I should have died a long time ago, don't know what's still keeping me alive.

ChadFucksYourOneitis

ChadFucksYourOneitis

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All I can remember about my childhood are bullying , humilating and rejections from middle school to the end of high school. Was almost getting a girlfriend but let her go because I'm already blackpilled and jaded enough about life and society.

I see people enjoy their beautiful and successful lives. Love and relationship are generally alien concepts for me. I haven't celebrated any birthday since 2015.

I'm in college and still thinking about a girl from 5 years ago. I thought I found my first love but it turned out it was just a prank but it was still the closest thing I ever had to love.It was one of my best memories after my dad brought a NVDIA graphic card for me to play GTA IV when I was 14.

Don't know what is really keeping me coping and living . I should have seen the eternal dark rest long time ago.

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I should have met the lord and stayed with him long time ago.
 
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