CFW432
ABOS. MUST. DIE.
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Starting from early last year I tried to get into looksmaxxing as much as I could naturally, and one way i thought was a good idea was chewing for a better defined jawline. At first it actually worked lol no lie, like I would chew a piece of gum for an hour a day, 30 min on each side.
For like the first 5-6 months I straight up had a rock solid well defined jawline. I remember even getting a few compliments from my coworkers, sometimes when I was out and standing in a line or some shit next to a foid, I could see out of the corner of my eye she would be mirin hard af legit, when I tried looking back they would always look away quickly.
However as time went on it started to become a little more painful to chew and I would occasionally get clicking noises coming from my jaw sometimes when I chewed. At first I didn't try to think much of it and kept on chewing, but after awhile the pain became worse and the clicking more frequent so I got scared and stopped all together. However unfortunately, that was only the beginning, as you can imagine my jaw isn't as defined anymore since I stopped chewing. But also, I don't exactly know how to explain this... but my jaw has become slightly lopsided? The left side of my jaw looks ok, it's not as defined as it use to be, and there is some clicking that comes from that side. But my right side... oh boy, um I don't how to say this but my jaw on my right side kinda looks slightly off by a bit, the "gonial" angle I think it's called, looks slightly more pointed upwards compared to the left side, and this side looks a little bit more "downward slung" compared to the left side, and this is also the side where most of the clicking comes from, yeah its fucked up. And finally the last but what I personally consider the worst thing... my chin, I think it receded a little bit, complete suicidefuel for me honestly, Its the biggest thing out of this whole debacle that makes me the most depressed. It's not completely subhuman, but I actually had a pretty chaddy jut before, and now it just looks kinda... average. Honestly this whole experience has been overall depressing to me, I feel like I actually ended worse than i started with, in hindsight I feel fucking retarded for doing this and I should've just waited to get jaw surgery which is only true way to ascension and something I'm going to do anyway, smfh I want to kms.
For like the first 5-6 months I straight up had a rock solid well defined jawline. I remember even getting a few compliments from my coworkers, sometimes when I was out and standing in a line or some shit next to a foid, I could see out of the corner of my eye she would be mirin hard af legit, when I tried looking back they would always look away quickly.
However as time went on it started to become a little more painful to chew and I would occasionally get clicking noises coming from my jaw sometimes when I chewed. At first I didn't try to think much of it and kept on chewing, but after awhile the pain became worse and the clicking more frequent so I got scared and stopped all together. However unfortunately, that was only the beginning, as you can imagine my jaw isn't as defined anymore since I stopped chewing. But also, I don't exactly know how to explain this... but my jaw has become slightly lopsided? The left side of my jaw looks ok, it's not as defined as it use to be, and there is some clicking that comes from that side. But my right side... oh boy, um I don't how to say this but my jaw on my right side kinda looks slightly off by a bit, the "gonial" angle I think it's called, looks slightly more pointed upwards compared to the left side, and this side looks a little bit more "downward slung" compared to the left side, and this is also the side where most of the clicking comes from, yeah its fucked up. And finally the last but what I personally consider the worst thing... my chin, I think it receded a little bit, complete suicidefuel for me honestly, Its the biggest thing out of this whole debacle that makes me the most depressed. It's not completely subhuman, but I actually had a pretty chaddy jut before, and now it just looks kinda... average. Honestly this whole experience has been overall depressing to me, I feel like I actually ended worse than i started with, in hindsight I feel fucking retarded for doing this and I should've just waited to get jaw surgery which is only true way to ascension and something I'm going to do anyway, smfh I want to kms.
