I still dream about my high school crushes

[Debetro]

I lost count on how many years have passed since I ended school and became an hermit.

But there's some girls that are still in my head after all this many years.

I just woke up from a dream where I was talking with them in some sort of classroom. I was feeling butterflies in my stomach but then I woke up and currently feel terrible after the dose of nostalgia and depression I got.

Teen years hit different, now I'm old and in decline while having not experienced teen love. And it feels bad. But I accept it. I'm more of a cannon fodder type of man I guess.

@flippasav @STAMPEDE @optimisticzoomer @hopecel @MoggerGaston

 

[optimisticzoomer]

- 17 year old

 

[optimisticzoomer]

How do u still have crushes on them when u imagine them shitting/farting??

 

[Epochs]

I lost count on how many years have passed since I ended school and became an hermit.

But there's some girls that are still in my head after all this many years.

I just woke up from a dream where I was talking with them in some sort of classroom. I was feeling butterflies in my stomach but then I woke up and currently feel terrible after the dose of nostalgia and depression I got.

Teen years hit different, now I'm old and in decline while having not experienced teen love. And it feels bad. But I accept it. I'm more of a cannon fodder type of man I guess.

@flippasav @STAMPEDE @optimisticzoomer @hopecel @MoggerGaston

Man i relate hard.Cant even explain tbh

 

[flippasav]

Brutal bro, I am gonna make another oenitis post soon I will tag you in it

 

[psychomandible]

Last year of high school and I think about my year 7 and primary school crushes

 

[STAMPEDE]

Sadly I can’t relate tbh, I never had any crushes ever, it’s just impossible for me to develop love or any crushes idk, could be my aspd

 

[Looks over NT]

- 17 year old

Hes 17 years old or 36 years old depending on his mood

 

[optimisticzoomer]

Hes 17 years old or 36 years old depending on his mood

The difference with his larps and most larps is that with most people, u can at least get some sense of who they are. Whereas with OP, everything he says is larp, so it's not even like u take anything he says seriously even for a second

 

[Debetro]

- 17 year old

I wish. Years ago when I turned 17 I was crying in my room the whole day because of how time flew and how I no longer was 14-15. Imagine now .

14 to 17 felt way slower than from 17 to now. I look back on time and remember some things that happened in 2022 or 2023 and can't believe it's been 2-3 years.

I'm sure if you are constantly living life and doing stuff then it doesn't feel this way.

How do u still have crushes on them when u imagine them shitting/farting??

Doesn't make me uncomfortable. They are beautiful enough.

Man i relate hard.Cant even explain tbh

I can see my life flashing before my eyes...

Sadly I can’t relate tbh, I never had any crushes ever, it’s just impossible for me to develop love or any crushes idk, could be my aspd

For me blackpill or looks theory doesn't interfere. The only difference is that I'm well aware on why I'm attracted to a certain type of girls and why girls were never attracted to me. But that's all anything else is doomer mental masturbation.

 

[optimisticzoomer]

They are beautiful enough.

Like trees or beautiful scenery. Just something you appreciate in the moment, with no twisted intentions

 

[IgnitionCoilAMG GT]

Very real thread tbh op. Some people don't know the real world

 

[Debetro]

Like trees or beautiful scenery. Just something you appreciate in the moment, with no twisted intentions

Yes, yes. I'm not a degenerate.

 

[optimisticzoomer]

Yes, yes. I'm not a degenerate.

Still, you gotta overcome this nonsense
Attachment is the source of suffering

 

[truthhurts]

18 year old fella philosophizing like Schopenhauer

 

[IgnitionCoilAMG GT]

18 year old fella philosophizing like Schopenhauer

Yeah even I was surprised by how real ts shi gets

 

[truthhurts]

Yeah even I was surprised by how real ts shi gets

Even my realness can’t overcome the real realness

 

[optimisticzoomer]

18 year old fella philosophizing like Schopenhauer

 

[IgnitionCoilAMG GT]

Even my realness can’t overcome the real realness

This is the real world nigga. No sunshine and rainbows. Gotta lock in

 

[truthhurts]

But on a serious note I can relate to you OP

 

[Debetro]

Still, you gotta overcome this nonsense
Attachment is the source of suffering

That's true... But I want love.
I'm a male feminist with a very great personality.

