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i spent all of my teenage years thinking i’d die, i was aware i could die any giving moment so i didn’t even give life a shot, i don’t know how to do anything, literally anything, nothing, i know NOTHING about cars, NOTHING about money making, NOTHING about how anything works.
meanwhile i know this is all false, just man made artificial shit that we wouldn’t know in nature, i can’t help but be bothered by it, because i’m stuck in this manmade system , and to not live miserably i have to know how to work with the man made things.
my only way for retribution is to go live in the woods, living a natural lifestyle, but i don’t know how i’m going to make that work.
in other words, im now an adult, but i know no more than a 12 yr old. i’ve never been taught these things by my parents either because they were too busy focussing in their relationship problems and cheating on eachother instead of helping their child develop, they taught me nothing. and me, being traumatic from the start, i just wanted to die and i was waiting for it to come to me, i never bothered learning anything on my own that my parents didn’t bother teaching me cuz i simply didn’t see it as important cuz i thought i’d die soon. turns out i didn’t, now i’m just a unemployed, childish adult.
what do i even do? i have no idea on what i’m doing in life, literally nothing i’m not exaggerating i don’t know anything, i’m gonna be a NEET for life i feel like
again what do i do? i posted before about this, i got no good advice or feedback just people tryna troll, im going thru a genuine struggle and the normies in this forum fail to understand.
meanwhile i know this is all false, just man made artificial shit that we wouldn’t know in nature, i can’t help but be bothered by it, because i’m stuck in this manmade system , and to not live miserably i have to know how to work with the man made things.
my only way for retribution is to go live in the woods, living a natural lifestyle, but i don’t know how i’m going to make that work.
in other words, im now an adult, but i know no more than a 12 yr old. i’ve never been taught these things by my parents either because they were too busy focussing in their relationship problems and cheating on eachother instead of helping their child develop, they taught me nothing. and me, being traumatic from the start, i just wanted to die and i was waiting for it to come to me, i never bothered learning anything on my own that my parents didn’t bother teaching me cuz i simply didn’t see it as important cuz i thought i’d die soon. turns out i didn’t, now i’m just a unemployed, childish adult.
what do i even do? i have no idea on what i’m doing in life, literally nothing i’m not exaggerating i don’t know anything, i’m gonna be a NEET for life i feel like
again what do i do? i posted before about this, i got no good advice or feedback just people tryna troll, im going thru a genuine struggle and the normies in this forum fail to understand.