i spent my teenage years thinking i’d die, now i have no future

[swt]

i spent all of my teenage years thinking i’d die, i was aware i could die any giving moment so i didn’t even give life a shot, i don’t know how to do anything, literally anything, nothing, i know NOTHING about cars, NOTHING about money making, NOTHING about how anything works.

meanwhile i know this is all false, just man made artificial shit that we wouldn’t know in nature, i can’t help but be bothered by it, because i’m stuck in this manmade system , and to not live miserably i have to know how to work with the man made things.

my only way for retribution is to go live in the woods, living a natural lifestyle, but i don’t know how i’m going to make that work.

in other words, im now an adult, but i know no more than a 12 yr old. i’ve never been taught these things by my parents either because they were too busy focussing in their relationship problems and cheating on eachother instead of helping their child develop, they taught me nothing. and me, being traumatic from the start, i just wanted to die and i was waiting for it to come to me, i never bothered learning anything on my own that my parents didn’t bother teaching me cuz i simply didn’t see it as important cuz i thought i’d die soon. turns out i didn’t, now i’m just a unemployed, childish adult.


what do i even do? i have no idea on what i’m doing in life, literally nothing i’m not exaggerating i don’t know anything, i’m gonna be a NEET for life i feel like

again what do i do? i posted before about this, i got no good advice or feedback just people tryna troll, im going thru a genuine struggle and the normies in this forum fail to understand.

 

[thorns]

it's all in your head. if you are smart enough to understand society is an artificial concept, you have more than enough to live. the system is made for average to below iq people.

 

[swt]

it's all in your head. if you are smart enough to understand society is an artificial concept, you have more than enough to live. the system is made for average to below iq people.

lifefuel, so you think i still got a shot?

 

[thorns]

lifefuel, so you think i still got a shot?

what i'm tryna say is that it's intuitive to live, you'll figure things out. there's no such thing as not knowing what to do, unless you are very dumb which is not your case. I assume you live in europe? jfl, what are you worried about

 

[swt]

what i'm tryna say is that it's intuitive to live, you'll figure things out. there's no such thing as not knowing what to do, unless you are very dumb which is not your case. I assume you live in europe? jfl, what are you worried about

i live in the usa

 

[thorns]

i live in the usa

It's almost the same thing, brother. You’ll be fine—just enjoy the fall of the world, light up a cigarette or whatever you enjoy. We’re in the minimal effort era; you can make money without leaving your room, and it’s surprisingly accessible if you put just a bit of thought into it. Once you have money coming in from home, you’re richer than any emperor or king who ever lived. You won’t die from some random bacteria, you’ll eat well, have comfort, and plenty of free time. No one before us ever had it this good—no one.

I can’t give you a blueprint for unfucking your life, because it’s up to you to decide what to do and figure out how to do it. But honestly, your life probably isn’t even that messed up in the first place. I’m glad to see more people realizing that late capitalist society is just a man-made joke. I wish you the best, and don’t put pressure on yourself. We were made to chill in the woods, not to stress over this retarded rpg game we were put in.

 

[MoggerM]

i spent all of my teenage years thinking i’d die, i was aware i could die any giving moment so i didn’t even give life a shot, i don’t know how to do anything, literally anything, nothing, i know NOTHING about cars, NOTHING about money making, NOTHING about how anything works.

meanwhile i know this is all false, just man made artificial shit that we wouldn’t know in nature, i can’t help but be bothered by it, because i’m stuck in this manmade system , and to not live miserably i have to know how to work with the man made things.

my only way for retribution is to go live in the woods, living a natural lifestyle, but i don’t know how i’m going to make that work.

in other words, im now an adult, but i know no more than a 12 yr old. i’ve never been taught these things by my parents either because they were too busy focussing in their relationship problems and cheating on eachother instead of helping their child develop, they taught me nothing. and me, being traumatic from the start, i just wanted to die and i was waiting for it to come to me, i never bothered learning anything on my own that my parents didn’t bother teaching me cuz i simply didn’t see it as important cuz i thought i’d die soon. turns out i didn’t, now i’m just a unemployed, childish adult.


what do i even do? i have no idea on what i’m doing in life, literally nothing i’m not exaggerating i don’t know anything, i’m gonna be a NEET for life i feel like

again what do i do? i posted before about this, i got no good advice or feedback just people tryna troll, im going thru a genuine struggle and the normies in this forum fail to understand.