out of society and stuck in this eternal limbo.

March 26th, 2026 - 10:10 PM EST.

 

[Canthus]

67

 

[Outlander]

Brutal

 

[pleasevanity]

very wise and high iq post mirin

 

[sergdying]

I'm 20, but people are still digging up stuff I said 5 years ago to use it against me. If I ever make it big (on YouTube and my other projects, etc.) I think they're just going to spam any of my new followers with all the stuff I said when I was in a messed-up state of mind. (They've tried this before) Such as stuff from my edgy phase. I wish I could go back to the past and be a more positive individual.
I was so full of hate back then, and I have no idea why.
Even a lot of my oldest posts on this forum are idiotic and toxic af. All of it is tied to my real-life identity because I'm a very honest and low-inhib guy.
I want to be a more positive person and help make the world a better place. I don't post hateful stuff anymore. Not because of society, but I've genuinely had a change of heart and cringe at the old stuff I posted. That may be corny to some of you, but that's just how I feel.
Like racist stuff against black people, when one of my only good childhood friends was a black guy, and I remember how much he loved me.
I feel like a proper jerk for that. Even if I was mostly trolling, and I'm non-NT. I've been diagnosed with many mental illnesses in my life, so that's why I don't beat myself up about it too much, but other people will.
I said other messed-up stuff, too, like against women. I'm not a SIMP, and I consider myself to be blackpilled and understand how evil a lot of women can be, but at the same time, I was raised mostly by a single mom (my parents separated when I was about 7), and she has always supported me and continues to support me despite my never having had a serious job. Yet I said horrible things about women that people will never let me forget.

Let this be a stark warning to you all, but especially those who are younger than me. Be very careful with what you say; make sure you have the right speech. Integrity is genuinely very underrated in today's society. And I'm not telling you to never say anything controversial, speak the truth, and say what needs to be said, but you don't have to be full of hate and say things you will regret sooner or later.

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.
I'm finding it harder and harder to meet new people without going to echo chambers and then being left out.
On one side, we have the cruel and condescending, and on the other, we have the pure, perfect, and self-righteous who don't allow people to atone for their past mistakes.
I guess I'll just be left out of society and stuck in this eternal limbo.

March 26th, 2026 - 10:10 PM EST.

Dnr brah

 

[Lecherous]

TLDR: I said a bunch of crazy edgelord stuff as a teen, and the internet is forever, so I ruined my future prospects.

 

[Lecherous]

very wise and high iq post mirin

Thanks, bro. Appreciate it.

 

[fraudster#1]

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.

did read, never be extreme of any side

 

[Lecherous]

did read, never be extreme of any side

This is a decent rule of thumb. There are, of course, exceptions, but in general life is very nuanced altogether.

 

[lazyahhnigga]

cant be worse than mine Atleast bro

 

[chinkjutter2]

Delete your socials and restart your online life and spam Dnr to haters

 

[Lecherous]

cant be worse than mine Atleast bro

What happened, bro? If it's worse than mine, that would be some serious, crazy work.

 

[lazyahhnigga]

What happened, bro? If it's worse than mine, that would be some serious, crazy work.

I’m sad and disappointed with myself bro

 

[Lecherous]

Delete your socials and restart your online life and spam Dnr to haters

I've thought about this. I think I'll carry on with the accounts I have now, but any truly serious endeavors, I will just restart with anonymous accounts and never reveal my true identity. I don't mind carrying on with the ones I have right now but if I start anything new, I'm going to keep it under wraps.

 

[jjjjjjjjhhhhhhkkkkk]

I'm 20, but people are still digging up stuff I said 5 years ago to use it against me. If I ever make it big (on YouTube and my other projects, etc.) I think they're just going to spam any of my new followers with all the stuff I said when I was in a messed-up state of mind. (They've tried this before) Such as stuff from my edgy phase. I wish I could go back to the past and be a more positive individual.
I was so full of hate back then, and I have no idea why.
Even a lot of my oldest posts on this forum are idiotic and toxic af. All of it is tied to my real-life identity because I'm a very honest and low-inhib guy.
I want to be a more positive person and help make the world a better place. I don't post hateful stuff anymore. Not because of society, but I've genuinely had a change of heart and cringe at the old stuff I posted. That may be corny to some of you, but that's just how I feel.
Like racist stuff against black people, when one of my only good childhood friends was a black guy, and I remember how much he loved me.
I feel like a proper jerk for that. Even if I was mostly trolling, and I'm non-NT. I've been diagnosed with many mental illnesses in my life, so that's why I don't beat myself up about it too much, but other people will.
I said other messed-up stuff, too, like against women. I'm not a SIMP, and I consider myself to be blackpilled and understand how evil a lot of women can be, but at the same time, I was raised mostly by a single mom (my parents separated when I was about 7), and she has always supported me and continues to support me despite my never having had a serious job. Yet I said horrible things about women that people will never let me forget.

