I saw my coworker die and i didn't feel anything

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This isn't a troll or corny attempt at attention seeking, basically what happend is my 56 yo coworker died of a heart attack it happend in front of me and my boss we tried to save him but i knew he was a goner when i saw him choking on his spit, the ambulance arrived after 10 minutes after his faint
And they tried saving him using machines and adrenaline shots but he was already gone, i couldn't feel anything only after they pronounced him dead i started to sob a little but only for about 10 seconds, then my friend offered me a ride home and told me after adrenaline kicks off I'm gonna feel it but even after 8 hours i don't feel anything and it feels like any other day is this normal or am i mentally unwell?


Tldr:coworker died in front of my eyes, didn't feel anything except a 10 second sob and the rest of my day was normal.
 
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well no shit he’s not your dad or best friend why would you care
 
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well no shit he’s not your dad or best friend why would you care
Knew him for like a year he was a nice guy and he thought me some stuff at work. But i get your point
 
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This isn't a troll or corny attempt at attention seeking, basically what happend is my 56 yo coworker died of a heart attack it happend in front of me and my boss we tried to save him but i knew he was a goner when i saw him choking on his spit, the ambulance arrived after 10 minutes after his faint
And they tried saving him using machines and adrenaline shots but he was already gone, i couldn't feel anything only after they pronounced him dead i started to sob a little but only for about 10 seconds, then my friend offered me a ride home and told me after adrenaline kicks off I'm gonna feel it but even after 8 hours i don't feel anything and it feels like any other day is this normal or am i mentally unwell?


Tldr:coworker died in front of my eyes, didn't feel anything except a 10 second sob and the rest of my day was normal.
Average or mb slightly lower level of empathy. The are rare cases of highly empathetic people who would actually care about random people death.
 
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Average or mb slightly lower level of empathy. The are rare cases of highly empathetic people who would actually care about random people death.
Compared to me, my boss and people around were crying, shaking and my boss even broke down as he knew the guy for well over 20+ years, in fact he wasn't actually a real coworker he was just a friend who would come to help us out at work to pass his time as he is retired from his original job. He was heavily ill aswell as he had 4 surgeries, and was taking heavy dosed of meds every day.
 
Average or mb slightly lower level of empathy. The are rare cases of highly empathetic people who would actually care about random people death.
I killed someone twice
 
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Compared to me, my boss and people around were crying, shaking and my boss even broke down as he knew the guy for well over 20+ years, in fact he wasn't actually a real coworker he was just a friend who would come to help us out at work to pass his time as he is retired from his original job. He was heavily ill aswell as he had 4 surgeries, and was taking heavy dosed of meds every day.
ha what a loser
 
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And your poor victim would suffer for hours probably
can you dm me? maybe we can talk more about some similar things
 
This isn't a troll or corny attempt at attention seeking, basically what happend is my 56 yo coworker died of a heart attack it happend in front of me and my boss we tried to save him but i knew he was a goner when i saw him choking on his spit, the ambulance arrived after 10 minutes after his faint
And they tried saving him using machines and adrenaline shots but he was already gone, i couldn't feel anything only after they pronounced him dead i started to sob a little but only for about 10 seconds, then my friend offered me a ride home and told me after adrenaline kicks off I'm gonna feel it but even after 8 hours i don't feel anything and it feels like any other day is this normal or am i mentally unwell?


Tldr:coworker died in front of my eyes, didn't feel anything except a 10 second sob and the rest of my day was normal.
wow
 
Its not cool to feel no sympathy, just means ypur own life is so useless that ypu cant bother to care about someone elses because of your own deep despair
 
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Its not cool to feel no sympathy, just means ypur own life is so useless that ypu cant bother to care about someone elses because of your own deep despair
Might be autism too
 
Proves my point, because authism is brain damage so obv you dont have time to think about others when your brain is litteraly deformed
Well yes some parts of ur brain do not work properly but you are born with it most of the time
 
Well yes some parts of ur brain do not work properly but you are born with it most of the tim
Yes but the main thing is that its just sad. No postive to dont feel anything apart drom being a in your own delusion land and misery
 
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Yes but the main thing is that its just sad. No postive to dont feel anything apart drom being a in your own delusion land and misery
Sure you have some strong points like hyperfixation and excelling in niche stuff hobbiess etc.. but the rest is a tragedy
 
Sure you have some strong points like hyperfixation and excelling in niche stuff hobbiess etc.. but the rest is a tragedy
Hyperfixate for what, being a working dog for a society ypu dont even belong and being gaslighted into to thinking ypu like the stuff you sre doing because you never experienced true belonging else where. Yea indeed sad, damn your pfp looks like a botched dog
 
