subtierjester
Fuuuuuhhhhh
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I dont know what this could be and i dont want to tell my parents or someone bcz theyre not gonna understand and just think im retarded. Everywhere i go i always have a feeling smthing terrible will happen no matter what i do or where i am. When walking to school or driving in a car i feel like a car is just gonna come out of nowhere and kill me. When i am at school i have a feeling other people hate me and are talking behind my back or that i will fail an exam even when i know i know everything about the material. When im playing sports i have a feeling im going to break a bone on accdient. When im talking to people i feel that they think im an complete idiot. Last couple of months when im laying in my bed i get suicidal thoughts and just feel like nobody likes me not even my family. I just cant get these thoughts out of my head no matter what. Am i the only person that this is happening to? I dont know what to do its just overwhelming how many negative thoughts i have while doing everyday normal activities. Can someone just help me on where to start?