Let this be a stark warning to you all, but especially those who are younger than me. Be very careful with what you say; make sure you have the right speech. Integrity is genuinely very underrated in today's society. And I'm not telling you to never say anything controversial, speak the truth, and say what needs to be said, but you don't have to be full of hate and say things you will regret sooner or later.

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.
I'm finding it harder and harder to meet new people without going to echo chambers and then being left out.
On one side, we have the cruel and condescending, and on the other, we have the pure, perfect, and self-righteous who don't allow people to atone for their past mistakes.
I guess I'll just be left out of society and stuck in this eternal limbo.

March 26th, 2026 - 10:10 PM EST.

First mistake tying this forum to ur life

 

[Lecherous]

I’m sad and disappointed with myself bro

It's alright, you don't have to say it. Hopefully, others will learn from our mistakes at least.
I've thought about moving to a new country and changing my name. Maybe even some plastic surgery to avoid being recognized.
I probably won't do it, though, and just cope with the blowback.

 

[Flinn]

I'm 20, but people are still digging up stuff I said 5 years ago to use it against me. If I ever make it big (on YouTube and my other projects, etc.) I think they're just going to spam any of my new followers with all the stuff I said when I was in a messed-up state of mind. (They've tried this before) Such as stuff from my edgy phase. I wish I could go back to the past and be a more positive individual.
I was so full of hate back then, and I have no idea why.
Even a lot of my oldest posts on this forum are idiotic and toxic af. All of it is tied to my real-life identity because I'm a very honest and low-inhib guy.
I want to be a more positive person and help make the world a better place. I don't post hateful stuff anymore. Not because of society, but I've genuinely had a change of heart and cringe at the old stuff I posted. That may be corny to some of you, but that's just how I feel.
Like racist stuff against black people, when one of my only good childhood friends was a black guy, and I remember how much he loved me.
I feel like a proper jerk for that. Even if I was mostly trolling, and I'm non-NT. I've been diagnosed with many mental illnesses in my life, so that's why I don't beat myself up about it too much, but other people will.
I said other messed-up stuff, too, like against women. I'm not a SIMP, and I consider myself to be blackpilled and understand how evil a lot of women can be, but at the same time, I was raised mostly by a single mom (my parents separated when I was about 7), and she has always supported me and continues to support me despite my never having had a serious job. Yet I said horrible things about women that people will never let me forget.

Let this be a stark warning to you all, but especially those who are younger than me. Be very careful with what you say; make sure you have the right speech. Integrity is genuinely very underrated in today's society. And I'm not telling you to never say anything controversial, speak the truth, and say what needs to be said, but you don't have to be full of hate and say things you will regret sooner or later.

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.
I'm finding it harder and harder to meet new people without going to echo chambers and then being left out.
On one side, we have the cruel and condescending, and on the other, we have the pure, perfect, and self-righteous who don't allow people to atone for their past mistakes.
I guess I'll just be left out of society and stuck in this eternal limbo.

March 26th, 2026 - 10:10 PM EST.

Made me realise i should watch my words even on this forum

 

[chinkjutter2]

I've thought about this. I think I'll carry on with the accounts I have now, but any truly serious endeavors, I will just restart with anonymous accounts and never reveal my true identity. I don't mind carrying on with the ones I have right now but if I start anything new, I'm going to keep it under wraps.

Good plan. Also remember it’s never over yo, there is always hope to any bad situation you might be in at the moment

 

[lazyahhnigga]

It's alright, you don't have to say it. Hopefully, others will learn from our mistakes at least.
I've thought about moving to a new country and changing my name. Maybe even some plastic surgery to avoid being recognized.
I probably won't do it, though, and just cope with the blowback.

