I should leave my family, move countries, and never return

[Deleted member 16501]

Nothing personal against my family, but I'm in a world, a society, that's fallen and untenable to build anything for myself upon

If I had any balls I'd leave my family, go to Africa, start a family, and barely contact my own family again

I don't have the balls to bring an African girl home to my Indian family- fucking close minded curries would constantly criticize me

That's honestly my problem. That's where the block is in my life

I've been into Afro women for 5.5 years now- I could have been fucking them like crazy all that time if I had the balls to date them

I'm in quite a pickle here. I'm a coward of a man right now

have to admit that

 

[Tabula Rasa]

chase ur dreams

 

[Gladiator]

Move to Nigeria.

 

[forevermirin]

I've been a raging homosexual for 5.5 years now