skibidirizzler
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I think this is punishment for being bad in the past. I was such a good looking child growing up and then puberty happened and boom I'm below average or sometimes ugly.
I remember I did so many things that I regret, like treating my parents like shit, crying all the time, being retarded in general. In my teen years I was depressed for no reason and I locked myself up at home. My parents were always worried about me and cared.
It took very long for me to realize how immature and how how dumb I was. Now I am still a lazy fuck but at least I'm grateful to a certain point.
Now I think God just punished me for that and changed my phenotype completely. My nose is now bulbous, my lips are humongous, my eyes are small, my face is fat.
I look at some of my pears, who are also on the unfortunate side and their character is also not the best. Maybe it's because of the negative feedback loop but I don't think so. Some of them seem to not care about looks or don't acknowledge that they are unattractive.
I think God makes fun and kind people attractive. Even though there are countless chads who are evil like Richard Ramirez idc. I want to believe that and I think there are exceptions and I can cope. Maybe if I will be better as a person God will help me
I remember I did so many things that I regret, like treating my parents like shit, crying all the time, being retarded in general. In my teen years I was depressed for no reason and I locked myself up at home. My parents were always worried about me and cared.
It took very long for me to realize how immature and how how dumb I was. Now I am still a lazy fuck but at least I'm grateful to a certain point.
Now I think God just punished me for that and changed my phenotype completely. My nose is now bulbous, my lips are humongous, my eyes are small, my face is fat.
I look at some of my pears, who are also on the unfortunate side and their character is also not the best. Maybe it's because of the negative feedback loop but I don't think so. Some of them seem to not care about looks or don't acknowledge that they are unattractive.
I think God makes fun and kind people attractive. Even though there are countless chads who are evil like Richard Ramirez idc. I want to believe that and I think there are exceptions and I can cope. Maybe if I will be better as a person God will help me