We all have to cope brother

 

[Lecherous]

First mistake tying this forum to ur life

Tbh. I was 15.5 and non-NT when I made this account in my defense. I was always told the internet is forever, but I didn't realize it until I was 19 or so.

 

[random subhuman]

I'm 20, but people are still digging up stuff I said 5 years ago to use it against me. If I ever make it big (on YouTube and my other projects, etc.) I think they're just going to spam any of my new followers with all the stuff I said when I was in a messed-up state of mind. (They've tried this before) Such as stuff from my edgy phase. I wish I could go back to the past and be a more positive individual.
I was so full of hate back then, and I have no idea why.
Even a lot of my oldest posts on this forum are idiotic and toxic af. All of it is tied to my real-life identity because I'm a very honest and low-inhib guy.
I want to be a more positive person and help make the world a better place. I don't post hateful stuff anymore. Not because of society, but I've genuinely had a change of heart and cringe at the old stuff I posted. That may be corny to some of you, but that's just how I feel.
Like racist stuff against black people, when one of my only good childhood friends was a black guy, and I remember how much he loved me.
I feel like a proper jerk for that. Even if I was mostly trolling, and I'm non-NT. I've been diagnosed with many mental illnesses in my life, so that's why I don't beat myself up about it too much, but other people will.
I said other messed-up stuff, too, like against women. I'm not a SIMP, and I consider myself to be blackpilled and understand how evil a lot of women can be, but at the same time, I was raised mostly by a single mom (my parents separated when I was about 7), and she has always supported me and continues to support me despite my never having had a serious job. Yet I said horrible things about women that people will never let me forget.

Let this be a stark warning to you all, but especially those who are younger than me. Be very careful with what you say; make sure you have the right speech. Integrity is genuinely very underrated in today's society. And I'm not telling you to never say anything controversial, speak the truth, and say what needs to be said, but you don't have to be full of hate and say things you will regret sooner or later.

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.
I'm finding it harder and harder to meet new people without going to echo chambers and then being left out.
On one side, we have the cruel and condescending, and on the other, we have the pure, perfect, and self-righteous who don't allow people to atone for their past mistakes.
I guess I'll just be left out of society and stuck in this eternal limbo.

March 26th, 2026 - 10:10 PM EST.

Read every molecule

 

[jjjjjjjjhhhhhhkkkkk]

Tbh. I was 15.5 and non-NT when I made this account in my defense. I was always told the internet is forever, but I didn't realize it until I was 19 or so.

I mean bro you really could leave everything behind and get a normal job its not like your life is over there is ppl in way worse situations

 

[Lecherous]

Made me realise i should watch my words even on this forum

I'm glad someone can take away something good from this. I think I had genuine potential in my life, but everything I've said will forever cast a dark shadow over me and my actions. I've even had people threatening to SWAT me and have me killed.
Be careful out here. Trust no one 100% except yourself, it's a dirty world.

 

[Lecherous]

Read every molecule

Thank you, bro.

 

[Lecherous]

I mean bro you really could leave everything behind and get a normal job its not like your life is over there is ppl in way worse situations

Yes, I know. But I had big aspirations and dreams for myself. But I've basically socially crippled myself and brutally killed any chance of achieving those dreams because of my past. Some of my stalkers leave comments on my YouTube channel, trying to tell my followers about stuff I said in the past. And I only have 583 subscribers.

 

[hullomethodispeak]

I'm 20, but people are still digging up stuff I said 5 years ago to use it against me. If I ever make it big (on YouTube and my other projects, etc.) I think they're just going to spam any of my new followers with all the stuff I said when I was in a messed-up state of mind. (They've tried this before) Such as stuff from my edgy phase. I wish I could go back to the past and be a more positive individual.
I was so full of hate back then, and I have no idea why.
Even a lot of my oldest posts on this forum are idiotic and toxic af. All of it is tied to my real-life identity because I'm a very honest and low-inhib guy.
I want to be a more positive person and help make the world a better place. I don't post hateful stuff anymore. Not because of society, but I've genuinely had a change of heart and cringe at the old stuff I posted. That may be corny to some of you, but that's just how I feel.
Like racist stuff against black people, when one of my only good childhood friends was a black guy, and I remember how much he loved me.
I feel like a proper jerk for that. Even if I was mostly trolling, and I'm non-NT. I've been diagnosed with many mental illnesses in my life, so that's why I don't beat myself up about it too much, but other people will.
I said other messed-up stuff, too, like against women. I'm not a SIMP, and I consider myself to be blackpilled and understand how evil a lot of women can be, but at the same time, I was raised mostly by a single mom (my parents separated when I was about 7), and she has always supported me and continues to support me despite my never having had a serious job. Yet I said horrible things about women that people will never let me forget.