18 year old fella philosophizing like Schopenhauer

19 with no fat pads and collagen left.

But on a serious note I can relate to you OP

15 yo btw.

 

[truthhurts]

That's true... But I want love.
I'm a male feminist with a very great personality.

19 with no fat pads and collagen left.

15 yo btw.

20

 

[trvechud]

Brutal, I fear ts happening if I dont lose virginity as a teen

 

[Debetro]

20

I thought you were 15.

Brutal, I fear ts happening if I dont lose virginity as a teen

It's not about virginity. Being virgin mogs. @optimisticzoomer

 

[optimisticzoomer]

That's true... But I want love.
I'm a male feminist with a very great personality.

19 with no fat pads and collagen left.

15 yo btw.

"Love" = attachment = suffering

Also, you have your parents' love

 

[trvechud]

It's not about virginity. BeIng a virgin mogs.

I understand, but if a foid doesn't fuck you she'll cheat on you even if she was absolutely into you

 

[Debetro]

I understand, but if a foid doesn't fuck you she'll cheat on you even if she was absolutely into you

That's what these modern ones do, indeed. Rare to find one that isn't like that. But most men are garbage too.

 

[optimisticzoomer]

I understand, but if a foid doesn't fuck you she'll cheat on you even if she was absolutely into you

Wrong. Intercourse destroys any spark in the relationship. Things get stale

 

[Debetro]

Wrong. Intercourse destroys any spark in the relationship. Things get stale

Very true. After first coitus happens you are supposed to go through the pregnancy phase and then fatherhood. If you only have empty sterile coitus, the relationship will stagnate, get boring and eventually end. People in the past knew better.

 

[trvechud]

Wrong. Intercourse destroys any spark in the relationship. Things get stale

Biologically makes nos sense

 

[Debetro]

Biologically makes nos sense

Very true. After first coitus happens you are supposed to go through the pregnancy phase and then fatherhood. If you only have empty sterile coitus, the relationship will stagnate, get boring and eventually end. People in the past knew better.

 

[optimisticzoomer]

Biologically makes nos sense

Biologically irrelevant either way
Psychologically makes sense

 

[trvechud]

Very true. After first coitus happens you are supposed to go through the pregnancy phase and then fatherhood. If you only have empty sterile coitus, the relationship will stagnate, get boring and eventually end. People in the past knew better.

Women will fuck chad even if they don't get pregnant

 

[cute]

- 17 year old

I lost count on how many years have passed since I ended school and became an hermit.

 

[Debetro]

Women will fuck chad even if they don't get pregnant

And?

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There are 80% chances I have more wrinkles than you.

 

[Daddy's Home]

I like how sometimes, after some time, after months without dreams, life throws me a total random dream where a very attractive girl appears and flirts with me, we end up hugging, I kiss her on the forehead, she kisses me on the cheek and then on the lips, and then the dream ends..

It's like life wants to give me a little more motivation and ambition sometimes, to want to keep on living, not to lose hope, to hope that this will materialize in real life at some point..

It's a very funny situation..

 

[trvechud]

And?

I've never heard of a relationship getting stale after fucking the first time. If you could provide some evidence I'd change my mind

 

[Debetro]

I've never heard of a relationship getting stale after fucking the first time. If you could provide some evidence I'd change my mind

If you don't impregnate her afterwards she will most likely cheat on you and tell you the relationship has got boring. Or you may be the one eventually cheating on her or ending it because things got boring and no longer function as they used to. It's how biology and nature work.

 

[Debetro]

@Bitchwhipper2

 

[Debetro]

Still, you gotta overcome this nonsense
Attachment is the source of suffering

I swear the dream was so vivid. All I was doing was talking with a cute blonde girl in a classroom or a library I don't know what that was. That was enough to make me euphoric. Last time I talked with a girl irl was when I was 13.

