I think being autistic is going to doom me, it is truly over Probably

[Deleted member 21297]

I’m 19 and have 0 friends. All I feel like doing is just doing stuff I like. I don’t get along with family and I have a lot of really weird habits. I am not fit to live with other people, maybe hang out for an hour or two but I can’t mask for too long. I act like a monkey and I can’t help it sometimes. In school, no one senses anything wrong with me. I just wanna be by myself a lot of the time, all of my issues that I’ve faced in life have came from other people so I hate people. That on top of being a manlet, it’s over man. I have 0 idea what to do about this. I often feel like I don’t even have the mental capacity to do every day normie things. I sit at my computer in frustration 70% of the day, this is how I cope. A lot of times I just feel like going LDAR or committing some crime that sets my fate for my shit life. It fucking sucks every time I open my mouth, I just talk off beat or something and I cannot help it at all; everyone hears me and probably thinks something is up with this nigga. Having autism is such a nerf for a white nigga like me. It’s hard to give up when you have good traits about you that give you hope. My only hope is just people who are nerds and obsess over the things that I like, usually those people are faggots or SJWs, trannies, etc.. I can’t have those, no thanks. No one fits my agenda, no one in real life that I can get along with. It’s a hard fact to face when you’re not even ugly, you’re being held back by something you absolutely cannot fix. RIP

 

[Deleted member 21297]

Anyways it’s 3am Gn, if y’all niggas took 1 second to click on this thread and browse this site all day at home yall niggas better have time to read

 

[chadmanlet04]

Anyways it’s 3am Gn, if y’all niggas took 1 second to click on this thread and browse this site all day at home yall niggas better have time to read

Larp it's 12:03 PM in the Netherlands

 

[Deleted member 3828]

You just boring shut in guy

 

[Deleted member 21297]

Larp it's 12:03 PM in the Netherlands

I’m not in the Netherlands I just larp as so for my privacy

 

[Deleted member 21297]

You just boring shut in guy

It’s not just about being boring, I’m legit diagnosed. Even if I wasn’t boring, I face a lot of other issues that are simply out of my control

 

[Deleted member 17997]

Just remember that theres studies showing that people can't relate to others emotional pain. Don't go to therapy unless you want them to shut down your brain with drugs. Just put up with it.

 

[Aladin]

I’m 19 and have 0 friends. All I feel like doing is just doing stuff I like. I don’t get along with family and I have a lot of really weird habits. I am not fit to live with other people, maybe hang out for an hour or two but I can’t mask for too long. I act like a monkey and I can’t help it sometimes. In school, no one senses anything wrong with me. I just wanna be by myself a lot of the time, all of my issues that I’ve faced in life have came from other people so I hate people. That on top of being a manlet, it’s over man. I have 0 idea what to do about this. I often feel like I don’t even have the mental capacity to do every day normie things. I sit at my computer in frustration 70% of the day, this is how I cope. A lot of times I just feel like going LDAR or committing some crime that sets my fate for my shit life. It fucking sucks every time I open my mouth, I just talk off beat or something and I cannot help it at all; everyone hears me and probably thinks something is up with this nigga. Having autism is such a nerf for a white nigga like me. It’s hard to give up when you have good traits about you that give you hope. My only hope is just people who are nerds and obsess over the things that I like, usually those people are faggots or SJWs, trannies, etc.. I can’t have those, no thanks. No one fits my agenda, no one in real life that I can get along with. It’s a hard fact to face when you’re not even ugly, you’re being held back by something you absolutely cannot fix. RIP

lass mich raten, warhammer fan?

wie dem auch sei, wir sind im selben boot. Ich bin nicht gesellschaftsfähig. Kann die banalsten Alltagstätigkeiten nicht erledigen wie zum Beispiel Anrufe tätigen, auf Menschen zugehen, um Hilfe Fragen und so weiter.
Ich bin ein Krüppel. Die meiste Zeit bin ich auch allein.
Anderen bin Ich in der Schule allerdings schon aufgefallen lol.

Wenn ich Spreche bekomme ich auch Kommentare ab, bezüglich Drogenkonsum und so.
Dieses Leben ist nicht für uns.

 

[Deleted member 22970]

Drink coffee tbh I think I might be slightly on spectrum and helps me somewhat socially mog and navigate