Let this be a stark warning to you all, but especially those who are younger than me. Be very careful with what you say; make sure you have the right speech. Integrity is genuinely very underrated in today's society. And I'm not telling you to never say anything controversial, speak the truth, and say what needs to be said, but you don't have to be full of hate and say things you will regret sooner or later.

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.
I'm finding it harder and harder to meet new people without going to echo chambers and then being left out.
On one side, we have the cruel and condescending, and on the other, we have the pure, perfect, and self-righteous who don't allow people to atone for their past mistakes.
I guess I'll just be left out of society and stuck in this eternal limbo.

March 26th, 2026 - 10:10 PM EST.

There’s always gonna be someone with worse problems at the end of the day, or at least thats what I tell my chud self everyday

 

[jjjjjjjjhhhhhhkkkkk]

Yes, I know. But I had big aspirations and dreams for myself. But I've basically socially crippled myself and brutally killed any chance of achieving those dreams because of my past. Some of my stalkers leave comments on my YouTube channel, trying to tell my followers about stuff I said in the past. And I only have 583 subscribers.

look at what clavs posted on here and see where hes gone if its rly a issue js stop using the acc and org and do sum else with ur life

 

[Lecherous]

There’s always gonna be someone with worse problems at the end of the day, or at least thats what I tell my chud self everyday

Yes, I should be grateful for what I have, but I can't help but pity myself and be frustrated that I nuked certain life options into oblivion for literally no good reason except some 'lulz' and now I'm full of regret. It wasn't worth it at all.

 

[Philalethes]

youtube, ergo, exposition leaves you totally in the hand of outisde opinion. try to do something beyond that. also, you wrote that you grew up without your father as a lot of blackpillled guys did. don't fall for the stereotype of the guy who made his personality from the lack of a father figure at home.

 

[Lecherous]

look at what clavs posted on here and see where hes gone if its rly a issue js stop using the acc and org and do sum else with ur life

It goes far beyond what I've posted on here, and a lot of people in my town/area know about stuff I've said and done online.
I think I need to move to another state, but my only 2 family members and my only friend live in this area.

I've literally been excommunicated and shunned by some of my other family members because of the crash-outs I've had and my mental health issues, such as my schizophrenia and bipolar diagnoses. (Which I think is part of the reason I said all of that insane stuff to begin with).

I could delete this account today, and I could work myself to the bone trying to socialize and go to college, but these stalkers won't let it go, and they have all of my socials and know my area.

 

[Lecherous]

youtube, ergo, exposition leaves you totally in the hand of outisde opinion. try to do something beyond that. also, you wrote that you grew up without your father as a lot of blackpillled guys did.

That's true. Maybe I should, but creating videos is one of the only things I'm truly passionate about in life. I'm trying to branch out into other things, though. Focusing on one thing is quite volatile.

don't fall for the stereotype of the guy who made his personality from the lack of a father figure at home.

I'm a bit confused about what you mean tbh. Do you mean how most people think guys without a father are destined to be bums and thugs?

 

[dogedogedoge]

Everyone else on here needa wise up like this n realize their threats of violence and bs r low iq and stupid

 

[StyIix]

I'm 20, but people are still digging up stuff I said 5 years ago to use it against me. If I ever make it big (on YouTube and my other projects, etc.) I think they're just going to spam any of my new followers with all the stuff I said when I was in a messed-up state of mind. (They've tried this before) Such as stuff from my edgy phase. I wish I could go back to the past and be a more positive individual.
I was so full of hate back then, and I have no idea why.
Even a lot of my oldest posts on this forum are idiotic and toxic af. All of it is tied to my real-life identity because I'm a very honest and low-inhib guy.
I want to be a more positive person and help make the world a better place. I don't post hateful stuff anymore. Not because of society, but I've genuinely had a change of heart and cringe at the old stuff I posted. That may be corny to some of you, but that's just how I feel.
Like racist stuff against black people, when one of my only good childhood friends was a black guy, and I remember how much he loved me.
I feel like a proper jerk for that. Even if I was mostly trolling, and I'm non-NT. I've been diagnosed with many mental illnesses in my life, so that's why I don't beat myself up about it too much, but other people will.
I said other messed-up stuff, too, like against women. I'm not a SIMP, and I consider myself to be blackpilled and understand how evil a lot of women can be, but at the same time, I was raised mostly by a single mom (my parents separated when I was about 7), and she has always supported me and continues to support me despite my never having had a serious job. Yet I said horrible things about women that people will never let me forget.

