I think even good looks wont save me

[iwannabebreathtakin]

I will always feel empty and disconnected from this world and I doubt I will ever be able to see a reason to live even If I had top looks and money and everything else an average human desires I would still feel the same My existence doesnt make sense and I cant go on like this

 

[Deleted member 85939]

do u talk to ppl irl? I feel the same way and I don’t socialize at all unless someone makes the first move (ugly so it never happens)

 

[iwannabebreathtakin]

do u talk to ppl irl? I feel the same way and I don’t socialize at all unless someone makes the first move (ugly so it never happens)

I stay in my room all day and I avoid ppl bc I have bpd and they affect my mood a lot

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I stay in my room all day and I avoid ppl bc I have bpd and they affect my mood a lot

May be the problem

 

[Deleted member 85939]

I stay in my room all day and I avoid ppl bc I have bpd and they affect my mood a lot

Damn bro all I gotta say is it’s worse irl lol. I’m at work rn and everyone at my job hates me for no reason. Just got a death stare from my manager out of nowhere when passing by her

 

[iwannabebreathtakin]

Damn bro all I gotta say is it’s worse irl lol. I’m at work rn and everyone at my job hates me for no reason. Just got a death stare from my manager out of nowhere when passing by her

Same at school for me

 

[Deleted member 85939]

Same at school for me

How old r u

 

[iwannabebreathtakin]

May be the problem

Thanks for saving my life and enlightening me

 

[iwannabebreathtakin]

How old r u

16

 

[Deleted member 85939]

16

Damn I’m 19 and all I gotta say is college is completely hell. At least it was for me socially

 

[iwannabebreathtakin]

Damn I’m 19 and all I gotta say is college is completely hell. At least it was for me socially

I didnt plan that far im supposed to be dead