Gren
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LMAO I thought only CUCKS could be in this situation. Actually I’m 100% a BETA CUCK now. FML.
I was totally delusional and clueless on this one.
I know this girl for like eight years now, she seriously asked me to fuck her when I was 16, but I was a virgin and she wasn’t matching my PSL expectations and my conservatives opinions about sex, and I told myself she was an easy girl so I refused (I sisterzoned her lmao telling she was like a sister to me
). This would have meant her defloration and to this point, I regret it so badly today. Well I was right about her fate though, she fucked around 50 guys, and she told me about some of them I knew. I mean, this girl would fuck every good looking guy she sees. She also sickened me when she told me she fucked a disgusting brad I knew.
She’s a 5/10, a bit recessed chin, but man she has these blue eyes… I think she looks match a lot of guys here, but of course, she wouldn’t fuck a guy who's below 6-7/10.
[it's been 8-10 years, not exactly sure when we first met]. Well, we are not in the same city anymore these days, and while I told her I was back to see my parents, she asked me to come to her place, and we would watch some Netflix movies. In my head, it was totally a free fuck session, I took condoms etc... Yeah well, you read the title right.
1 or 2 hours before we shall meet, she tells me she has a headache, etc (seemed like a total lie to chicken out), I asked her if she wouldn’t prefer me to come tomorrow, she says no, so I guess it's just attention whoring.
By the way, she woke up at 4 P.M while I'm up since 7 A.M, so I'm not fresh, she is. So I don't have much time before I'm knocked out with fatigue, and I know it.
So I arrive, everything is ok. But right away, at the moment we sit on her large couch, she takes distance (1-1.5m, a bit awkward at first, I thought she would put her head on my shoulders right away ngl). I’m like « what the fuck is she doing, do I smell? ». [I've been to her place a lot back then, and we were super close. it's the first time she's this distant...] But ok, let it be, she'll probably get closer. She tells me about her life, and everything, she does all the conversation, and I can’t relate (considering I'm here...), but I'm like "yeah what a motherfucker" "oh what has she become?" while I don't give a fuck.
We drink some beer, I try an approach, but she’s like « no you ain’t gonna hug me ».
(she doesn't say it, but she's so distant, wtf)
Tried 3 times, failed 3 times.
Okay so to this point I accept it, she thinks I'm her gay friend, I'm not gonna stay any longer. I say I'm tired and will probably go home asap. And then she tells me like three times "wanna sleep in my bed"? Is that an invitation? FUCK YEAH I'M GONNA FUCK HER, ALL THIS WASTED TIME WAS NOT VAIN.
But I'm very tired though so if she aint coming to me right away I could sleep and fuck her when I wake up. I'm in the bed for 30 minutes now I'm in this position
, she comes an gives me an awesome massage. I ask for a hug [come to the bed and hug me, stop playing the hard to get bitch] huh huh she just hugs me from behind; a strange shitty hug and she did it for 2 seconds lmao.
Then she left and goes back to netflix for 30 minutes. And then she comes to sleep. Ok so right now, last-ditch attempt, i move my foot to hers, and she immediately move it away and tells "hey get it away".
Ok...
So I'm in her bed, with her, and can't do anything. She was also moaning in her sleep which gave me some boners. Man the frustration...
I wake up at 9 A.M and I steal away, just saying goodbye, she asked me to say when I'm free this weekend so we could meet again.
Do you think I could have fucked her, or was I her gay friend from the beginning?
I'm so beta. Can't believe it, did I turn out 100% aspie now? Man I could have jumped on her in bed, but who tells me she wouldn't have seen it as rape attempt? Don't want to end up in court. What could have I done differently?
I was totally delusional and clueless on this one.
I know this girl for like eight years now, she seriously asked me to fuck her when I was 16, but I was a virgin and she wasn’t matching my PSL expectations and my conservatives opinions about sex, and I told myself she was an easy girl so I refused (I sisterzoned her lmao telling she was like a sister to me
). This would have meant her defloration and to this point, I regret it so badly today. Well I was right about her fate though, she fucked around 50 guys, and she told me about some of them I knew. I mean, this girl would fuck every good looking guy she sees. She also sickened me when she told me she fucked a disgusting brad I knew.
She’s a 5/10, a bit recessed chin, but man she has these blue eyes… I think she looks match a lot of guys here, but of course, she wouldn’t fuck a guy who's below 6-7/10.
[it's been 8-10 years, not exactly sure when we first met]. Well, we are not in the same city anymore these days, and while I told her I was back to see my parents, she asked me to come to her place, and we would watch some Netflix movies. In my head, it was totally a free fuck session, I took condoms etc... Yeah well, you read the title right.
1 or 2 hours before we shall meet, she tells me she has a headache, etc (seemed like a total lie to chicken out), I asked her if she wouldn’t prefer me to come tomorrow, she says no, so I guess it's just attention whoring.
By the way, she woke up at 4 P.M while I'm up since 7 A.M, so I'm not fresh, she is. So I don't have much time before I'm knocked out with fatigue, and I know it.
So I arrive, everything is ok. But right away, at the moment we sit on her large couch, she takes distance (1-1.5m, a bit awkward at first, I thought she would put her head on my shoulders right away ngl). I’m like « what the fuck is she doing, do I smell? ». [I've been to her place a lot back then, and we were super close. it's the first time she's this distant...] But ok, let it be, she'll probably get closer. She tells me about her life, and everything, she does all the conversation, and I can’t relate (considering I'm here...), but I'm like "yeah what a motherfucker" "oh what has she become?" while I don't give a fuck.
We drink some beer, I try an approach, but she’s like « no you ain’t gonna hug me ».
Tried 3 times, failed 3 times.
Okay so to this point I accept it, she thinks I'm her gay friend, I'm not gonna stay any longer. I say I'm tired and will probably go home asap. And then she tells me like three times "wanna sleep in my bed"? Is that an invitation? FUCK YEAH I'M GONNA FUCK HER, ALL THIS WASTED TIME WAS NOT VAIN.
But I'm very tired though so if she aint coming to me right away I could sleep and fuck her when I wake up. I'm in the bed for 30 minutes now I'm in this position
Then she left and goes back to netflix for 30 minutes. And then she comes to sleep. Ok so right now, last-ditch attempt, i move my foot to hers, and she immediately move it away and tells "hey get it away".
Ok...
So I'm in her bed, with her, and can't do anything. She was also moaning in her sleep which gave me some boners. Man the frustration...
I wake up at 9 A.M and I steal away, just saying goodbye, she asked me to say when I'm free this weekend so we could meet again.
Do you think I could have fucked her, or was I her gay friend from the beginning?
I'm so beta. Can't believe it, did I turn out 100% aspie now? Man I could have jumped on her in bed, but who tells me she wouldn't have seen it as rape attempt? Don't want to end up in court. What could have I done differently?
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