I should have killed myself in 2020

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everything after February 2 of 2020 is a bad dream. I died on that day, i felt it. I was never the same person after that, i never smiled again, i never enjoyed anything again, i didnt even feel like a man anymore. It was a strange sensation, it wasnt sadness, it wasnt pain, it was a feeling of emptiness like I lost my heart or something.

the past three years im a zombie. I cant take this anymore, i should not be in this world, i dont belong here anymore dammit. The sky, the earth, the air, etc, they dont taste the same anymore, this place is a cemetary. I have pushed myself to great limits and still didnt get a release.
 
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i shouldve ended it at the end of 2021
 
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I should’ve ended it on Saturday 12.July 2017 on 8:30 PM, after I lost 100 euros on a soccer bet
 
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