Let this be a stark warning to you all, but especially those who are younger than me. Be very careful with what you say; make sure you have the right speech. Integrity is genuinely very underrated in today's society. And I'm not telling you to never say anything controversial, speak the truth, and say what needs to be said, but you don't have to be full of hate and say things you will regret sooner or later.

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.
I'm finding it harder and harder to meet new people without going to echo chambers and then being left out.
On one side, we have the cruel and condescending, and on the other, we have the pure, perfect, and self-righteous who don't allow people to atone for their past mistakes.
I guess I'll just be left out of society and stuck in this eternal limbo.

March 26th, 2026 - 10:10 PM EST.

Niggas need to watch what they say on .org only thing is if i make it big i will get backlash for saying some bad stuff about Asians (which i do t mean) i only do for muh rep

 

[Lecherous]

Everyone else on here needa wise up like this n realize their threats of violence and bs r low iq and stupid

I have friends who are in federal prison right now serving 10+ years for the insane stuff they've said online. It's no joke.

 

[Lecherous]

Niggas need to watch what they say on .org only thing is if i make it big i will get backlash for saying some bad stuff about Asians (which i do t mean) i only do for muh rep

True, I would honestly advise being more careful. You never know who or when stuff might come out, and it feels awful to have all your hard work ruined by some stupid crap you've said online when you were younger.
I don't agree with how far all of this cancel-culture stuff has gone, and especially how unforgiving and unnuanced people can be, but that's the world we are living in now.

I feel bad potentially alienating any of my supporters as well.

 

[dogedogedoge]

I have friends who are in federal prison right now serving 10+ years for the insane stuff they've said online. It's no joke.

Yep they needa kindnessmaxx

 

[StyIix]

True, I would honestly advise being more careful. You never know who or when stuff might come out, and it feels awful to have all your hard work ruined by some stupid crap you've said online when you were younger.
I don't agree with how far all of this cancel-culture stuff has gone, and especially how unforgiving and unnuanced people can be, but that's the world we are living in now.

I feel bad potentially alienating any of my supporters as well.

True i have been more careful of what i say but i dont thibk it will effect me

 

[Philalethes]

That's true. Maybe I should, but creating videos is one of the only things I'm truly passionate about in life. I'm trying to branch out into other things, though. Focusing on one thing is quite volatile.

I'm a bit confused about what you mean tbh. Do you mean how most people think guys without a father are destined to be bums and thugs?

So see it from the other side:
It's statistically impossible to achieve the degree of exposition youtube provides (hundreads of thousands of coments and views) without a lot of criticism. But having 20 negative opinions among hundreads of thousands is certainly softer than having them among your 20 school-class peers. To get to this many people you should become numb to it. Remember what Dali said, "whether good or bad, let them speak about me".

There's too much fuss about the presence of a father figure in the upbringing. That without one you'll become a looser of many sorts. It's kinda funny because I grew up listening to "singers that are mad at their dads" and most of them were amazing artists. Nevertheless, don't resume yourself to a stereotype of whatever circunstances came to you and prove yourself you can overcome them

 

[Philalethes]

Yep they needa kindnessmaxx

what happened to the first ammendment

 

[Lecherous]

So see it from the other side:
It's statistically impossible to achieve the degree of exposition youtube provides (hundreads of thousands of coments and views) without a lot of criticism. But having 20 negative opinions among hundreads of thousands is certainly softer than having them among your 20 school-class peers. To get to this many people you should become numb to it. Remember what Dali said, "whether good or bad, let them speak about me".

There's too much fuss about the presence of a father figure in the upbringing. That without one you'll become a looser of many sorts. It's kinda funny because I grew up listening to "singers that are mad at their dads" and most of them were amazing artists. Nevertheless, don't resume yourself to a stereotype of whatever circunstances came to you and prove yourself you can overcome them

You're right. Even Kanye, for example, still has tons of supporters, and even the ones who have turned on him and hate him often praise him for being one of the best hip-hop artists of all time despite all of his crash-outs and controversies. He also grew up without a dad.

