zerotohero
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I’m so done. I think I’ve officially hit rock bottom. I’m 99% sure this fat chick has fallen in love with me, and it’s entirely my fault for even talking to her in the first place.
It started when I was at my lowest, completely pussy-deprived, and I convinced myself the only way to get out of the drought was to lower my standards to the bare minimum. I thought, “What’s the harm in talking to her? It’s not like she’s going to catch feelings or anything.” Well, here we are. She just uploaded an Instagram story, and it’s the most obvious indirect I’ve ever seen.
I knew something was off when she started replying to my stories way too often and dropping hints. At first, I ignored it, thinking I could handle the situation, but now it’s spiraling out of control. I’m not proud of it, but I entertained the attention for a while because, let’s be honest, when you’re starved for validation, even the crumbs start looking like a meal. But now? Now I’m dealing with the consequences.
This is 100% on me. I should’ve never entertained this in the first place. I should’ve held out, focused on myself, and kept my standards intact. But no, I had to go and fumble, and now I’ve got someone I’m not even remotely attracted to thinking there’s something there.
Let this be a lesson: desperation is the enemy. If you let it dictate your actions, you’ll end up in situations like this, regretting every decision that led you here. I’ve got to clean this mess up somehow, but honestly, I don’t even know where to start.
It started when I was at my lowest, completely pussy-deprived, and I convinced myself the only way to get out of the drought was to lower my standards to the bare minimum. I thought, “What’s the harm in talking to her? It’s not like she’s going to catch feelings or anything.” Well, here we are. She just uploaded an Instagram story, and it’s the most obvious indirect I’ve ever seen.
I knew something was off when she started replying to my stories way too often and dropping hints. At first, I ignored it, thinking I could handle the situation, but now it’s spiraling out of control. I’m not proud of it, but I entertained the attention for a while because, let’s be honest, when you’re starved for validation, even the crumbs start looking like a meal. But now? Now I’m dealing with the consequences.
This is 100% on me. I should’ve never entertained this in the first place. I should’ve held out, focused on myself, and kept my standards intact. But no, I had to go and fumble, and now I’ve got someone I’m not even remotely attracted to thinking there’s something there.
Let this be a lesson: desperation is the enemy. If you let it dictate your actions, you’ll end up in situations like this, regretting every decision that led you here. I’ve got to clean this mess up somehow, but honestly, I don’t even know where to start.