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Hyperfixate for what, being a working dog for a society ypu dont even belong and being gaslighted into to thinking ypu like the stuff you sre doing because you never experienced true belonging else where. Yea indeed sad, damn your pfp looks like a botched dog
Of course , it's def a deficit overall . It is a nightmare to be NT and you'll feel like an alien in every social situation pretty much over if you are NV
 
Of course , it's def a deficit overall . It is a nightmare to be NT and you'll feel like an alien in every social situation pretty much over if you are NV
You are not nt if you feel like alien. But you be nt and feel that you sre ugly and recognize people hating on you. But if you feel like a alien you are probably authistic
 
You are not nt if you feel like alien. But you be nt and feel that you sre ugly and recognize people hating on you. But if you feel like a alien you are probably authistic
I am autistic , i have high cognition but i am retarded socially wise
 
Its not cool to feel no sympathy, just means ypur own life is so useless that ypu cant bother to care about someone elses because of your own deep despair
The dude is obviously not trying to act cool
 
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I am just trying to make him understand that being autistic and has no advantages. He seem to cope
I am fairly convinced you are too and never said it is an advantage tho
 
I am just trying to make him understand that being autistic and has no advantages. He seem to cope
Maybe, maybe not. But either way youre being a dick about it.

Its obvious that youre trying to insult him and then calling it "muh cold facts:soy:"
 
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Maybe so. But either way youre being a dick about it.

Its obvious that youre trying to insult him and then calling it "muh cold facts:soy:"
I am not educating a young fellow who is coping snd trying to convince himself its all good to be a outcast when its not.
 
Maybe, maybe not. But either way youre being a dick about it.

Its obvious that youre trying to insult him and then calling it "muh cold facts:soy:"
I literally said it is a deficit , it's objective the guy is in ragebaiting mode cause incel/neet rage
 
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Its not cool to feel no sympathy, just means ypur own life is so useless that ypu cant bother to care about someone elses because of your own deep despair
You can be born with low empathy level, cause your amygdala is not functioning properly, thats how psychopathy works. You may also be born with normal emapthy level, but after going through some horrible shit in life you start drowning in permanent hatred towards world, society and yourself. At some point you start deny or own feelings and emapthy, become pragmatic 2-faced and egocentric, thats how sociopathy and some cases of narcissism works. At some point you start experiencing gloat, because you cant stand feeling yourself alone in your despair anymore. I legit remember when i was in a depression and read about young people canser cases and felt pure pleasure realising that there are people existing in more horrible circumstances then me. I dont think that being low empathy or outcast is cool or whatever, anyway when the world hates you, its kinda natural when you hate it back. The main point that you shoud start loving yourself and progress any means necessary, embracing your survival instinct. Thats why i dont really blame people like Jeffrey Dahmer. Ofcourse the system shoud isolate such people, because they are dangerous, but i dont really blame them anyway



 
You can be born with low empathy level, cause your amygdala is not functioning properly, thats how psychopathy works. You may also be born with normal emapthy level, but after going through some horrible shit in life you start drowning in permanent hatred towards world, society and yourself. At some point you start deny or own feelings and emapthy, become pragmatic 2-faced and egocentric, thats how sociopathy and some cases of narcissism works. At some point you start experiencing gloat, because you cant stand feeling yourself alone in your despair anymore. I legit remember when i was in a depression and read about young people canser cases and felt pure pleasure realising that there are people existing in more horrible circumstances then me. I dont think that being low empathy or outcast is cool or whatever, anyway when the world hates you, its kinda natural when you hate it back. The main point that you shoud start loving yourself and progress any means necessary, embracing your survival instinct. Thats why i dont really blame people like Jeffrey Dahmer. Ofcourse the system shoud isolate such people, because they are dangerous, but i dont really blame them anyway




Ugly is ugly, braindamage is braindamage
 
This isn't a troll or corny attempt at attention seeking, basically what happend is my 56 yo coworker died of a heart attack it happend in front of me and my boss we tried to save him but i knew he was a goner when i saw him choking on his spit, the ambulance arrived after 10 minutes after his faint
And they tried saving him using machines and adrenaline shots but he was already gone, i couldn't feel anything only after they pronounced him dead i started to sob a little but only for about 10 seconds, then my friend offered me a ride home and told me after adrenaline kicks off I'm gonna feel it but even after 8 hours i don't feel anything and it feels like any other day is this normal or am i mentally unwell?


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it s normal
 
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He was heavily ill aswell as he had 4 surgeries, and was taking heavy dosed of meds every day.
Hard to feel sympathy for such people when we get socially shunned for being healthy.
 
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