Thanks for the high-IQ advice, man. I'll just have to harden myself like a rock and let the criticism and negative comments bounce off of me.

 

[dogedogedoge]

what happened to the first ammendment

What does the first amendment have to do with kindness? Sure you can say all that bullshit but that doesn’t mean you should. I also doubt even half of the sites users are American

 

[Philalethes]

What does the first amendment have to do with kindness? Sure you can say all that bullshit but that doesn’t mean you should. I also doubt even half of the sites users are American

The right to speech is sacred. Even to say bullshit

 

[dogedogedoge]

The right to speech is sacred. Even to say bullshit

Yea I didn’t say anything even remotely against that right I just said people need to wise up

 

[ewri]

Guy who's never heard of a burner account :

Sorry that happened to you though

 

[Whiteboard7]

I'm 20, but people are still digging up stuff I said 5 years ago to use it against me. If I ever make it big (on YouTube and my other projects, etc.) I think they're just going to spam any of my new followers with all the stuff I said when I was in a messed-up state of mind. (They've tried this before) Such as stuff from my edgy phase. I wish I could go back to the past and be a more positive individual.
I was so full of hate back then, and I have no idea why.
Even a lot of my oldest posts on this forum are idiotic and toxic af. All of it is tied to my real-life identity because I'm a very honest and low-inhib guy.
I want to be a more positive person and help make the world a better place. I don't post hateful stuff anymore. Not because of society, but I've genuinely had a change of heart and cringe at the old stuff I posted. That may be corny to some of you, but that's just how I feel.
Like racist stuff against black people, when one of my only good childhood friends was a black guy, and I remember how much he loved me.
I feel like a proper jerk for that. Even if I was mostly trolling, and I'm non-NT. I've been diagnosed with many mental illnesses in my life, so that's why I don't beat myself up about it too much, but other people will.
I said other messed-up stuff, too, like against women. I'm not a SIMP, and I consider myself to be blackpilled and understand how evil a lot of women can be, but at the same time, I was raised mostly by a single mom (my parents separated when I was about 7), and she has always supported me and continues to support me despite my never having had a serious job. Yet I said horrible things about women that people will never let me forget.

Let this be a stark warning to you all, but especially those who are younger than me. Be very careful with what you say; make sure you have the right speech. Integrity is genuinely very underrated in today's society. And I'm not telling you to never say anything controversial, speak the truth, and say what needs to be said, but you don't have to be full of hate and say things you will regret sooner or later.

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.
I'm finding it harder and harder to meet new people without going to echo chambers and then being left out.
On one side, we have the cruel and condescending, and on the other, we have the pure, perfect, and self-righteous who don't allow people to atone for their past mistakes.
I guess I'll just be left out of society and stuck in this eternal limbo.

March 26th, 2026 - 10:10 PM EST.

True brother sorry to hear all that happened

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

I'm 20, but people are still digging up stuff I said 5 years ago to use it against me. If I ever make it big (on YouTube and my other projects, etc.) I think they're just going to spam any of my new followers with all the stuff I said when I was in a messed-up state of mind. (They've tried this before) Such as stuff from my edgy phase. I wish I could go back to the past and be a more positive individual.
I was so full of hate back then, and I have no idea why.
Even a lot of my oldest posts on this forum are idiotic and toxic af. All of it is tied to my real-life identity because I'm a very honest and low-inhib guy.
I want to be a more positive person and help make the world a better place. I don't post hateful stuff anymore. Not because of society, but I've genuinely had a change of heart and cringe at the old stuff I posted. That may be corny to some of you, but that's just how I feel.
Like racist stuff against black people, when one of my only good childhood friends was a black guy, and I remember how much he loved me.
I feel like a proper jerk for that. Even if I was mostly trolling, and I'm non-NT. I've been diagnosed with many mental illnesses in my life, so that's why I don't beat myself up about it too much, but other people will.
I said other messed-up stuff, too, like against women. I'm not a SIMP, and I consider myself to be blackpilled and understand how evil a lot of women can be, but at the same time, I was raised mostly by a single mom (my parents separated when I was about 7), and she has always supported me and continues to support me despite my never having had a serious job. Yet I said horrible things about women that people will never let me forget.