 

[sub5outsider]

i still remember my first crush she nows have a kid and even got married but i dont care for her after her i only liked two girls its really hard for me to like someone

 

[kingcircir]

+1 but im still in highschool

 

[cromagnon]

arent you 17 years old nigga

 

[Debetro]

i still remember my first crush she nows have a kid and even got married but i dont care for her after her i only liked two girls its really hard for me to like someone

I had them forgotten. In fact they were not crushes, beautiful looking but not perfect angels, I would not date them at least at the moment. Dream was too idealized. But isolation is harsh.

arent you 17 years old nigga

I'm turning like 22 next year bro.

 

[cromagnon]

I had them forgotten. In fact they were not crushes, beautiful looking but not perfect angels, I would not date them at least at the moment. Dream was too idealized. But isolation is harsh.

I'm turning like 22 next year bro.

lies

 

[Debetro]

lies

When I was 17 I already thought it was too late so not much has changed. I used to post stuff like this when I was 15.

That post feels like yesterday.

It's never too late actually, I did not miss out on anything important, but when I get depression episodes due to bad sleep or diet I start clucking grabage like that.

 

[cromagnon]

When I was 17 I already thought it was too late so not much has changed. I used to post stuff like this when I was 15.

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That post feels like yesterday.

It's never too late actually, I did not miss out on anything important, but when I get depression episodes due to bad sleep or diet I start clucking grabage like that.

past 15 is essentially oldcel territory

college parties will always be mid compared to shit u do as a teen

 

[Debetro]

past 15 is essentially oldcel territory

college parties will always be mid compared to shit u do as a teen

Every age is great. You just need to do stuff. You can enjoy time alone in your room but balance it out with doing some stuff outside. It doesn't have to be the normie stuff. Go swim in lakes, hike, whatever. It will also make you slightly better looking.

 

[hopecel]

I lost count on how many years have passed since I ended school and became an hermit.

But there's some girls that are still in my head after all this many years.

I just woke up from a dream where I was talking with them in some sort of classroom. I was feeling butterflies in my stomach but then I woke up and currently feel terrible after the dose of nostalgia and depression I got.

Teen years hit different, now I'm old and in decline while having not experienced teen love. And it feels bad. But I accept it. I'm more of a cannon fodder type of man I guess.

@flippasav @STAMPEDE @optimisticzoomer @hopecel @MoggerGaston

exremely relatable, bratishka I also had dreams about my current oneitis... and they only make me anxious when I wake up and realise she will never be mine

when it comes to old crushes (and old friends), I still dream about them and wish we could spend some time together again like before, I'm very nostalgic... but that segment of nostalgia doesn't make me THAT much depressive... what makes me depressive is this some weird obsession with places where I lived/spent time and also I have this sort of feeling that I could've done something better in the past, like I could've met more people, could've found a gf, could've became popular and whatever... I think I have FOMO: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fear_of_missing_out#Variants

 

[Debetro]

exremely relatable, bratishka I also had dreams about my current oneitis... and they only make me anxious when I wake up and realise she will never be mine

when it comes to old crushes (and old friends), I still dream about them and wish we could spend some time together again like before, I'm very nostalgic... but that segment of nostalgia doesn't make me THAT much depressive... what makes me depressive is this some weird obsession with places where I lived/spent time and also I have this sort of feeling that I could've done something better in the past, like I could've met more people, could've found a gf, could've became popular and whatever... I think I have FOMO: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fear_of_missing_out#Variants

Most people can relate. If it helps you.

I actually didn't even like those girls, they were pretty but not much else. As for friends I willingly isolated myself at 13 because I couldn't stand interacting with normies. So no regret at all. I didn't meet more people, didn't do better, because I didn't look good enough too. If I looked good, then I would regret my choices but since I didn't, I'm sure I chose the right path. Seeing how time passes and you don't have any memories is an unsettling feeling but it's what it's, feels like I didn't live good enough, but I repeat most people feel that way too, some earlier, some later. It still can get better. I'm moving abroad soon, otherwise I will just keep spending years in this room.