DnrGriffith
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I hate being alone because it makes me suffer a lot. I wanna laugh and be authentic with people. However I barely talk to people and when I try to do so it feels awkward like I m being terribly untrue to myself. So most of the time I m with other people I listen to them but quite quickly they disgust me deeply so I get alone. It also happens with my family. Why are people so false to each other? Or why do they act or live stupidly like can't you realize you're an absolute moron and actually think about what you re doing? I m trying to become 'social' but even if the person is front of me thinks kinda the same as I do I will still feel disgusted sooner or later. Rn I wanna escape this loneliness because staying alone with my thoughts makes me feel terribly insecure and threatened. So in my mind there's 2 options: I will either find the perfect copy of me who ll think the same and will never disgust me. I highly doubt the fact that that person exist. Or I stay alone until my life reaches its end and i wanna avoid that because it makes me feel bad after too long.
Do you have any solutions?
Do you have any solutions?