Let this be a stark warning to you all, but especially those who are younger than me. Be very careful with what you say; make sure you have the right speech. Integrity is genuinely very underrated in today's society. And I'm not telling you to never say anything controversial, speak the truth, and say what needs to be said, but you don't have to be full of hate and say things you will regret sooner or later.

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.
I'm finding it harder and harder to meet new people without going to echo chambers and then being left out.
On one side, we have the cruel and condescending, and on the other, we have the pure, perfect, and self-righteous who don't allow people to atone for their past mistakes.
I guess I'll just be left out of society and stuck in this eternal limbo.

March 26th, 2026 - 10:10 PM EST.

This will be a tad bit longer comment, but I relate with your story.

I mean ur 20 (me too), I was also pretty hateful, revengeful and unforgiving dude when I was like 15-17. Kid you not, when I became more blackpilled and started improving my self, I started being friendlier to others and just more open and talkative.

At the end of the 10th grade when I was an obese fuck, I changed schools and my new class didn't like me too much, and tbh I was an asshole, I didn't show up to any class events and when our class was set to plan and setup the school prom, I provided 0 help. And when I showed up to the prom (with my friend lol), they didn't let me in and pretty much everyone started hating me. I kept my cool, didn't insult anybody in my class and a bit later started losing weight and being a better person overall, and people started liking me.

Even one of my classmates at the end of 12th grade told me that even though everyone hated me earlier, I turned out to be a nice guy and people just forgot about it and forgived me ig. I think the same goes for you, keep on being nice to others and don't worry about your past shit too much. Ik you mentioned that people still bring it up, but let them do that, you were a fucking underage teen back then, I mean who doesn't do stupid shit as a kid.

 

[Uraniumescent]

TLDR: I said a bunch of crazy edgelord stuff as a teen, and the internet is forever, so I ruined my future prospects.

such as?
And on what sites

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

I'm 20, but people are still digging up stuff I said 5 years ago to use it against me. If I ever make it big (on YouTube and my other projects, etc.) I think they're just going to spam any of my new followers with all the stuff I said when I was in a messed-up state of mind. (They've tried this before) Such as stuff from my edgy phase. I wish I could go back to the past and be a more positive individual.
I was so full of hate back then, and I have no idea why.
Even a lot of my oldest posts on this forum are idiotic and toxic af. All of it is tied to my real-life identity because I'm a very honest and low-inhib guy.
I want to be a more positive person and help make the world a better place. I don't post hateful stuff anymore. Not because of society, but I've genuinely had a change of heart and cringe at the old stuff I posted. That may be corny to some of you, but that's just how I feel.
Like racist stuff against black people, when one of my only good childhood friends was a black guy, and I remember how much he loved me.
I feel like a proper jerk for that. Even if I was mostly trolling, and I'm non-NT. I've been diagnosed with many mental illnesses in my life, so that's why I don't beat myself up about it too much, but other people will.
I said other messed-up stuff, too, like against women. I'm not a SIMP, and I consider myself to be blackpilled and understand how evil a lot of women can be, but at the same time, I was raised mostly by a single mom (my parents separated when I was about 7), and she has always supported me and continues to support me despite my never having had a serious job. Yet I said horrible things about women that people will never let me forget.

Let this be a stark warning to you all, but especially those who are younger than me. Be very careful with what you say; make sure you have the right speech. Integrity is genuinely very underrated in today's society. And I'm not telling you to never say anything controversial, speak the truth, and say what needs to be said, but you don't have to be full of hate and say things you will regret sooner or later.

Also, this world seems very polarized right now; being cruel is seen as 'cool' now. Being apathetic and condescending to those suffering is rewarded.
While others are so quick to throw anyone who disagrees with them slightly under the bus, like the religious types and leftists.
It's like you need to be a chud, a communist, or a religious zealot to interact with most people online.
I'm finding it harder and harder to meet new people without going to echo chambers and then being left out.
On one side, we have the cruel and condescending, and on the other, we have the pure, perfect, and self-righteous who don't allow people to atone for their past mistakes.
I guess I'll just be left out of society and stuck in this eternal limbo.

March 26th, 2026 - 10:10 PM EST.

but what if i just dont connect my face to it

 

[szenn]

so sad so sad ((

 

[AbelMakkonenTesfa]

just move and get new social medias