I sometimes get so mad I want to commit suicide

[asdvek]

Like sometimes i actually get so mad. Im not even the type of the guy that u would annoy 5 seconds then i snap and shit. But sometimes like i actually get extremely mad

And those times i either
1. Want to do things to the person doing shit me which i wont talk about the things i would do
2. If a person is not causing it and i get very mad or my cortisol gets spiked hard i wanna kill myself in agony, like commit a painful way of suicide or just kms without pain. Depends on situation

 

[Deleted member 120494]

Low frequency shame guilt spiral.

 

[asdvek]

Low frequency shame guilt spiral.

In current situation its 1st case
I wanna kill this fly annoying me

 

[thecel]

same

 

[makelpogogoyzera]

same

 

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