
Claymoreboy0118
Saoirse
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The fact that she hasn't changed since then makes me feel like I still have a chance, but I'm smarter than that. I never stopped loving her despite all of her faults. I wish she was better. We shouldn't even have broke up the entire thing just didn't make any sense. I want to start talking to her again but I know it would just end up the same way as before. It's impossible to love someone who doesn't love themselves. Our entire relationship was me trying to keep my shit together because dealing with her continued bullshit fucked me up more than I would like. I gave her everything I had, but it wasn't enough. Actually that's not it. I wasn't ready for a relationship, and neither was she. I still think she's the only one for me. I hate the fact that I'm going to be thinking about her for the rest of my life. If I could just scrub her brain clean I would. Now she's just rubbed off all of her bad habits onto me. I can't believe I turned into one of those losers I used to always make fun of. I actually tried to kill myself over a girl. Getting your stomach pumped fucking sucks. Therapy sucks too.