I sometimes wish I was a truecel. Or Over tier disability

[Deleted member 11126]

I've had luck maybe 2-3 times in my life with women. I look normal enough acne holds me back but never been called ugly. @Zer0/∞ has it easy he can try or fail and it never really mattered because he never had a chance. A guy like that realizes its over by 14.

Meanwhile normies or subnormies are simmering in what could have been. If you don't try you always have the voice that tells you that if you had tried or if things had gone differently you wouldn't be such a fuck up. If @Zer0/∞ ropes maybe people will feel bad but none will blame him they would all understand. I feel like if I killed myself people would think of it as a waste I wish I was objectively disabled physically so I could die without guilt and regret.

The small amount of hope inside me is killing me. I can't give up because I know there's a small chance I can change things I wish I would just have a good life or a life so bad that I could be a neet or kms

 

[Deleted member 24586]

I didn't read any of that but same. I'm not necessarily ugly but I'm not good looking either and so while it's not over it also never really began so I constantly have hope that I'll get a girl but deep down I know that it's going to be very difficult.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Looks purgatory is hell. You aren't ugly enough for people to feel bad for or for you to objecitvely give up. But you also are not going to for sure have a good life.

Not good looking enough to be confident not bad enough to rot or be nihilistic all day

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I didn't read any of that but same. I'm not necessarily ugly but I'm not good looking either and so while it's not over it also never really began so I constantly have hope that I'll get a girl but deep down I know that it's going to be very difficult.

Yeah its sometiems better to have no hope then small amounts of hope that never are realized. I think its easier for truecels who are foreveralone. At least they can make peace with it early.

If you aren't deformed there's always a small amount of hope. Or if you've gotten a gf once your brain won't let you entirely give up because there is one piece of evidence one beam of light shinning through the cracks. That beam of light will either be what saves you or drive you utterly insane. Hope is generally a good thing because in many cases it was life and death. You hope that you can survive either you fail and die or you stay alive. But being perpetually in a state of failing your hopes is a nightmare on earth.

A real truecel on the other hand never had any hope they knew it was over since childhood